Saving Jeans

Jean's Pov.
I wake up and don't do anything. Mornings like this are perfect, no noise, no nothing. The clock reads six. Slowly I get out of bed and change cloths. I pull on my black shirts and put on my black lacy bra and slip a red lose v neck on. I smile at my appearance hot kind of. I brush my hair and teeth. My stomach grumbles, laughing to my self I walk out into the hall. The elevators near and I smell breakfast cooking. If I can rip of this stupid hospital arm band I can walk out of here. Great idea Jean! I yank as hard as I can and it pops of. Entering the elevators I remember why I never use them I'm afraid of tight spaces! Breath in breath out Jean. The elevators open and I pull out ten dollars. Egg's, bacon, pancakes, waffles and so much more! Much better than the food we are served. Sitting down after I paid I indulged myself in food. Footsteps sound in my ears and thinking that it is someone hear to see someone I don't worry.
"Jeans?" I spin around and frown when I see who it is. The shrink.
"Hello"
"Up this early I see"
"Yeah" He gets a plate and sits at my table.
"I didn't know you were getting checked out today" He raises and eyebrow and narrows his eyes.
"Oh! They didn't tell you?" I finish my food and he dose to. We stare at each other until he pulls out the notebook thing he wrote in yesterday when we were talking.
"Jeans I'm not stupid. And do you want to continue where we left of yesterday?" I shrug.
"Why not I don't have anything better to do" He nods.
"Now. You don't have to answer this but why do you cut yourself?" I shrug.
Flash back....
I walk the school halls, scared of the people. I was a social outcast. You know, shoved into lockers, stuff slammed out of my hands. And all that fun stuff. I was made fun of cause my parents were dead, murdered really, and I live with my Grandma. So walking the halls I was bullied. I was slammed into a locker and the school slut sneered at me.
"Where you going? I see little miss goody goody is running of to class? Or are you going to your freak boy friend Frank?" At that point Frank walks up and looks at me. Frowning at the situation. Then the slut yells. "Oh boys!" Then the jocks come out from hiding and beat Frank to a bloody pulp, while she and her gang dose the same to me. Crying to my self I wonder what I ever did to her. I can't lose another friend to the bullies I just can't. I was tired of losing people, I wanted to inflict pain among my self like everyone told me to. I was done. I started cutting, I drew back from people. Frank helped me stop. Then when everything happened I could not lose the other person who kept me alive.

"Jeans you there?" I look up and feel tears slide down my face.
"I couldn't lose anyone else. She was the reason why I couldn't kill my self yet." With that I get up tears streaming down my face and went to my room.

Notes

Hey so One-Uncommon-Killjoy here!! Hoped you liked this chapter!!