The Boy With Scars

~Frankie's point of view~
I headed to sit at the back of the lunchroom at a table by myself like usual. It had been almost a month since the mall fight. Tessa was still staying at my house and me and Gerard still aren't talking. i took my seat and gazed over to where he was sitting with Ray and Mikey. He looked upset just as he had every other day i had seen him. Suddenly he was looking at me and i looked down as fast as i could. I knew he had seen me though. I sighed. I was still having trouble with everything. In fact when my mom got home i had been asleep on the couch, I heard her and Tess talking because i had woken up when she got there but they didn't know that. Tessa had told her i wasn't doing so good and my mom had said that i needed to stop being so emotional and that i needed to stop being such a pansy. Whatever.

I looked up to find Gerard still looking at me and i wanted to walk over there and just hug him. But he hated me so i couldn't. I never would be able to again. Suddenly i realized that i would probably never hang out with Gerard or talk to him again or feel him hug me and i just wanted to lay down and cry for the rest of my sad life. It probably wouldn't be that long anyways so i wouldn't be crying for long.

After school i made my way to Tessa's truck. She had promised to pick me up so i didn't have to walk alone. Instead of driving me home she passed my street and just kept going without a word
"Where?" I asked knowing she'd understand
"Somewhere, Anywhere but there." She replied and i knew not even she knew where she was going. We ended up in an empty field by some trees. She parked the truck and frowned down at her hands.
"Frankie, I've already been here for a while and i'll need to go home soon." She said quietly and i frowned, She was the only thing keeping me alive at this point. I didn't want her to go, If she did my depression would just get worse. Instead of telling her this though i said
"Oh, okay....how much longer will you be here?"
She Looked up at me
"Frank i want you to come live with me. I will convince your mom and you can go to school and it will be great. Please? i just...i don't want to leave you here alone with your bitch of a mother. I'm worried" She said and i nodded
"Well....i mean, I'd love to. But i'm not sure my mom would agree" I said. I would love to go with her but i would miss Gerard. Even though he hates me.
"Oh i'll talk to her. Thank you. you're like a brother to me you know? I want you to be happy" She said.I didn't tell her i could never be happy anywhere,

When we got home later i went outside and drew in my notebook as Tessa talked to my mom. When i went inside i found that my mom has agreed completely and i should start packing because we left in a week and a half.

~Gerard's point of view~

-the Friday before Frankie leaves to live with Tessa-


It had been a month since i had talked to Frankie. I saw him at school but we never talked.
I walked through the halls to the parking lot. i was looking down at my feet when suddenly i dumped into someone hard.We both fell to the floor
"Oh sorry i-." I stopped talking once i saw who i hit
"Frankie" I whispered and he just looked at me.
"i didn't see you" I said standing up then reaching down the help him to his fleet. They second he touched my hand i felt more alive then i had in weeks
"Thanks" He said
"Can we...uhh...talk?" i asked him and he nodded. He followed me out to my car. We stood outside and i started
"Look Frankie, i'm sorry. for the fight and then the mall i-" He cut me off before i could finish
"It's okay. I started both those fights anyways." He looked down at his feet " I guess, i dunno when people get close to me i tend to push them away. I cared about you and then you were worried about me and i couldn't help it." He said and i smiled.
"Except Tessa" I said frowning again
"Well she's different. We're family." He said and i was surprised
"How?" i asked and he grinned.God i missed that grin
"She's my cousin on my dad's side." He said and i felt stupid.
"I though you and her like...i dunno had a thing before" I said and he laughed and i loved the sound of it.
"I missed you so much Gerard" He said and suddenly he was hugging me. i hugged him back.
"Frankie?"
"Hmm?"
"I'm glad to have you back..." I whispered.
I heard a truck honking and looked up to see Tessa's truck with her sitting in the drivers seat.
"Shit! i forgot!"Frankie said and i was confused.
"I-i'm.....leaving. Moving in with Tessa because she was worried about me being depressed and my mom doesn't give a fuck about me. i'm leaving tomorrow" Frankie said.I felt my heart stop. He couldn't go. not right after i got him back
"No" I said and he smiled sadly
"Come meet her" He said as he pulled me to the truck.
After he introduced us She asked
"so you have kissed and made up? Good but Frankie...you know you're mother won't let you stay right?" He frowned then nodded
"Yea. Look i'll call you later. i'm gonna stay with Gee for a while" He told her and turned to me.
"Wanna hang out?"
"Of course" I answered. We ended up at the park. It was empty right now so we sat on the swings alone.
"I'm going to miss you" He said and i felt tears in my eyes
"I'll miss you more" I whispered back to him.
"I promise to visit you can call and you can come see me sometime and stuff" He said and i looked up to find tears in his eyes to.
"Oh Frankie, God i'm sorry. " I said and i hugged him yet again.
"Don't go, Please stay with me" I whispered quietly to him.
I heard him cry as i hugged him to me and suddenly i was crying to. It was getting dark and we didn't have much more time together.
"I have to go..." He said as i saw Tessa's truck at the curb. He had called her already.
"Gerard. Before i go. I love you. Don't you ever doubt that and i want you to know i'll never ever forget you. I'll see you again i promise. This is not the end of us" He said then leaned up and kissed my lips. I kissed him back wrapping my arms down around his waist as he stood on his tip-toes and put his around my neck.
"I love you" I said. He broke the kiss and turned to run to the truck. I watched him drive away until i couldn't see the truck because they had turned a corner.

~Frank's point of view~
I watched him stand there until we turned the corner. I cried silently in my seat.
"I'm sorry you have to leave him." Tessa said but i shook my head
"No. I wan't to go with you i just...i'll miss him. I love him Tessa. " I said. I did want to go with her but i also wanted Gerard.

I really really hoped i would see him again.
I looked down to the sound of my phone ringing.
"I forgot to tell you. I love you and i wont forget you either. I will wait for you, Because we will be together one day Frankie i swear to god." Gerard said then hung up.

Notes

THIS IN NOT THE LAST CHAPTER

Don't worry im writing more!!! And also i had the idea to write a story about Tessa and Someone from the band? Maybe? What do you guys think? Lol thanks for reading!