"Fuck billie it hurts!" I yelled as he slid in and out of me.

"Shh baby it'll get better I just have to find that spot inside of you and then it'll feel like you're flying." He said kissing my forehead messily.

I didn't really care for him to find that spot inside me whatever that meant. Billie was big and thick. He hurt like a bitch going in and the movements aren't making it feel any better.

"ow! Fuck billie can we stop? Please." I asked not wanting to hurt his feelings but my body was just hurting way to much.

"Nathan you've got to give it a minute just let me find that spot." He said.

"what spot? Billie what the fuck are you talking about?"

"Your prostate. Once I find it you'll be begging me to keep going." He smirked.

"Fuck either find it now or pull out. I can't stand this pain anymore billie!" I cried.

"Shhh." He whispered placing his mouth to mine and thrusting into me at weird angles.

At one point the pain was so unbearable I started to cry but it was suddenly overcome by pleasure. I gasped and billie smirked saying 'found it' and began ramming into that spot relentlessly.

Billie began touching me while he was fucking me and it felt amazing. As soon as he ran his thumb over my slit I came. I felt embarrassed finishing so quick and I knew billie would probably last longer since he wasn't a virgin like me but surprisingly he came shortly after I did.

i could feel him filling up my insides and it was a very strange feeling but it also made me feel loved.

Billie pulled out and kissed me hard telling me how amazing I was and how I was able to put up with the pain like a soldier.
sadly are after sex cuddling session was ruined by my phone ringing.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Nathan get your ass home now!" I could hear dad growl on the other end.

"What? dad what's going on..." I asked then realized shit I should be In school right now and not be able to answer my phone.

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I walked into my house trying desperately to look normal but my lower back hurt a lot. I went into the kitchen and saw an extremely pissed of set of parents.

"Where the fuck have you been going all week!" Dad yelled at me.

"S-school why?"

"Bullshit!" Gee yelled. " the school called us today to see if you were okay and ask when you'd be returning to class."

"You have five seconds to tell us where you've-"

"I ditched all week okay!" I yelled. I didn't want to tell my dads that I was dating a twenty year old man so I came up with a lie.
"I fucking ditched because I'm so sick of being made fun of okay! I can't stand it anymore and I don't want to have to keep dealing with the constant name calling, being shoved in lockers, having my clothes stolen in gym, and being used as a punching bag!" I said hoping they'd believe me and just let it drop.

I looked up at them and they both looked shocked.
"what?" Dad asked.

"I ditched because I'm tired of being bullied constantly." I said

"Nathan why didn't you tell us all that stuff was happening to you?" Gerard asked.

"I'm the fucking seizure freak I don't need my gay dads to come and save my ass. It'll only make people hate me more once they find out about you two, they're all fucking homophobes and it'd just give them another reason to pick on me okay?"

both of them looked sad and I decided to just go upstairs and just lay down. My ass was still hurting like hell and I went to change into something more comfortable when I saw blood.

Blood was all over my but and underwear and there was some on my jeans. I screamed and freaked out, which caused Gerard to come upstairs running into my room.
He saw the blood on my underwear and my body and his eyes opened in shock.

I didn't want him to take me to the doctors so I slammed my door shut and locked it moving a chair in front of it too.

"Nathan! Nathan open up!" He called from the other side of the door but I just ignored it and ran to my phone. While dialing billies number urgently and waiting for him to pick up I heard dad come upstairs and ask Gerard what was wrong.

"hello?"

"Billie why the fuck am I bleeding!" I asked worriedly. I was seriously scared as to why this was happening because blood is not supposed to be coming from there.

"Whoa babe calm down what do you mean?"

"My ass is bleeding and I'm scared! Whys it doing that?" I asked frantically hoping he wouldn't think I was some type of freak because this was happening to me.

"Shhh Nathan that's normal. Some skin probably tore during the stretch from me and it's bleeding, that happens to a lot of people on their first time. It's totally normal." he said

"it is?"

"Yea don't worry about it okay?"

"Okay." I answered.

"Other than that how do you feel?"

"It still hurts but I'll be okay." I said

"you know I didn't mean to hurt you right?" He asked sounding scared yet calm.

"No I know you didn't mean to hurt me it's okay I still enjoyed it." I mumbled.

"Okay well I have to go now bye Nathan."

"By billie...I love you." I said quietly.

It was silent for a moment before he spoke up. "I love you too."

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franks pov

"did you hear that?" I asked Gerard trying not to scream.
"Does that not sound like our son talking about sex with someone!" I hissed

"sh frank let's do this talking downstairs." He said dragging me into the kitchen.

"He lied about school so he could go fuck someone!!"

"Frank you don't know that!" Gerard yelled at me.

"I- you're right but still didn't that sound suspicious? and who the fuck is this billie kid he said he loves?" I asked.

"Eck I hate that name it makes me think of you know who." Gerard said.
I nodded remembering all the shit that kid had put me through along time ago.
"but I don't know maybe he has a boyfriend?" Gerard said.

"He'd tell us wouldn't he?" I asked

"he'll open up eventually but he sounded kind of freaked out upstairs and we still have to get to the bottom of the bullying issues we were just told about too." He said.

"Yea I guess you're right."

"yeah let's just let him cool down and give him some space he'll tell us when he's ready."

"I hope we can trust him too." I said.

"I do too."

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