You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

BEFORE YOU START TO READ SINCE NOTES GO AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CHAPTER: I have decided to take the path of the rape play idea however it is still in discussion phase between Frank and Gee right now so there is still time for me to change this and I can easily delete this chapter if it upsets people who haven't had a chance to comment their feelings on the subject yet. I will be leaving my previous authors note up I think probably for good so that anyone reading this story later will have fair warning of what is to come if I continue this path. I am still very open to people's opinions on the subject and I hope that if this does go ahead (which will probably still take another chapter or two) that you can all enjoy it for what it is....consensual fantasy between two people in love and not an act of violence or abuse and that this won't lose me subscribers.


I quickly spin around in Franks arms, leaning in and smashing my lips to his and he tightens his arms around my waist as he deepens the kiss, forcing his tongue into my mouth and I gently slide mine along his, pressing up against him as tight as I can, my hands trailing up to tangle in his hair and I tug lightly, causing him to moan into my mouth. "Fuck baby" Frank groans out as we break apart for air and I smirk at him before diving back in for another kiss, this one slower with less pressure. When we break apart again Frank pecks the end of my nose softly before I turn back around to face my painting, Frank stepping closer and pulling me back against his chest. "Wow baby" he exclaims as he actually looks at what I've painted and I feel myself blush slightly as I focus on the picture before us. I am laid out on the bed face down, Frank thrusting into me as one of his hands is wrapped around my wrists, pinning my arms together behind my back while his other is fisted in my hair, pulling my head and shoulders back up off the bed at an awkward angle, a cloth tied around my lower face and stuffed into my mouth to gag me, my face contorted in pain as blood runs down my chin and the sheets around us are messed up, indicating a struggle taking place. "Am I...." He trails off and I bite my lip as I turn back around and separate us, worried about how he will react. "You're raping me yeah, I ran the scenario in my head and....I like the idea of being forced....by you." Frank swallows hard and nods slowly before stepping forward and closing the gap between us again, his hands coming down to rest on my hips. "You would really want that?" "I like when you hurt me and I thought maybe....you seem to like being in control and.....I'm sorry" I whisper as my head drops down, embarrassment and shame flooding through me. Franks hand slides up to cup my chin and he tilts my head back up, locking his gaze with mine and I bite my bottom lip harder. "Baby it's alright, don't apologise, it's just kinda....surprising and it's definitely something we need to discuss at length before we do anything and...." "You'd really consider it?" "Of course babe, as long as it's something we both agree to" he says as his free hand grabs one of mine and guides it to his crotch, my fingers skimming over the bulge there. "I'm half hard just looking at a picture of it." I giggle softly as I step forward and bury my face in Franks neck, his arms coming up to wrap tightly around my waist. "Don't be embarrassed baby" he whispers in my ear and I feel my nerves calm down again.

Later that afternoon after we have lunch we are sitting on the couch watching tv when Frank stands up, leaning down to scoop me into his arms and he carries me from the couch and into the bedroom, gently laying me on the bed and climbing on beside me, pulling me into his arms. I shift around and get comfortable, resting my head on his shoulder and wrapping my arm around his waist before saying "You wanted to cuddle? We could have done that out there." "I know babe I just wanted to talk to you and I didn't want to be interrupted when Ian came home." "Ok" I say, feeling nervous about what he could possibly want to say. "So this rape thing.....can we not call it rape, that makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong and it fucking terrifies me to hear that word in association with you." I nod in understanding before saying "I'm not sure what we should call it but I understand and it's not wrong, I want it I promise and if I didn't want it I would tell you straight away, I trust you completely." "I know baby and I would never do anything you didn't want, maybe we could call it forced play instead of rape play?" I nod again before saying "Yeah I think that's better, I just didn't know what else to call it." Frank hums in agreement as he rolls his head to press a soft kiss to my forehead before he says "So tell me how it goes in your head, what did you imagine before?" I swallow hard and remain silent and after a few long seconds Frank says "Don't be embarrassed, I want to know and I would never judge you, I just want to know what kind of things you want me to do to you." I take a deep breath before saying "Well you came home from work in a bad mood and I was in the living room cleaning up and you asked me to come into the bedroom and I said no because I was busy and you got so mad and came over and grabbed my arm and tried to drag me with you and I resisted and then you hit me and knocked me to the ground and then instead of picking me up you dragged me down the hallway and then you pulled me up and threw me on the bed and I tried to fight you off and I kept telling you to stop but you ignored me and kept hitting me and tearing off my clothes and then.....yeah." Frank remains silent for a few long seconds and in that time I freak out completely, worrying I just ruined our whole relationship by being such a freak. "Wow that's.....hot" Frank says and I freeze for a second, processing his words and I turn my head to look up at him and he's looking down at me with a soft smile on his face. He frowns when he sees my face and soothingly says "Baby stop stressing, honestly I can see myself getting into this, I'm completely open to the idea so don't worry, I'm just trying to figure out how to do this without actually hurting you." I breathe a small sigh of relief as I snuggle further into his chest, nuzzling my face in his neck and softly moving my lips over the skin there.

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