Days Gone By

Frank trudged towards the stairs, feeling like he was being torn apart physically and emotionally. Yet, at the same time, he felt nothing. The tears began to dry up as, somehow, he managed to bury his emotions inside him, shutting down his heart as he began to block everything out; breaking away from Gerard.“I didn’t want this Gee.... you drove me to this” a voice echoed coldly from the room. Frank stopped his tracks, his heart stopped as he spun round. He ran back to the door, kicking it in as he barged his way inside the room.

As soon as he reached the bedroom, he saw Lindsey on top of Gerard’s waist; her hand clung tightly to his wrists as she moved herself quickly up and down his dick. She quickly turned her head, her cheeks red and her eyes filled with anger as she looks at him. “Get out!” She screamed; pure venom in her voice as she stared at Frank with a mixture of embarrassment and anger. Frank said nothing, his mouth hung open as he saw Gerard lying limp and lifeless on the bed, tears trailing from his blood shot eyes as he stared helplessly at the wall beside him.

He shoved Lindsey aside, knocking her off the bed and onto the floor. He ignored her cries as he cradles his lover in his arms, trying to hold back the tears as he desperately tried to get a response from him. “Gerard? Gerard honey can you hear me?” He said softly, lifting his head closer to his chest. Gerard said nothing, his eyes rolling in his head as he passed out. Frank’s hand slowly recoiled, crying out in shock as he saw Gerard’s blood covering his hand. “It’s ok, its ok I’m here now...what the fuck did you do” he screamed, trying not to panic as he flashed Lindsey a look of hatred. Lindsey shrugged. “He said he loved me...” She replied coldly, not looking up from the floor.

Frank slid his arms under Gerard’s legs; he had to get him out of here and fast. Suddenly Lindsey jumped to her feet, grabbing a knife from the floor and held it shakily out in from of her. “I won’t let you take him from me” She sneered. Frank laid Gerard carefully on the bed, reaching for his gun and aiming it at her head as he slowly moved around the bed towards her. “You really are a sick fuck. Look at what you’ve done to him. LOOK AT HIM” He shouted, beckoning at Gerard’s unmoving body. She slowly glanced over at him, hanging her head in shame for a moment before looking back up at Frank with wide, frightening eyes. “This wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t of tried to steal him from me... fill his head with all those twisted thoughts...”

Frank snorted, shaking his head in dismay, “Is that what you’d call it?” She shuffled uneasily on the spot as she continued to point the knife at him.Frank was now standing directly opposite her, almost pressing the barrel of the gun to her forehead. He narrowed his eyes, his smile quickly fading as he stared at her. For a brief moment, Lindsey was afraid of him. He was pissed. Probably because she got to fuck him and he didn’t. But she had never seen him like this before. This wasn’t anger. This was something much darker, much more terrifying than she had ever experienced before.

He lashed out, grabbing her wrist. She struggled in his grip, fear rising in the pit of her as she struggled in his painful grasp. “And you think that’s a good enough reason to attack someone... to rape someone?” he growled, squeezing her hand. Lindsey cried out in pain, her fingers slowly loosening their grip on the knife as he forced her to drop it to the floor.

Frank pushed her away, picking up the knife as Lindsey gingerly rubbed her wrist, a large bruise beginning to form on her pallid skin as she kept her distance. He tucked the weapons back into his belt as he rushed over to Gerard, picking him up bridal style and carrying out of the room. “He’ll always be mine Frank. He’ll never love you like he loves me” She called out desperately, leaning against the chest of draws. Frank turned one last time to face her, suppressing the urge to kill her as locked eyes with her. “Come near me or him again and I swear to god I’ll kill you. I want you out of the group and out of our lives” He replied coldly, carrying Gerard out of the room and back towards the lobby, leaving a tearful Lindsey alone in empty the hotel room.

*****

Gerard’s eyes fluttered open as the morning sun shone down through the hotel windows. His eyes moved dazedly around the room as he found himself back inside the lobby, sleeping on the sofa as Frank sat at his bedside. Maybe this was all a dream he thought hopefully. But as he slowly sat up, saw the pain in Frank’s eyes and felt the dull, throbbing pain in the back of his head ... he realised the harsh truth.

She had raped him.

“Morning” Frank said quietly, offering him a somewhat sympathetic smile as stroked a lock of hair out of his face. Gerard smiled; a weak smile before the memories of last night instantly came flooding back. The taste of her alcohol stained breath as she forced her tongue down his throat, the smell of sweat and fear as she held him down and... Gerard burst into tears; those memories were too much for him to bear. Frank wrapped his arms around him, struggling to hold back the tears as guilt began to rise in his chest. “I... I’m so sorry Gerard” He whispered, kissing him on the head as he tried to hold himself together. “How could she do this Frank...I...I...” He sobbed into his chest as he tightened his grip onto Frank’s shirt, not ever wanting to let go.

Frank swallowed hard, trying to find the right words to say that would offer him some sort of comfort only to find that he too was crying. This was his fault. Time and time again he had promised to protect him. He almost walked away and left him there. How could he have let this happen? “I’m so sorry I didn’t protect you” He replied, his voice choked with sadness as the pair sat alone in the silence.

Perhaps now, broken beyond repair.

Notes

So Lindsey is finally out of their lives... but for how long?

Sorry this is late, I've been working on starting up my YouTube channel- please feel free to have a look at my first video and tell me what you think :) xxx
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOfPnGx8uXs

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