You're Not In This Alone

I take a seat at the table with Sophie standing in my lap while I support her and as Pa comes over to the table with the food he shakes his head and says "What did you hit?" I look at him slightly confused before I remember the fight before and I pull Sophie closer to me, looking around at my hands on her back and I see my knuckles are slightly busted up. "Liz's face" I offer as an answer and pa starts shaking his head but dad lets out a chuckle and offers his hand for a high five which I give him before returning my hand to Sophie's back. "Frank" pa scolds dad and dad chuckles sheepishly before saying "Aww c'mon babe, that bitch more than likely had it coming. Have you ever known baby girl to hit someone who didn't deserve it?" Pa slaps dad on the shoulder and hisses out "Language" gesturing at Sophie and I smile and shake my head as I say "She doesn't know what you're saying, do you baby?" I add as I turn my attention back to her and she lets out a small babble, causing me to smile wide at her.

After dinner I put Sophie back to bed and after a small story and Ryan singing her a song she finally drifts off to sleep and I grab some clean clothes, heading to the bathroom to shower. Halfway through I hear the door open and close and I pull the curtain back enough to stick my head around, seeing Ryan standing there with a smile on his face and I smile back as I say "Coming in?" He nods and quickly strips naked, climbing in with me and once we're both under the spray he wraps his arms around my waist, his hands resting on my lower back as he pulls me against him, leaning down to seal his lips to mine. I kiss back eagerly, my hands sliding up to tangle in his hair and he presses me back against the wall as we continue to make out heatedly, Ryan's dick slowly hardening against my thigh. After a few minutes of heated kissing Ryan's lips leave mine and he sinks down to his knees, leaning in and pressing soft kisses all over my lower stomach, moving down as he guides my legs apart a little more and without any warning he dives in, rubbing his tongue over my clit and I let out a soft strangled sounding noise as he starts to eat me out. I close my eyes and tilt my head back against the wall as he keeps licking and sucking and nibbling until my legs shake and I can't hold myself up any longer and he pulls back, standing back up again and scooping me up, my legs wrapping around his waist as he lines himself up and forces his way inside me and I slump forward and bury my face in his neck. Ryan starts a fast pace and my whole body starts tingling as he fucks me against the wall and I let out soft whines and groans, begging for more and a few thrusts later I feel my orgasm hit, my screams and moans muffled in Ryan's neck as I feel him pulse inside me, increasing the pleasure I feel and after a few seconds Ryan slowly sinks to the floor, taking me with him and once he's sitting back on his legs, me sitting in his lap straddling him with his dick still buried inside me something in my chest snaps and I break, sobbing into his neck and Ryan sighs softly as he gently eases me away from his neck so I can see him and his own eyes are filled with tears too.

After we manage to drag ourselves out of the shower, both our eyes red and puffy from the crying we dry off and redress, Ryan scooping me into his arms and carrying me to the bedroom and once we're settled in bed together, me laying mostly on top of Ryan with my head resting on his shoulder and my arm wrapped around his waist he softly whispers "We're gonna be ok baby, we'll get through this I promise." "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I lost the baby and I'm sorry I abandoned you afterwards, you and Sophie. I'm sorry, I'm sorry...." I choke out, my eyes welling with tears again and Ryan cuts me off by saying "Baby no, you did nothing wrong. It's not your fault that we lost the baby, it just wasn't meant to be and that's ok, no one is blaming you for that and Sophie and I understand and we'll still be here when you need us but we know you need time. I love you so so much Ruby and you don't need to be sorry for any of it." I nod against his shoulder before snuggling closer to him and we lay in silence for a while, just listening to each other breathe. "Ry" I say softly after a while, unsure if he's still awake or not. "Yeah?" "What happened in LA? I didn't think to ask before and..." "Baby, LA is something we need to have a serious talk about so maybe now isn't the best time." I sit up, reaching out and turning the lamp on as I look down at Ryan and he sits up too, sliding around so we are facing each other. "What happened?" Ryan reaches out and takes my hands in his as he says "Baby, they want us to move out there, they offered me a very high paying job at the gallery."

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