You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

Frank and I don't talk about it for the rest of the day, Frank a lot quieter than normal and Ian even asks him if he's alright but I know he's lost in thought, trying to figure out how to give me what I want without seriously hurting me. Late that night as we are climbing into bed together I strip down to my boxers and go to climb in when Franks arms wrap around my waist and he says softly "Without these?" His hands sliding down to gently tug at my boxers. I nod and slide them down, stepping out of them and climbing in, Frank doing the same before joining me and once the blankets are pulled over us he grabs me and crushes me to his chest, our faces so close our noses are brushing together. I slide one hand up to cup his cheek as I say "Are you alright babe?" Frank lets out a small sigh before saying "I would never forgive myself if I truly hurt you." "You won't baby, I know you won't. The point is to hurt me a little but I know you won't actually hurt me." "What if this changes us? What if I do this and you're scared of me afterwards? It would fucking kill me to lose you again and I could never handle it being weird between us and..." Franks breathing starts to get choppy as he gets more and more upset and I lean in and seal my lips to his, cutting him off. "Baby it's alright. I can promise you right now without hesitation that this will change nothing between us. This is something I want and I don't think I could ever trust anyone else to do this for me, but I trust you and I know you would never take it too far. We would have a safe word and everything, it would be fully controlled but if the idea upsets you this much we don't have to do it." "But you want it." "Not as much as I want you to be happy and comfortable and ok and you're clearly none of those things right now. I only want this if it's what we both want and I would never pressure you for this." "I just....I think I need time to think about it more and maybe research it a little." "Of course baby, you can take all the time you need. I wasn't suggesting we do it like right now or anything and we can talk about it as much as you need. I'd actually rather we talk about it a lot first so we know what we both want and don't want and we need to figure out a safe word, for both of us, the safe word is just as much for you as it is for me babe." Frank nods before leaning forward and burying his face in my neck. "I love you, I'm sorry I'm being such a pussy about this I just....it scares me to think of anyone doing this to you." "It's ok baby I understand, and it's not for real, it's just you and me having fun like always, just remember that." Frank nods again before he falls silent, his lips pressing soft kisses to my neck, sucking and nipping just a little to leave small marks on my skin and I sigh in contentment as I feel my whole body relax, my dick stirring a little but I don't push for anything, content to just hold Frank and let him work through his inner turmoil and I can't help but feel slightly guilty for doing this to him.

The next morning I wake up with Frank across the room at his desk, his laptop on and he's reading something on the screen intently. I slide out of bed and pull on boxers, quietly making my way over to him and I can't help but notice he's on a forum where people are discussing exactly what I asked for and how it works in their relationships. I clear my throat to announce my presence, not wanting to scare him before I wrap my arms around his shoulders and lean down to press a soft kiss to the side of his neck. "Morning baby" I greet him softly before pulling away and going to the closet, picking out jeans and one of Franks shirts before making my way out of the room, heading into the bathroom to shower and leaving Frank to his research, hoping it will ease his mind a little. By the time I get out of the shower Frank is still in the bedroom so I join Ian in the kitchen, making Frank some scrambled eggs and toast before pouring him a cup of coffee and fixing it just how he likes and taking it into the bedroom, sitting it on the table beside his laptop and my sudden presence seems to startle him, his focus completely on the words on the screen. "Sorry babe I didn't mean to scare you." "It's ok" he reassures me with a smile and I lean down to press a soft kiss to his lips before pulling away and saying "I made you breakfast" and when he sees the food he smiles wider and says "I really don't deserve you." "Sure you do" I tell him as I shake my head at his comment and I lean down to press another soft kiss to his forehead before leaving the room again to get my own breakfast. Just as I'm finishing up I stand to put my dishes in the sink when Frank comes into the kitchen with his, sitting them down and wrapping his arms around my waist. "I'm sorry I basically ignored you this morning" he says as he leans in to peck my lips. "It's ok baby, you were busy. Do you feel better now?" I ask, Ian in the room staring at us curiously so I don't want to say too much. "Yeah I think I get it now." I nod and smile at him and he smiles back before leaning in to give me another kiss and I feel the knot of tension in my chest loosen now that he seems to be alright again.

Notes

This was really just a filler chapter but I wanted it to be known that Frank truly does care for Gee and obviously forcing someone in this way even though consensual is not something to be taken lightly.