You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

Frank slowly slides my boxers down as he trails soft kisses down my stomach before sitting back and removing his own clothes, and as his lips attach to my hips again he sucks lightly and my heart beats rapidly but I'm not getting hard and if just feels wrong. Franks mouth trails down to my dick and when he sees I'm fully soft he sits back again and looks up at me. "Baby?" He asks and I feel my bottom lip tremble. Frank leans over me and cups my face in his hands and I break, tears streaming down my cheeks and he moves around the lay beside me, pulling me into his arms and I go, melting into his chest. "Oh baby" he says softly and I bury my face in his neck, breathing in his scent while I cling to him. "Talk to me beautiful" he pleads and I take a deep calming breath before saying "Where were you last night?" Frank swallows hard before saying "Pete and I went to a party." "Oh" I say, feeling shattered that a party was more important than me but I don't say anything else. "Baby why haven't you been eating?" "I dunno." "Gee" he says in a warning tone and I sigh before saying "Because I feel bad, all the time. I constantly feel sick and just totally devastated and no one cares." "I care babe." "You're not around." "Baby please don't try to guilt me. I didn't leave by choice." "But you did leave and I need you. I need you so fucking badly, my whole world feels like it's imploding and no one cares what I want or need, they just tell me how things are going to be and expect me to be ok with it and I'm fucking not." I feel my eyes sting with tears again and Frank pulls back from me, moving to lay over me and his hand gently strokes through my hair. "Baby" he says softly, "I love you, so fucking much and I would do anything for you, you know that. You need to talk to me, I can't help you if I don't know what's happening up here," his lips pressing against my forehead. "I don't want you to leave again, I don't think I could handle it. I need to be with you, it hurts too much being separated from you." "I don't know what I'm meant to do babe but we'll figure this out ok, I promise." Frank lays back again and we lay cuddling each other, our naked bodies pressed together until my stomach rumbles loudly. "Babe, please eat something?" "Ok" I agree, letting Frank pull me out of the bed and we redress and make our way downstairs.

After we eat Frank asks me to take a walk with him and we pull on our shoes, taking a slow walk around the block hand in hand and as we pass the park at the end of the block Frank pulls me over to it and we wander into the middle of the field and lay down in the grass, our fingers linked as we stare up at the setting afternoon sun. We lay in silence for a long time until Frank rolls his head to look at me and he says "We should get our own place." "What?" "We should get our own place. I don't plan on going to college so I could drop out and get a job and you could get a part time job so you could finish school and then we could be together all the time." "Frankie, I.....I don't want you to throw away your future for me." "I wouldn't be, I'd be doing it for us and as I said, I have no intention of going to college. I want to be a musician, that doesn't require a college education. And next year, when you've graduated we can go wherever you need to for college." "You really want to do this?" "Yes, I'd do anything for you, for us." "Frankie that's incredible but....I don't want you to wake up one day and realise you threw your whole life away for me." "If it's for you, it would never be a waste." I smile over at him and he smiles back before saying "Is that a yes?" I nod my head slowly and we both lean in at the same time, our lips sealing together. The kiss starts out slow and sweet but soon turns heated and before I know it we are rolling in the grass making out heatedly, Franks hand in my pants gently stroking my rapidly growing dick and I break the kiss to throw my head back and groan softly in pleasure. "Frankie" I whine out and he pulls his hand back out and works on opening my pants. Once they're open he tugs them down around my thighs and he slides down to take me in his mouth, his tongue swirling around the head. "Ohh baby, mmmm Frankie." He blows me for a minute before my eyes snap open and I see the slowly darkening park around us, the sky a beautiful orange from the setting sun. "Frankie" I groan out again as I tangle my fingers in his hair and tug, pulling his head away. "Are we really doing this here?" I ask, slightly breathless and he looks around before saying "I don't see anyone around, don't you wanna...?" "I do" I tell him breathlessly and he smiles down at me before leaning over and pressing his lips to mine. While he kisses me I reach down and undo his pants, pushing them down as much as I can and once his pants are down past his knees Frank kneels back and spits into his hand, slicking himself up before tugging my pants the rest of the way down and lining himself up, sliding his way inside me. We fuck fast and frantic in the middle of the field underneath the setting sun and it's perfect, our lips almost permanently sealed together. When we've both cum Frank rolls off me and we both pull our pants back up before settling back into the grass and we link hands again as we watch the stars come out, a lazy smile on both our faces.

Notes

So today I was rocking out in the car to headfirst for halos and then the ghost of you came on and I just randomly burst into tears and I felt so sad that MCR ended. Does this ever happen to anyone else?