Mine?Yours.Always?Forever.

Frank’s pov
I woke up feeling warm and relaxed. I was tightly wrapped in Gerard’s arms and I don’t think he had plans of letting go anytime soon so I decided to just look at him. Wow, I thought, how could I be so lucky to end up with someone like him? He’s so beautiful inside and out. Obviously you can tell that he’s had a lot of hardships in his life, but he doesn’t care, he puts everyone first and himself last. That is a quality I wish I had, but I don’t. To be honest I don’t care about myself or anyone else. That is, until I met Gerard. He’s the only person I have cared about, and probably the only person I will ever care about. I just feel a want, no, a need to protect him and make him feel safe. The funny thing is, we’ve been dating for about 12 hours, but it’s so much more than that. I’ve liked him since the moment I laid eyes on him. I can’t put my feelings for him into words yet, so I won’t try. Since he still held his iron grip on me, I couldn’t get up so I just went back to sleep, hoping for Gerard filled dreams.
I was woken up by soft little butterfly kisses all over my neck and face. That is so cute. “Frankieeeee baaabbyyyyy wakeee uppp I’m borreeeddd.” He whined. He’s so adorable. I opened my eyes and smiled at him and kissed his nose.“Good morning boyfriend, how did you sleep?” I asked, wondering if he dreamt of me like I did him. We got ready for school and set off.
*****************************A few weeks later ********************************
Gerard and I have been going strong for 3 weeks now, it’s almost our one month anniversary and I want to make it special, it’s on Friday. We agreed to ditch school early, leaving in 3rd period. We haven’t had our first kiss yet, I want it to be special. I thought that for our anniversary we could go out and eat dinner, then come back and watch a movie.
It’s Friday now and I’m absolutely stoked to finally kiss him. He wasn’t in math, the class we were going to ditch, so I thought he just went home early. Halfway through the lesson I told miss that I have a dentist appointment and left. If I had known what would be waiting for me at home, I would never have left school. I really wish I hadn’t. I walked in and went straight upstairs, calling out Gerard’s name. All I heard was a long, deep and breathy moan coming from our room. What the actual fuck, I thought. I pushed open the door and was horrified by what I saw. Gerard was sprawled out on the bed, his hand pulling on someone’s hair, his head thrown back. He was moaning in pleasure. That’s not even the worst part. As my eyes travelled further down his body I saw that Lindsey was giving him a blowjob, her hands tight on his hips, keeping him in place. She was gripping his hips so tight you could tell there was going to be bruises left. The room absolutely stunk of beer. I must have unknowingly made a sound, because they both turned to look at me. Lindsey looked smug and Gerard just looked plain guilty. “Frankie, you don’t understand okay it’s not what it seems!” he shouted at me. “OH REALLY?! On our one month anniversary I come home to see some slut giving you head and it’s not what it looks like? I trusted you Gerard, and you just threw it back in my face. Why the fuck would you go out with me? Pretend to like me? We sleep on that bed okay, I don’t even want to know what you two have done, but I don’t want to speak to you ever again. You really fucking crushed my heart. Well done.” I screamed, tears running down my face. I can’t believe he would do this to me, on our anniversary as well. I was starting to think he loved me. He sure played the part well. The thing is, I can’t even bring myself to kick him out or anything, he has nowhere to go I would never do that to him, I care too much. I love him too much. I wish he felt the same, I wish it wasn’t just him lying. I could have dealt with him going out with her instead of me. But not this cheating. That makes it hurt 500 times more. To know that the person you love would rather hurt you than tell you the truth. Love fucking sucks. Don’t do it. There's just too much to lose.

Notes

Sorry for this bullshit. Okay, should I even continue with this? Comment or something please, if you've lost interest and stuff I won't keep writing so tell me okay?

Neina x.