The Boy With Scars

~Gerard's point of view~
"Oh my god! I can't believe you actually hit him!" Mikey says for about the 50th time as we walk through the mall.
I roll my eyes and sigh. But the truth is i can't believe it either. I mean yea we had a fight but, still he's Frankie! Obviously he doesn't feel the same because he hit me first. How did this all go so terribly wrong?!
"Gerard? bro you okay?" Ray asked and i nodded
"Oh yea, Just thinkin i guess" I said.
We shopped for a while but i got tired of being there. I just wanted to go home.
"Hey guys, can you take me home? sorry i just..." I said not sure how to finish that sentence
"Yea,i get it. Sorry that happened." Ray said as we headed out to the car.

When i got home they left and i let myself inside. Looks like i was home alone for a while.
I ran to my room and slammed the door shut. I flopped down on my bed and refused to let myself cry over Frank yet again. I would be strong and get over him. He hated me anyways. I know i shouldn't but despite all this i still liked him and i hated it! He didn't deserve it!
I got up and turned on my radio as loud as i could blasting Bring Me The Horizon, I went over to my window and opened it knowing my neighbors hated my music and they thought it was satanic.
I walked away from the window and threw myself onto my bed. Not wanting to sit still i jumped up and paced my room. suddenly i heard a car pull up in front of my house. I looked out the window and saw it was an old truck. Strange i didn't know anyone who owned a car like that.

i opened the front door to see the blonde girl from the mall. What the hell was she doing here.
"Hello?" i said looking at her.
"Hi. sorry this is probably kind of odd but i'm Tessa Frankie's friend. He didn't send he here i promise! i got the address out of him then told him i had to go to the store. I hate to lie but he wouldn't have wanted me to come over." She said fast as if she was hoping i didn't slam the door in her face.
"So why are you here?" i asked not caring if i was rude.
"Well, you see i wanted to talk to you. Can i come in?" She asked and i stepped back allowing her inside.
"This way" I said leading her to the front room. She sat on the couch and i sat down on the chair across from her.
"Okay why do you want to talk?" I asked and she started talking.
"Well you see, I have known Frankie since he was born , i'm about a year older, And since he met you he has told me about you. Then he called me and was talking about the fight and i heard his side of the story but after today and the fight i wanted to hear yours." She said leaning forward. I sighed and thought a moment.

"Well....i'm not sure. I-things are hard right now. He hates me and we fought and...i dunno i guess we just weren't meant to be together." I said then added "Or you know friends" not wanting her to take it the wrong way then go tell him.
"I'm sorry your friendship turned out like that. Half-way through the school year....When he first told me about 'His new friend Gerard' I thought wow my Frankie finally has a real friend besides me! but then this happened and i drove out here and now i'm not sure what to think" She said. two things i noticed were the way she said 'my Frankie' and damn she talks a lot.
"I...look i'm sorry this happened. Can you tell me please...how is he? Like with the..." I trailed off as i lightly gestured to my arms.
She gasped a little bit.
"He told you about that?!" She asked
"Well....yea after i asked him." I replied
"He doesn't usually tell people. Hmm....Well honestly i'm not sure. I don't want to talk about him behind his back or put words in his mouth but i think he was trying to stop but now i'm not sure. You should talk to him. I know when you were friends he did a lot less." She said and i nodded afraid if i spoke i would cry. I hated the thought of him....doing that....
She must have noticed my expression because she stood up.
"Look i should get back to him. Thanks for talking to me though." She said and i followed her to the door.
"I won't tell him about this. But i think you guys should talk" She said and i rolled my eyes. Yea uh-huh talk. Sure. Not happening. She sighed then turned and walked to her truck
"Goodbye Gerard Way" She called over her shoulder. I turned and walked back to my room playing my music once again as i leaned out my window and watched her drive away. I wonder how she knew Frankie...She said she has known him forever...Hmm...


~Frankie's point of view~
I let Tessa in the house. She had been gone for a while but whatever. Probably traffic.
"Hey got you this" She said tossing me a Monster. i opened it and drank it.
"Thanks" I said going to my room and sitting on my bed. If she wasn't here i know what i would be doing right now. I'm glad she was here but i also wanted to be left alone for a while.
"Look Frankie i know you want to be alone right now but remember i do still love you and i'm here for you" Tess said as she shut my bedroom door a bit. I smiled at her then laid down on my bed just wanting this day to end already

Notes

okay guys, i was wondering who's point of view do you like reading better Gerard's or Frank's? And i don't mean in this chapter i mean throughout the whole story. If you could let me know that would be great! Thanks!