break my will to fly or love

"I hooked up with her during this party. I was 22 and drunk off my ass. She had flirted with me for a while and we ended up in a bed room, butt naked fucking each others brains out. My dick being to big for the condom *wink wink* it broke" he was so serious it was funny
"cant wait to see that big dick, again" i laughed
"i lost my virginity and got her pregnant"
"so when is she due?"
"um i think next month"
"do you love her or the baby?"
"her no, to clingy. The baby, very. Its hard to love something that isnt yours but something that you made you have to love, its part of you"
"oh, ah so who is gonna raise it?"
"i think i get her on the weekends?"
"her?"
"yup, lynz wants to name her uane but i like bandit."
"bandit? I like it"
"are you a virgin?"
"ah? Yeah ive done it with many" I lied
"many men?"
"okay im a virgin, sucking your cock was the highlight of my life"
"how often do you fap?"
"holy shit! You dirty teacher. Since ive met you? A LOT" i laughed
"funny, lets go back home and watch a moive or something"
we stood up and walked to the car.
"so the baby should be here soon?"
"yeah, im a bit nervous"
"daddy mcgee"
"shut up"
"you'll still be my sugar daddy"
"meh"
"meh? What the fuck you pewdiepie?!"
"pewdiepie?"
"you old man, o-l-d"
"no im not old!"
i put my phone in the dash board and turned on YouTube. I clicked pewdiepies channel and we watched goat simulator.
"wOW he just i i cant" gee choked
"oh god your reaction" i cried.
gerards phone ringed and i quickly turned mine off.
"hello?... Yes this is gerard way, who is this? Belleville hospital?.... What!?" Okay im on my way now!" He turned his phone off and quickly sped out of the parking lot.
"whats going on?"
"okay its not next month its today" you could see him panicing
"bandit?"
"yeah, im not ready"
"gee, i dont get it. I just met you and i feel like you have so much more going in than a small town teacher from the first day i met you"
" yeah well never drink, it will ruin everything" he was stressed out now. After two mintutes of quick driving and awkward silence. Gerard road raged at a red light. I sat up in my seat and kissed him on the cheek.
"gee she has like 10 hours before that baby comes"
"what!? How do you know this?"
"one my aunt had like three babies and i raised them pretty much and its kinda a know thing"
"i- forgot shit! So- what this means you know how to handle children what a relief"
"you dont know how to take care of a baby?!"
"no! I dont even know how to take care of you!" "im nneedlenneedle arms and looked out the window. "frank-"
"what happened to fwankie?"
"um im sorry, i not ready for a baby"
"do you even have a crib"
"no, fwankie im gonna need your help"
"id love to help you. Seriously im buying you a book"

*

the hospital made gee freak the fuck out. He was so scared of needles, i died laughing when he fell out his chair when a nurse walked by with a needle.

"gee?!" I tried getting my breathe. I sound like a dying pig.
"gerard you may come see lynz" a nurse said
"come on frank" he took my hand in his and lead me into the room.

lynz was laying on the bed with an iv and blood pressure monitor on.

"oh! Hi gerard" i quickly left the room.
"fr-" he started

'nope no im done ill ah see gee after yup later im nope bye!' I thought to myself. I found a small cafe in the hospital. I got a french vinalla and sat thier by myself on a bench.

"hey" a voice said as they sat next to me

Notes

Ohhhhh a baby