You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

The next day when I get home from school early again, my
last class of the day cancelled because the teacher was sick I hear the tv playing and laughter ringing out in the apartment. I quietly close the front door, taking a step down the hall towards the living room door when I hear Frank say "You'll have to go soon, Gee will be home in like an hour." I feel my heart start to race as I take another step and down the hall and peer around the doorway seeing Frank sprawled across the couch, his work shirt unbuttoned and his hair messed up, some strange guy I've never seen before sprawled out beside him and while I'm watching the guy leans in and presses a kiss to the corner of Franks mouth. I watch in horror as Frank tilts his head and seals their lips together. I feel my heart crack as my breath hitches in my throat and they continue to kiss, the action looking comfortable and familiar like they've done it a million times before. I stand frozen for a few long seconds that feel like hours, unable to look away before I snap back to myself and I tug off the commitment ring Frank gave to me
a long time ago and throw it at him as hard as I can, hitting him in the back of the head with it and they break the kiss to see what hit him but by that point I have the front door open, slamming it behind me as I run down the hall, desperate to escape.

I run the whole way home, letting myself in with my key, tears still streaming down my face and I rush through the house looking for if anyone is home. When I make it to the top of the stairs Mikey's bedroom door opens and he steps out, his forehead creased in concern as he says "Gee what's wrong? Why are you cry...." "He's cheating Mikes" I sob out and as soon as Mikey's arms are open I run into them, burying my face in his neck as I sob. "Come on Gee" he says softly as he guides me into his room where Pete is sitting on the bed. When I spot him I pull away and mumble out "Sorry I didn't realise I'll just...." "No Gee come on" Mikey says as he gently tugs me onto the bed with them, laying down with me
and wrapping his arms around me. "What happened?" Mikey asks and I tell him about coming home early and finding Frank on the couch with someone else and the kiss. "Oh Gee I'm so sorry" Mikey coos as his hand strokes my back and a few seconds later I'm startled slightly by Pete laying too and pressing against my back, cuddling me from behind and I feel safe and warm pressed between both of them but the pain in my chest is still unbearable. "Gee I know we've had our issues but I'm sorry this happened and if you need anything I'm here." "Thanks Pete" I choke out, burying my face further into Mikey's neck. A few minutes later my phone starts buzzing in my pocket and when I pull it out I see Franks name flash on the screen. I hit ignore but a few seconds later it starts ringing again so I answer and scream "Fuck you" before hanging up and throwing the phone across the room, clinging to Mikey again and I continue to whimper softly and cry until I fall asleep in his bed.

Notes

So I need to apologise for the lack of/slowness of updates from me recently. I have been going through a lot and have also recently changed medication and it's making me really unfocused and I find it hard to write and I just want to sleep all the time but I'm starting to feel better so I plan to start updating regularly again. I really hope I didn't lose any readers for any of my stories