The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

I run up to the door and start pounding my fists into it. When Mikey opens it I shove him aside as I run in and start yelling out Franks name. "He's upstairs Gee but you're too late. Dr Wentz will be here soon and he's being put away." I don't respond, just run towards the stairs and up to the spare room where I find Frank sitting on the bed. "Frankie" I sob out and he stands up and pulls me into his arms. "Please don't go." He shushes me before saying "I stabbed him babe. I might not have meant to but I did. He hurt you and I fucking snapped." "Don't leave me" I wail out as I bury my face in his neck, sobbing so hard I can't breathe. I feel his arms tighten around me as he says "They're on their way babe. It's too late." "Run away with me" I plead as I pull back and look him in the eye. He hesitates for a moment before I grab his bag off the bed and his hand and I pull him towards the door. We run downstairs and run past Mikey and get into my car to the sounds of Mikey yelling at us to stop. I drive off, reaching one hand out and gripping Franks as I drive with no destination in mind, just needing to get away. We drive in silence for about an hour before I pull off to a roadside motel and get out of the car, paying for a room and coming back to get Frank. The carpark isn't visible from the road so I feel safe that if they're looking for us they probably won't find us here. Once we're in the room I pin him against the door and seal our lips together before reaching down and picking him up, wrapping his legs around my waist as the kiss turns heated and I carry him from the door to the bed, feeling frantic and out of control as I tear our clothes off and slide inside him, sliding my hands under his back and pulling him to my chest as I thrust in and out of him, desperate to have him close. My thoughts race and before I know it I bury my face in his neck and start to cry again, slowing my thrusts right down until I come to a stop buried inside him. "Babe Shh it's ok" Frank whispers out as he strokes my hair. "Don't go" I whimper and he sighs before trailing his hands down to cuddle me and says "Babe I'm right here. I won't leave you I promise." I sniffle before pulling away and gently sliding my now only half hard dick out of him and rolling off to the side, Franks arms circling my waist and pulling me into his chest. I cling to him as we lay in silence and before I know it I feel myself drifting to sleep.

When I wake up Frank is gone, I shoot out of bed and pull my pants on, searching the bathroom and finding he's not in the room at all and I feel myself starting to hyperventilate in panic before betrayal washes over me and brings tears to my eyes at the thought that he promised and then left anyway. I wipe my eyes and pull my shirt on and am reaching for my keys, ready to go home and pray that Bert still wants me when the door opens and Frank comes in with two cups of coffee and a bag of donuts. As soon as he sits them on the table by the door he turns to me and I launch myself at him, pushing him back into the door and wrapping my arms around him and he hugs back before pulling away and seeing my red swollen eyes and tear stained cheeks. "Oh babe im sorry, I should have left a note. I promised I wouldn't leave you." I nod, unable to form words but glad he understands me enough to know what's wrong. After we eat we settle back on the bed and talk about what we're going to do. I have a fairly big savings account so I suggest going to New York for a while and getting lost in the city, getting an apartment and jobs and Frank agrees. We spend the rest of the morning laying in bed cuddling and sharing soft kisses as we discuss what we hope for our future and then we drive into the closest town and have dinner at a diner. When we get back to the motel we decide to check out the next day and go into the city and we go back to the bed, turning the tv on and cuddling before we get distracted by our wandering hands and we tear each other's clothes off before he slides down onto me, riding me while I thrust up into him, both of us moaning and clutching at the other, loving every second of it. When we both cum I keep Frank on me as I pull him down to cuddle and when I soften I gently pull out and he settles on my chest, trailing his fingers up and down my sides as he listens to my heartbeat. I gently stroke Franks back and before long his breathing evens out and he falls asleep curled up on my chest. I tighten my arms around him and close my eyes, humming in contentment before I let myself fall asleep too.

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