Mine?Yours.Always?Forever.

Gerard’s POV
Why the fuck is he ignoring me? I haven’t done anything, it’s generally not possible for me to have pissed him off; we haven’t spoken in a bloody month. Actually I think I know what happened.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I had just been let out of history and I saw Frank in the distance so I was making my way over to him when some girl just stood in my way and started ‘flirting’. The whole thing went a bit like this:
*She comes over while twirling her seemingly greasy black hair and licking her lips in a very unattractive way* “Heeeeyyyyy, Gerald, is it? I’m Lindsey.” She said. I fought off the urge to roll my eyes and walk away, “Yeah hi. It’s Gerard, okay?”
She continued to flirt and kept asking if I had a girlfriend, I didn’t tell her I’m gay. I stopped listening to her because she was irritating me but I smiled and faked interest to be polite. Somewhere in that stupid one sided conversation Frank must have started staring at us because I looked up and saw him with a slightly angry look on his face. I was mouthing ‘no’ to him to try to show that I have no interest in her at all. She’s very pretty but she’s not for me, Frank is. WOAH. Where the fuck did that come from? Do I like Frank? Of course I do, he’s amazing. We like the same things, hate the same people and we have some weird connection. I physically ache somewhere in my chest when we’re apart. My heart. My internal conflict was starting to be too much so I looked up at Frank; he always calmed me even if it was just seeing his face. When I met his eyes, they were filled with hurt and he just turned around and walked away. What did I even do? Okay well if he’s going to be like this then I guess Lindsey’s here, right? I started listening to her again when she said we should hang out more. I said yes and then left because damn that girl can TALK. That day is when all this bullshit started, Frank ignoring me and being all distant. Every time he saw me with Lindsey he’d give us the dirtiest looks ever and it was beginning to get irritating. He was acting like a child. We need to sort this out because I live in his house now and seeing as it’s just me and him, us ignoring each other is stupid. I miss that stupid emotion in his eyes that I’ve never been able to name.
Frank’s POV
Today has been absolutely shit. Brendon and Ryan tried (and failed) at beating me up, so they spread some bullcrap rumor that I’m gay. Okay, I am, but I haven’t told anyone, hence the bullshit. Honestly all I want to do is sleep, and never wake up. So when I got home to see Gerard looking all angry and serious I wanted to punch through the wall, this is going to be some long fucking night. At first I tried to ignore him and just went straight to my room, the only problem is that now it has become our room. I lay down, thinking I was going to get at least some sleep, but obviously I was wrong. He came in, sat down and found my hand then pulled me so I was in a sitting position across from him. “What?!” I hissed, knowing that is very rude but I don’t care I want my fucking nap. “What the hell is your issue man you’ve been ignoring me for a month okay and seeing as I live in your house that’s so pointless we need to talk about this.” He said calmly. Well he should know what he’s done wrong. EW I sound like a teenage girl okay I need to stop talking to myself. “Well you ditched me for that Lindsey chick and seeing as you’re my only friend I’m all alone now it hurts without you okay? But just go to your new girlfriend if you want. She’s better than me anyway.” He looked really shocked and that scared me. “I only left you for her because when she was talking to me that day you just ran away and started being all distant, I thought you hated me. I thought I should leave you to figure things out or whatever. Frank she is not my girlfriend, first of all I’m gay, and there is no way she or anyone else is better than you. In fact she’s annoying; she barely stops talking it makes me want to cry. Also I think you should know that I stopped talking to you because I really like you and was trying to get over it. Now I know that I really can’t. Without you I feel so empty and cold.” He finished his little speech thingy and he looked so hurt and slightly hopeful. I realized that halfway through he started to hug himself, like he was trying to hold himself together. Is this what me ignoring him did? I never meant to hurt him, now I feel like shit.
“Of course I like you and want to be with you, but we can’t.” I said. Bad idea, now he looks even more hurt. “W-why?” He stuttered. “Because I’m not good for you, I’m broken. I cut every day, I purge and I’m so depressed. I’m only going to bring you down with me and you deserve so much better. I can’t break or hurt you, it would kill me.” I said, not realizing that I was crying. I wanted him so much, but this was for the best. He threw himself at me and I fell back because of the force of his hug. “You won’t break me; in fact, you make me feel whole again. I want to be there for you, I don’t want you to hurt yourself anymore. Frank I honestly can’t lose you; it would be the end of me. Please, will you be my boyfriend? We’ll take it slowly, one step at a time.” He said, I have to give him a chance, I want to fix him too. I want to protect him. I want; no I need to make sure he never hurts again. “Yes, I’ll be your boyfriend but if this all goes to hell we go back to being friends okay?” I said, but hopefully this works out for the best.
We stayed like that for hours, just hugging until we fell asleep.

Notes

Sorryyy for the shitty chapter, but I had to. I'm going to Italy today for like a week, so I can't update for a bit but yeaahhh thanks for reading :).

Neina x.