Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

Helena

Keep You Head Up

Helena's POV

As Gerard drove he called Mikey and told him to call everyone. He parked in the hospital and then he didn't move. "No way!" He said sounding like a little middle school girl. I heaved and slapped his arm. "OH!!!!!!!!!! Mikey I gotta go we're here!!! OH I SEE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!" He got out and waved. He came to my side and opened the door. We rushed to the doctors and they checked me in. I was put in special clothes and they took me into the Er thing place as Gerard fast walked next to the bed holding my hand and smoothing my hair back while saying soothing words. We entered and they said I was already ready to start pushing.

And when I pushed it hurt like hell! I was crying and Gerard soothed me with his soft voice. God I loved this man. I could feel the baby. "Okay, she's here!!!!" The doctor exclaimed holding a pink bundle. I released my death grip from Gerard's hand and sighed of relief. He kissed my sweaty forehead and smoothed my hair back. "She's here. She's finally here." He whispered as our baby girl was handed to me. I looked down at her. She already stopped crying and her eyes were open searching the area. "We made this." I said almost crying. Her eyes were a mixture of mine and Gerard's. They were hazel with a green tint.

Her nose was Gerard's and she just looked like Gerard. Let's just hope she doesn't get her sassyness from him. I was staring at what we had made. This baby had a piece of us. I leaned in a bit and placed the bundle in Gerard's arms. Tears welled up in his eyes. "Hi Bandit. I'm your daddy, you're gonna grow up to be a beautiful woman. Who can do things like mommy and daddy. We won't force you into anything you choose what you want. It's your life. But for now we have to choose for you okay? If you want to be an artist just ask me or mommy. And if you want to learn how to sing or play piano, just ask me. If you want to learn to play any instrument just ask your mother or your uncles and aunts. Oh and I'll teach you to make coffee!

I love you. Maybe you will be the one to make your mother happy forever." He smiled as he said this and kissed Bandit's forehead. There was a soft knock on the door. "Come in." I said. Mikey and Alicia entered with Frank and Lindsey. "Ray and Bob are coming. But Ray is bringing someone else. His girlfriend Christa." I froze. "Please tell me it's not the Christa that hung out with Chloe?" Frank looked down and nodded. (A/N: Warning, this is not the Christa Ray is actually married to. This is some other girl. Click the link below to see her.)

"I don't like her already." I muttered. "Maybe she changed." Gerard reassured me. "I doubt it." Bob came in, "Sup bitches!?" "Bob!!!!!!!! There is a baby!!!!!" Gerard shrugged, "I'm pretty sure it's not the last time of her hearing cuss words." I playfully glared at him. Ray came in with some girl. She had short magenta type hair, a nose ring, a septum, and snakebites. She had hazel eyes and she was an inch shorter than Ray and pretty skinny. She wore a crop top and a skirt with black high heels. I faced the girl that made me depressed. The one who made me suicidal. Christa Reed. (A/N: Once again NOT THE ONE HE'S DATING!!!!!!!!!!) She wore a smile and had makeup on. She looked pretty nice. Nicer than in high school.

And the thing was, she was a girly girl that was never like us. Now she has piercings and a whole sleeve of tattoos! I swear a whole sleeve and on her back too!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And one on her chest!!!!!!! This Christa Reed had changed and I'm afraid of who she is now. Sure I have tattoos here and there. Tattoos that Gerard loves and marvels at them even though he's deadly afraid of needles. I suddenly felt better about my appearance. I now had blue/purple hair more tattoos and I grew prettier. And skinnier. I mean, I'm so skinny I had so baby fat whatsoever. Back to my old self! No need to exercise!!!!!! Plus in high school when she tormented me, I ended up getting a job, a sexy and hot boyfriend that's famous, a huge house and a baby.

"Guys, this is Christa my girlfriend. That's Mikey and his girlfriend Alicia. Lindsey and Frank. Bob, well you met Bob. And that's Gerard and his longtime girlfriend for five years Helena. And the new addition to the family, Bandit Lee Way." Ray introduced us. "Our sixth year will be this month in a week." Gerard said as he squeezed my hand. "That's sweet! Hey, I remember you. Helena Ivy. Suicidal girl right?!" She asked. I just glared and nodded and said, "And I totally remember you. Christa Reed. Biggest bitch ever right??!" Gerard squeezed my hand. "That was mean of you Helena! Apologize!" Ray snapped. "Why should I!!!!!!! She was the one that tormented me!!!!! Made fun of me!!! Put me down!!!!!! MADE ME CUT MYSELF!!!!!!! MADE ME DEPRESSED!!!!!!! MADE ME----" Before I went on Gerard grabbed my hands and put them to the side as I fought him off to shut me up.

