Helena

Helena's POV~Eight Months Later~

"Okay, see you later Kate!" I called back to the office. "Bye Mama Way!" She replied making me laugh. I got in the car and drove home from the tattoo parlor. As soon as this baby comes out, I won't be able to go there for a couple of months. And Kate would have to find someone else to replace me. I would miss that place. But at least I was going back. I was currently eight months into my pregnancy and so far things were going well. We found out the gender and it was a girl. We were gonna name her Bandit Lee Way. Thank God it wasn't a boy. No offence to Mikey. Speaking of Mikey, he was doing a lot better but was taking a break from their album and wasn't going to the studio.

Gerard was ecstatic to be a father and we had finished the nursery in no time due to our great artistic skills. It was black and purple with MCR themed things. Each wall had each album
cover even the current album The Black Parade. Gerard and I worked hard on that together. And there was a lot of breaks. If you know what I mean. I parked in the driveway and saw Gerard's car parked there also. I frowned. Not that it was a bad thing he was home early but it made me worried. He's never ever home early. Ever. Ever since they got the deadline, they have been working day and night.

I felt bad for them. Lindsey would text me all night until Frank got home so she could greet him. I had stopped cooking dinner for two and Gerard would just make a sandwich. And the poor
guy rarely got any sleep. Two hours tops would be his sleep limit. Then he was back to the studio. He always came home tired and all he would do was say hello blandly and kiss me on
the cheek before eating and showering and passing out in bed. I haven't felt his soft lips against mine for forever. And last night we had gotten into a fight and I stormed off. He called for me but I stayed at Mikey and Alicia's.

I knew he wasn't home to apologize so I was just gonna got straight to my room. And cry. I have been doing that lately. Crying. A lot. I didn't know if it was hormones but I felt upset over
this album. Would this be it for us? The album that tore us apart? Or will we get through it? I sure hope so. I love Gerard and he was excited for Bandit's arrival. I sighed and got off the car. I
opened the door and placed my keys and coat down to be greeted by loud coughing. Just keep walking Helena. Gerard was on the couch coughing like crazy. His eyes met mine and I
looked away to go to our room. "So you're just going to ignore me?" His voice said full of hurt.

I jumped and turned to see he was standing in front of me with a hurt look. "Oh Gerard don't pull this hurt bullshit on me! We both know you rather have me ignore you then talk to me and
kiss me." I was taken aback. 20 more minutes of shouting and screaming went by and I said the most hurtful thing to him ever. "Maybe you could turn to your most prized possession,
booze and pills. You drunk." I spat. Holy fucking shit I did not just say that! He was depressed Helena! I have to be there and get him away from that! He's been clean!!! Then a stinging
sensation washed over my cheek. I blinked and saw Gerard's hand raised. He had just hit me!

He put his hand down and his anger flew away. I just shook my head and ran to the bedroom slamming and locking the door. He started to bang on the door. I slid to the ground and placed my head against the door. A couple minutes later and he was still hammering on the door and calling my name, but halfheartedly now. He knew I wouldn't let him in, he just had to apologize and pray. I heard him slide down the door to the floor. He leant his head against the wood as I was. The only thing separating us was an inch of plywood but I'd never felt further apart.

I finally couldn't handle it anymore and I opened the door. He scrambled up hearing the click of the lock. I face a blotchy faced Gerard, his long black hair a mess and his clothes rucked up
from sitting down. He looked scared and stared anxiously at my face. I saw his eyes gaze over and stop at my cheek. It was probably still bright red and swollen. I certainly felt it. I peered up
to his face and wordlessly moved forward. I wrapped my arms around his ribs. He immediately pulled me tightly into a hug and rested his chin on the top of my head. I felt the tears dripping down and pooling into my hair.

I sighed shakily and he whispered, "I'm so sorry." "Don't be. I deserved it. I shouldn't have said that." "No woman deserves to be hit." He whispered. I stayed silent and he used his long
index finger to use my chin to face him. He leaned in and kissed me. I turned my head to the right and he placed his hand on my neck and pulled me closer as he always did. He bit down on my bottom lip begging for entrance. I granted it and his tongue roamed my mouth. I moaned a bit and he picked me up and ran me up the stairs. He went two steps at a time and his long fingers took off my shirt as he ran.

He kicked open the door and closed it. He placed me on the bed and I fumbled to take off his belt. I tossed it to the side with his pants. He was in his boxers. He always looked hotter half
naked. And he was already hard. His member brushed against my knee and we both moaned. He slipped off my wet panties with his mouth grinning. He met my face and I felt his hand trail
to spot. Then he slid a long finger into me. Then another and another. He fingered me as I screeched with pleasure arching my back. I finally came and he pulled his fingers out. He
grinned and stuck his fingers in his mouth and licked them off.

I decided to return the favor and pulled down his boxers letting his manhood spring out. I grabbed it and started to jerk him off. As he came close to a climax, I stuck it into my mouth. I almost gagged. This was my first time doing this for him and he was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo BIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He moaned and ran his hands through my newly dyed blue/purple hair. I bobbed my head back and forth and he spilled into my mouth. Finally he crawled above me. It turned me on as his black hair framed his face and it was wavy from the sweat. He rammed into me and started to pound. He went crazy and finally we both came.

He rolled next to me and he laced our fingers together. He rubbed circles into my hand, the habit he has. We both fell asleep to our sweaty foreheads pressed together. The next morning I awoke to light peeking through the curtains. I sat up and noticed, Gerard was gone and I was naked. I showered quickly and put on a black tank top and red short shorts with my black tights. I opened the coat closet and grabbed Gerard's favorite hoodie. I threw my blue/purple hair into a ponytail and put in my piercings.

I went down the stairs and heard the familiar murmur of the TV. I smelled the coffee. Well Gerard was awake. I saw Gerard's back and his hair. It was quite messy. And his back was bare. He was only in his boxers. I sighed dreamily. That was my boyfriend. The one we were having a baby girl together. The one I just made love to. The one that I love. I crept behind him and covered his eyes. "Guess who?!" "Well I hope it's Helena my Love and the mother to my child or I will be worried." He said. I giggled and he chuckled. He placed his coffee down and sat me on his knee. "Even though you are eight months pregnant, you are as light as a feather." He said wrapping an arm around my waist and taking a sip of his coffee.

I laughed, "I don't know if that is a compliment but thank you!" I said. He laughed and kissed me on the lips deeply overwhelming me by his coffee breath. "God, your coffee breath tastes good." I said sighing. He smiled and I froze. "Gerard, she's here." He froze. "What really?" I nodded. "How do you know it's a month too early!!!!!" "The doctor said it could happen!!!!" "Isn't your water supposed to break???!" Just as he said this, my water broke all over his pants. "SHIT!!!!! SHE IS HERE!!!!!!! WE'RE GONNA BE PARENTS!!!!" He screamed. He threw his mug of
coffee and run upstairs. He came back five minutes later with the bag and new pants. He slipped my shoes on and helped me into the car.

He got in after everything was settled and turned the car on. "Ready to be parents???!" I asked him. "FUCK YEAH!!!!" He yelled before pecking my lips and driving off.

Notes

Kinda a cliffhanger! Idk. What did you think??! PLease please please please please comment!PLEASE and give me your thoughts! PLEASE!--Killjoy_Love19

Helena's new hair color (Blue/purple)