Helena

Helena's POV

The white stick shook in my hand. The little pink plus sign was so daunting. I stared at it, my body shaking. Emotions and questions swam through my body. Is it a boy or a girl? Did you need to go to the hospital? Would Gerard drive you- Gerard! My mind screamed. What was Gerard going to say? Did he want to be lumbered with a kid? We'd only been together for five years and you weren't married! Was it too soon? Worry and doubt clouded my mind. I could feel one more emotion slip into my thoughts. Excitement. I was gonna be a mother! There was a tiny piece of me and a tiny piece of Gerard inside of me and it was going to make a tiny person. I flopped onto the sofa, holding the test in my hand and twirling it around like a fairy wand.

I wondered how to tell Gerard. Get him a card? No, no too cheesy. Just outright tell him? No I don't have the guts or nerves to tell him correctly. Cook him a cake and put a pacifier in the middle? No, he's probably choke. Why did I have to do this? And more importantly how would he react? Would he just up and leave forever? Then, I had an idea. I charged into Gerard's office and scanned the desk for art supplies. I found what I wanted. His little black sketch pad and some art felt tips.I got to work, selecting colors and drawing gracefully. The best thing was I can draw like crazy. And this is how I got a job as a tattoo artist. I got my hand caked in inks as I dragged it along the page.

That's when I heard the familiar car door slam and the jingle of keys. The front door opened and closed. I placed the pad on the table and hid the art supplies hiding the test in my pocket. He called out a hello and I heard him put down his keys and remove his coat. "Hey, how was your day?" He asked smiling and walking into the kitchen to get a drink. Okay, he was in a good mood. He must have thought a lot in the studio. I can do this. "Fine, nothing really happened." I called back to the kitchen. I crossed my legs and uncrossed them multiple times, nervously. I crossed them as Gerard walked in with a water bottle half empty.

He smiled and sipped his water. He leaned over and pecked my lips making my stomach flop. I took a discreet deep breath and looked up at him as he screwed the cap on his water. "You know how you always say you can say what you can't with a drawing?" I asked. He nodded and took another gulp of water. "Well I drew you something. It's something I can't say so I put it in our language." He looked intrigued and somewhat worried. I gestured to the coffee table and he grabbed the sketch pad sitting down next to you. He flipped through the pages of ideas. One was the cover of I Brought You My Bullets. Another was a sketch of the Three Cheers cover.

And one was an unfinished cover for their new album The Black Parade. The rest were comic book sketches. He finally made it to the one I drew. It was of Gerard with his long black hair and his makeup. He was wearing a suit and I drew a thought bubble that said "I can't believe I'm a Daddy!" Gerard almost dropped the pad when he realized. In shock, he looked up and stared into my eyes. I nodded slowly and smiled wearily, still unsure of how he felt. A huge smile broke his blank expression. A sparkle filled his eyes and he began going red with happiness. I even swore a few tears welled up in his eyes. He couldn't even speak, just smile.

I reached in my pocket and pulled out the test. He cradled it and smiled even wider. He placed everything on the table and tackled you with a hug. He kissed me and smiled wider and hugged me tighter. He stopped and looked into my eyes, "We are going to be awesome fucking parents. And I love you." I smiled wider and he kissed me again. He laid next to me and sighed dreamily. "I can't believe we're gonna be parents!!!" He exclaimed turning to face me. I froze, "What are we gonna name it?" He smiled, "If it's a boy, we name him James." I gasped, "Why JAMES!!!!!" I asked in disbelief. "Isn't that Mikey's middle name?" I added.

Gerard nodded. "And why would we name him that?" He chuckled nervously. "We were a bit tipsy and we both promised each other that if we have kids, we would have to name it each other's middle names. So don't worry, if Alicia and Mikey have a kid and it turns out to be a boy, then they have to name it Arthur. So we're good." "Fine but I get to name the girl Bandit." He chuckled. "Sounds better than James. Speaking of them, we have to tell him and Alicia." My smile faltered. "Did he go to the studio today?" I asked softly. Gerard looked down and shook his head.

I sighed. Mikey had been really down lately and then the next day he would be happy. Then he would get wasted or take drugs. Alicia worriedly took him to the doctor and he was resulted to have near bipolar disorder. He was put on tablets but he refused them and medicated himself with pills and alcohol. This happened to Gerard twice already before My Chemical Romance even started. But now Mikey could barely play or function. And he was always passed out drunk. "I miss him Gerard." Gerard pulled me into a hug and said, "Me too." "We should at least tell Alicia." I murmured. He nodded and we both put shoes on and got in the car to drive to Alicia and Mikey's.

We knocked and Alicia answered. "Oh hey guys! Lindsey's here! Come in!" She greeted happily. But we could tell she was crushing inside. Having the love of her life into a deep depression and bipolar disorder and he does drugs and alcohol can crush you. We know Mikey doesn't want to be this way but he's too fragile. We walked in and Lindsey hugged me saying she was happy I was better and almost broke down crying to what I did. "So uh where's Mikey?" I asked sadly. Alicia didn't frown. Instead she smiled a bit as did Lindsey. "Right here." I heard a familiar voice say. "He finally accepted it and took the pill." Alicia whispered.

