You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

When I wake up again I'm still in Mikey's bed but I'm alone and when I roll over I see Frank sitting in the chair in the corner. As soon as he locks eyes with me I remember what I walked in on earlier and I sit up and yell "Get out." Frank takes a deep breath before saying "Babe, we need to talk about this." "I don't want to talk to you, I want you to fuck off." "Gee I'm not leaving." "Fine then I will" I snap, climbing off the bed and making my way to the door but before I reach it Frank jumps up and wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me back and I hit at his arms until he lets go before turning around and swinging a punch at him but he ducks it and lunges forward, wrapping his arms around me again and slamming his lips against mine. I brace my hands against his chest and try to push him off but he fights against me and we end up falling back together on the bed, wrestling around as I try to fight Frank off me and he tries to keep his arms wrapped around me. "Baby please, I love you." I struggle against him and manage to get ontop of him, slapping him across the cheek and he stills, letting out a soft groan. I use his temporary distraction to escape his arms, jumping off the bed and running out the door, Frank behind me and as I reach my room I try to close the door in his face but he stops it and forces his way into the room, closing the door behind himself and knocking me back onto my bed. "Get off me" I pant out, struggling against his hold but he grabs my arms and pins them down, his body pinning mine beneath him and he leans in and seals his lips to mine again. I turn my head to the side and pant out "Get the fuck off me" but he starts kissing down my jaw and then bites into my neck, the skin stinging and throbbing under his mouth as he bites way too hard, sucking on the almost broken flesh. "Stop" I cry out, thrashing around underneath him as I start to cry, tears streaming down my
cheeks. Frank pulls his mouth back and trails down a little further, gently nipping at my skin again as he bucks his hips down against mine and I feel his half hard dick press against me. "Get off me, please" I plead, tears still streaming down my face and Frank murmurs against my skin "No, you're mine Gee, I'm not letting you go." I let out a pained sob, my neck really hurting along with my wrists where he's holding them too tightly against the mattress and it's only then that Frank sits back and lets my arms go, seeming to only realise now that he's actually doing something wrong and hurting me. At the first sign of my freedom I clench my hand into a fist and drive it up into his face, knocking him off balance and he falls back off the bed, groaning out as he hits the floor. Once Frank is off me I jump up and run out of the room and into the bathroom, locking the door behind me and sinking to the floor, my breathing heavy and choppy.

Just as I'm regaining my breath there's a knock at the door and I let out a small whimper, curling into an even tighter ball as I sit on the floor. "Gee it's Mikes" I hear him call through the door before adding "Can I come in? I just wanna make sure you're ok." "Is he with you?" "No he's downstairs with Pete." I take a deep breath before getting up and unlocking the door, letting Mikey in. After he steps in he locks the door for me again and I sink back to the floor, breathing a sigh of relief that makes Mikey turn back in my direction. "Oh god Gee are you alright?" He asks as he sits infront of me, his hand reaching out and his fingers gently brushing over the bite on my neck. I hiss as the light touch sends pain jolting down my neck and Mikey pulls his hand back. "Sorry. Frank said he kinda got carried away but fucking hell." My eyes widen as I stand again, needing to see how bad it is and when I turn to look in the mirror I feel my heart sink as my breath catches in my throat. The side of my neck is going black already, large indents in the shape of Franks teeth littering my neck which are a violent reddish purple and I look like I was attacked by a wild animal. I let out a small whimper and Mikey stands up and pulls me away from the mirror where I can't tear my eyes away from the sight of my neck, wrapping his arms around me and I bury my face in his neck again. He holds me until I calm down again and we both sink down to the floor, me not wanting to leave the room yet and we sit in silence, Mikey holding my hand while my head rests on his shoulder. A knock on the door breaks the silence and I look to Mikey, begging him with my eyes not to open it. "Gee, baby can we talk, please?" Frank calls out softly and I let out another small whimper. The sound of rustling sounds out as Frank slides down the outside of the door to sit on the floor. "Baby please talk to me." I remain silent and Mikey squeezes my hand tight, offering me silent support and Frank says "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I cheated and I'm sorry I hurt you just now. I know saying sorry doesn't really do much but I really am sorry baby. I love you so much and I don't want to live without you, please, will you come out and talk to me?" "You don't love me, if you loved me I'd be enough for you and you'd be happy with me but I'm clearly not and I'm not coming out until you're gone, I don't want to see you." "Baby please don't do this, I made a mistake." "How many times?" "What?" "How many times did you cheat? Don't lie and say once because I saw you guys, you were clearly comfortable around each other so it wasn't the first time." "About a month." I feel my heart sink further, in utter disbelief it's been that long and I didn't know. "Get out of my house Frank" I snap and he sighs before saying "No, I'm not going home without you." "I am home, go back to your home Frank, someone will be there to get my stuff later." "Gee, please" he pleads, his voice cracking and I can just picture the tears streaming down his cheeks, matching my own. I turn to Mikey and whisper "Please make him go, I can't do this anymore." Mikey nods, his hand coming up to gently stroke my hair back off my face as he says "I'll be right back ok?" He gets up and leaves the room, closing the door behind himself and I hear the sound of him and Frank arguing in the hall before Pete's voice joins them and it sounds like they are physically fighting for a few seconds before the voices fade and I curl in on myself again and sob into my knees, feeling completely broken.

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