break my will to fly or love

"Hey" a deep voice said as he sat next to me
"..." I wasn't in the mood for talking.
"No hello. I can understand. Why ya here" I looked over at the man and saw his knees. As I looked up, there was a black skinny jeaned black hoodie man.
"Baby" I sighed
"Oh congratulations, is it your first?"
"What? No. Its my boyfriends first baby"
"Shit. How does that work?"
"He got a girl pregnant. Why are you here?"
"So you are gay?" he asked another question and I almost flipped the talble in front of me.
"Holy fuck. Yes."
"Sorry. I'm here cause my husband fell off the bed and hit his head on the side table" he sat next to me and put his head in hands
"Is he gonna be okay"
"They think so, but he lost a lot of blood"
"Is he awake?"
"Yeah, I just can't see him now"
"Why?"
"I'm having a hard time getting myself to it" I tthought for a moment
"How about I go with you to see him?"
"Ah? Sure" he stood up and led me to a room down the hall "Ashley?" He called. I stayed behind him.
"Andy? What happened?" The man asked while he laid in bed with a bandage on his head.
"That fucking night stand you wanted, you hit you head off it." "Oh? So I'm fine now"
"Yeah you get to leave tomorrow"
"I'm burning it tomorrow"
"Sure thing"
"Andy I'm gonna go back to my boyfriends room now"
"Sure here's my number. And thanks"
"It was nice having someone to talk to"

*

I counted every step back to lynzs room. 587 its a huge hospital. I sat on a chair near the door, I started to dose of when I finally fell asleep in the chair.


*

"Fwankie? Frankie. Frank!" I hand shook me
"Agh?" I groaned and stretched
"Come on" I saw Gerard, he started to pick me uup bridal style "Where we going?" I wrapped my arm around his neck, lazily "I'm taking you home"
"Home?" I opened my eyes completely and saw the hospital ceiling and lights passing by.
"Yeah, its two thirdy a.m and Lyn-z is still in labor"
"I don't wanna go home"
"You need sleep"
"I just sleep for... Eight or something hours?"
"Fine." He dropped me, I land on my ass
"Gee?" I looked up at him and he began crying as he sat next to me.
"I'm sorry" he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"What h-happened" I stuttered
"I don't want a baby"
"Gee you'll make a great father"
"Frank do you plan on having kids?"
"I-I mean I'd ah would you know some day" I choked "See, I don't want to lose you"
"Gee, my father left mother and I when I was younger and grew up with a bitter taste of him"
"You did?" He looked up at me with red puffy eyes.
"I hated him for walking out on us. You can't leave bandit" "What about work?"
"Well, I could tell the school she's mine and the mother will take her on weekends and they'll let me take school then"
"I mean that could work?"
"Why?"
"Lyn-z is doing to well, its all my fault. She doesn't even want her!" "Just sleep for now" I helped Gerard into a small room a nurse gave us to stay the night in. Just for us.

"We hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day And through it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?
Well tonight, well tonight Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime, in my head
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead Well tonight
Will it ever come? I can see you awake anytime in my head All fall down
Well after all..." I sang the both us of to sleep.

Notes

She Lyn-z die or not that's what I'm stuck on.