It's a not so secret, secret

*2 weeks later*

"bye guys I'm leaving." I yelled to my dads as I was about to leave out the front door for 'school'.

"You don't want a ride to school Nathan? Gee can take you he's leaving in a minute for work." Dad said.

"No I'm fine thanks though love you." I said trying to leave.

"Nathan where'd you get those pants and shirt? Did gee buy them for you?" He asked looking me over. Shit of course he would notice my clothes.

"Uh yea he took me out a while ago I just never wore them yet." I lied since the clothes I happened to be wearing were in fact billies.

"oh okay..have a good day then Nate." He said and walked away back into the kitchen still seeming unsure.

i walked out and down the street normally until I knew dad couldn't see me from where I was and that I was off of the roads gee takes to get to work.

I pulled out my phone and texted billie.

-on my way now be there in a few :)

•okay baby see you soon xo
he replied

I smiled as I shut my phone and continued my walk to billies. During the past two weeks me and billie have been hanging out a lot and I like hanging out with him way better than going to school.

Plus my suspensions over now so my parents believe me at least when I say I'm at school. I knocked on billies door and he answered almost instantly.

"Were you waiting for me?" I chuckled.

"You know it." He smiled and pressed his lips to mine once he had the door shut.

Basically all week all I've been doing is getting up pretending to go to school, sneaking over to billies, making out with billie, cuddling with billie, possibly grinding on billie and then going home as if nothing ever happened.

"Mm." I moaned into his mouth as our kissing got deeper.

"As much as I would love to just stay here and kiss the fuck out of you I have our whole day planned with like actual shit that requires us to be not connected." He said.

"What do you have in mind?"

"I'll show you come on." He smiled and we began walking into town.

After a little while we ended up at Panera and he bought me breakfast/lunch.

"So what's with all this special treatment?" I asked.

"well do you trust me?" He asked softly.

"Yea why wouldn't I? I trust you enough for shit. You already proved you can handle me having seizures around you and help me with the aftermath." I said which was true. I've had two seizures around billie and he didn't freak out he just gave me my medicine and helped me calm down afterward (normally with kissing).

"Well then will you be my boyfriend and make it official?" He asked and took ahold of my hand.

I smiled at him and nodded. "I'd love to be your boyfriend."

"Really?"

"Really." I said.

"You just made me really happy Nathan I really do like you."

"you make me really happy to and I like you a lot billie." I stated still smiling.

"Then want to go celebrate?" He smirked and I knew what he meant.

"Billie..i.."

"Nathan I know you're a virgin but I promise I'll be careful and if you don't want to I won't push you. It's your body and your decision." He said sincerely.

I knew billie wouldn't hurt me. I don't think he could really hurt anyone if he tried he was just that caring.

"No i want to, just promise you'll be gentle?" I asked because I knew sex would hurt the first time.

"I promise." He said smiling at me and then pulled me out of booth and out of the restaurant.

Notes

Idk guys would you trust him????

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