He then crashed his lips to mine. He pulled away and hugged me tightly. "Keep your head up." He whispered. "I love you." I replied. He laughed, "Love you too Sweetheart." Everyone awwed and Christa said, "Can I talk to Helena in private?" They all nodded as I refused. Gerard handed Bandit to me and kissed me on the lips. "Head up." He said lifting my chin up and making me laugh. He then kissed Bandit making her giggle and left with the others. As he left he still had his hand laced to mine and I had to lean over and stretch for he wouldn't let go and he did when he left. "You guys are a really cute couple." Christa said. "So where's Chloe now?! In some crack house? Did Ray save you!?" I snapped crossing my arms.

"Just let me explain!!!!!" She exclaimed I gestured for her to continue as I laid Bandit down. She burst into tears. "I never wanted to hurt you. I was a fake. Chloe made me do this! I didn't want to act like that. I was just like you. I mean i never cut but I know how you felt. My family rejected me. I wanted to be noticed not make a girl who is already hurting broken. I broke you and I'm so sorry. I just wanted her to like me!!!" She sobbed. I opened my arms and she walked into them. I hugged her tightly and wiped her tears away. "You are right. Chloe lives in a crack house. She tried to drag me down with her but I refused. I did some drugs but I cleaned up and changed. I turned into myself."

She gestured to herself. "And this is me." "Well I like you better than the fake you." She grinned. "Me too. And I also got a job. A tattoo artist." "Really?! I am a tattoo artist too!!!!!!" "That's great!" I exclaimed. "Well I'm glad we had things settled." I just nodded and the door opened making me jump. Gerard looked there as scared as ever. His face worried me. "Gerard honey, what's the matter?" I asked slowly. He took a deep breath and said, "MymomwantstomeetyouandInevertoldheraboutyouorthebabyandI'msoscaredandIdon'tknowwhattodo." He said "Gerard, I heard none of that." He breathed a laugh and said, "My mom wants to meet you. She never knew about you until know when Mikey told her that we were in the hospital for you. I guess I forgot to tell my mom you were pregnant. And that I had a girlfriend in the first place." "When does she wanna meet me?" I asked. "Tonight." "How?!" "I can check you out any time they said."

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair. "What if she doesn't like me!? What if she hates me and kicks me out!! What if she wants you to take Bandit and leave me!!! What if---" He pressed his lips to mine gently and I breathed out a sigh. "You really need to stop doing that to make me shut up." He shrugged smirking. "It works. And plus, she'll love you. And I'm a 23 year old man. I can do whatever I please. Like pleasing you... " I laughed and he left to got check us out. We scurried around and got in the car with Bandit making sure she was secure. I dressed Bandit into a little black tutu and a MCR shirt. Gerard finished her off as I showered, did my makeup and hair and got dressed into a short yet fancy dress.

I found Gerard downstairs with Bandit in her carrier as he played peeka-boo with her. He was in a black button up and black pants with his black Converse. His hair was just whatever as always and he wore a black and gray scarf and coat as I did. God, that scarf made him hot. It was freezing so he wore it often which turned me on. I pulled the scarf. "You're gonna get it tonight." I whispered before grabbing Bandit's carrier and going to the car. He drove to the house our hands laced and I got Bandit. We walked to the door and he knocked lightly. I sighed nervously, "Here goes...."

Notes

Christa Reed

So what did you think?? Comment?? Feedback and such thanks! Until we meet again my little Killjoys!!!----Killjoy_Love19

Comments

@frankies_babe3089
I'm soo glad you liked it! Thank you for reading and comenting means a lot!

Killjoy_Love19 Killjoy_Love19
6/24/14

Gahhh it's finished. This story was amazing and I'm so glad you wrote it. I'll defo check out your other stories! :)) xoxo

@frankies_babe3089
AwwI'm sorry. I'll make sure to put a warning if the next one is sad.

Killjoy_Love19 Killjoy_Love19
6/20/14

I actually sobbed so hard reading this. You shoulda put a warning or some shit there. All my makeup is smudged and I'm in my lounge room looking like an idiot in front of 'guests'. But anywhore, this story is great :)

My name is Ivy , I find satisfaction in this X_x

perfectmess420 perfectmess420
6/20/14