The Only Hope For Me Is...
Up In Flames
"oh... i'm sorry, i had no idea" "of course you didn't, she didn't either!!!" he turns around and tries to pick up the last box, but he just sits on the floor and begins to cry. this was really weird since he was just sitting there, so i called josh and told him to take care of him after i left. ****************************************************************************************************** after a couple of weeks, me and christa get serious. the guys started to notice since i never beat them up any more. shawn never brought up anything about that last incident, so i thought we were ok. we started to play more local shows with icon for hire, and finally organized a big tour with them leading. our first night me and christa spent it on her bus. apparently the guys knew something i didn't, because they all of a sudden "had to talk with mcr." christa's glaring said something else. "soooo ray, we've been together for 2 months now." "it still feels like the first day i met you, watching you play honey was fucking amazing" she blushed and i started to kiss her cheek, letting my hands travel down to her perfect waist. she clearly wanted something tonight, so she pushed me onto the couch and started to sloppily kiss me hard. "lets go back to my bunk." she grabbed my hand and started to walk backwards towards the beds, and i could hear my heart pounding so loud i was sure she heard it too. "Christa, wait. I just- I just wanted you to know how much I love you. It's extremely early and I don't want to be cheesy, but it's true." She started pouting in this way that made me want, then she says " GOOD GOD RAY! your the only guy that would say a thing like that right now. I almost feel bad for what I'm about to do..." "What are you gonna-" She grabs me by the shoulders and pushes me into her bunk. We started to make out slowly until she planted kisses down my body. "Undo your pants" Before I knew it, her fucking mouth started sucking me dry. I'm not the type of guy to enjoy that sorta thing, but Crap! She came back up and said "I hope you still have energy for this" "only if you do" We started to kiss more passionately and take off clothes. We were so close to doing it until my nice guy brain remembered something. "Condoms?" "Nah, I think we can risk it once." Our bodies moved with the passion you have for the things you'd die for. She screamed my name making me realize how much I really loved her. "Christa?" "Yea?" "Will you marry me?"