I looked up and saw Mikey standing there with a huge smile. "Oh Mikey!" I exclaimed and charged to him. He opened his arms and I hugged him tightly making him take a few steps back chuckling. "I missed you." I said. "I missed me too Hel." He said calling me by my nickname. I let go so Gerard could hug his younger brother. He patted his back during the hug and smiled. "I'm glad you're accepting it." He nodded and pulled Alicia onto his lap. "So what brings you guys here?" Mikey asked pecking Alicia's cheek. I twiddled my thumbs and Gerard nudged me. I gasped and cleared my throat. "I'm pregnant."

It just came out. No hints no clues just BAM! Their eyes popped open and they gasped. Lindsey, Alicia and Mikey all smiled. "OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!" They all screamed and piled onto us with hugs. "A baby!!! A little baby into this little MCR family!" Lindsey screamed. I laughed and she hugged me again. "If only Mark would commit." She blandly said. Mark was her boyfriend of a year. She met him in a bar. I grabbed her hand and pulled her up the stairs. I locked the door and sat Lindsey down. "How have you guys been?" I asked softly.

A tear ran down her face. "He never says I love you back. All he wants is sex and my money from MSI. He never does the little things and he--he...." "He what Lyn?" I asked worriedly. She took a tissue from the table and wiped her eye to reveal a black eye. I gasped, "How long?" I asked. "A couple months." I was livid. I stormed out and down the stairs. Lindsey followed screaming. It was only a block away so I walked. Lindsey chased me screaming to not do anything. I shook her off and walked past Frank's house. He came out and saw Lindsey and started to follow.

You see, Frank had a huge thing for Lindsey and Lindsey the same. But she was stuck with Mark. Well I was about to make Frank's day. I broke down the door and there was Mark on the couch with some bimbo. He was just going into her. They weren't even naked, just doing it. I clenched my fists and said, "Mark." He turned. "Hey sexy, I didn't know you were here." He licked his lips and stood up. Under him was a girl. Jaimia. "Jaimia?" Frank asked. Jaimia nodded and looked down. Frank sighed and I grabbed Mark by the collar and Gerard stepped in between us as Frank went to comfort Lindsey.

"Whoa whoa whoa. Calm down babe!" I ignored him and charged at Mark. Gerard tackled me with a hug. He rocked us back and forth and held my shoulders as I panted with fury. He turned me to look into his hazel eyes and said, "You don't have to do this." I sighed and gave in. I kicked Mark in the groin and spat in Jaimia's face. Gerard slipped his rough yet soft hand into mine and squeezed. We walked out to see Frank in the middle of the street on his back as Lindsey straddled him and they were lip-locking like crazy and moving a lot running hands in each other's hair. We cleared our throats and Frank smiled. He has lipstick smeared all over his lips.

And neck. He grinned and said, "Lindsey and I are together!!!" Lindsey nodded and giggled as she pecked his cheek. "Let's celebrate with a dinner!!" We all agreed and he picked a fancy Italian restaurant and all went home to dress up. I got in a black dress and went downstairs to see Gerard in a black suit. He ran a hand through his black hair and when he saw me he changed his stance. "Wow." Was all he said. "Wow yourself." I replied smiling. He wrapped his arms around my waist reeling me in. "I suddenly lost my appetite for Italian. But for a meal called Helena Ivy." I bit my lip

He was turning me on. "And I would love Gerard Way as a meal." "Ugh, but we have to go to see and tell them about the little one." He said rubbing my flat belly. I laughed and we got in the car and drove off. He never broke our hands. He always held my hand as we drove. He would also rub circles into it a habit he had. We arrived and took our seats at a round large table. We ordered and dug in the conversation flowing as Lindsey and Frank flirted. Gerard was in a conversation with Mikey that when he placed his hand down from waving it around while talking and his hand landed on my bare knee. His soft touch made me go wild on the inside.

These hormones were just going wild. He moved it once again to start eating but I couldn't help but feel the slight brush of Gerard's knee against mine. I had an idea. I discreetly slipped my hand under the table and continued to talk and eat to try not to be suspicious. I guided my hand down to the tight material of Gerard's pants. I began to drag my index finger circling Gerard's private part. At first he flinched but relaxed as he realized what I was doing. He tried to not react and and simply continued to eat and talk. But he was smirking and going red as he bit his lip from groaning loudly.

I could tell he was getting frustrated and turned on. He was already growing hard beneath my hand. He started to breath heavier and I smirked into my pasta as he squirmed. He finally got fed up and stood up. "I have to go to the bathroom." He said quickly. He pecked my lips and gave me that look. A few minutes after playing with my food and I excused myself. I looked around until the familiar mop of black hair popped out. He yanked my hand and pulled me into the bathroom. Luckily it was unisex and had one stall so no one could enter. It was huge and clean. Good. Gerard hoisted me onto sink and I heard him unzip his pants. He slid my panties to my ankles and dug his fingers into my ribs.

"We have to be quick." He growled. I nodded and without warning, he zipped into me and thrusted his hips. I screeched with pleasure and soon enough he released into me and pulled out. I laid there panting. Gerard zipped up his pants and I slid my underwear back up. He pulled me into a hug and leant his forehead against mine The door suddenly swung open and there stood Mikey. "Ger-- oh shit sorry!" The door slammed shut. I looked at Gerard and burst out into laughter with him. "At least he didn't walk in 20 seconds ago." We both gasped into laughter.

Notes

So they are having a baby!!!!!!! Thoughts please??! Am I peforming to an empty room or not???!--Killjoy_Love19