It's a not so secret, secret

"Billie stop that." I laughed shoving his face off my neck. He was somewhat drunk and high along with all the other guys (ray, bob, and alex) and his goal seemed to be to give me a hickey.

I was the only one who hadn't smoked but I had opened one can of beer and was halfway through with it. I'm not big on drinking or drugs but oh well plus it was only three am.

"so you guys wanna play truth or dare?" Alex asked.

Everyone kind of just nodded to him so he grabbed an empty beer bottle and spun it.
It landed on me.

"Truth or dare Nathan?" Alex laughed.

"Uh truth." I answered.

"Hmm are you a virgin and if you are how far have you gotten?"

"Uh yea I'm a virgin." I answered quietly.
"And I've never gone beyond kissing." I said

"I plan to change that soon." Billie half smiled.

"Okay then billie truth or dare." Bob chimed in.

"Truth I'm not stupid you motherfucker." He laughed

"okay are you and nathan together?" Bob asked after a quiet moment of thinking.

"Nope not together we just met but I'm definitely not against making our kissing into something offical." He smiled and pecked my cheek.

i don't hate billie or think he's rude or mean but yea we just met so I'm not going to make it offical today maybe within a week or two if he even stays my friend.

Alex spun the bottle a few more times and the dares everyone got were pretty stupid until bob dared me and billie to make out and let him record it.

"Why..." I asked uncomfortably.

"Because you two are both hot and I'm gay too. Plus I don't think you have the balls to do it which makes it a good dare" he said.

I was about to deny because who the fuck would want them taped on someone they barely knows phone but billie grabbed my face and connected our lips.

The others all wolf-whistled and cheered while I blushed like crazy and tried not to make a total idiot of myself.
Billie shoved his tongue into my mouth and pushed me backward.

I clumsily fell onto the floor with him ontop of me. He didn't stop kissing just kept going and rolled his hips against mine. I moaned because, whoa that's never happened before and it felt good.

I felt him smirk against me and he rolled his hips harder. I moaned embarrassingly loud since he removed his mouth from mine and there was nothing to catch the sound I made. I was confused but then he began sucking hard on my neck instead while still rolling his hips.

I couldn't help myself and let all rules go as to how wrong this was since we'd only met this morning and the fact he was six years older than me but it just felt so good.

he kept sucking and grinding and I was painfully hard. I'd never touched myself before and it felt like so much all at once.

"Mmm Nathan you feel so hard against me." Billie breathed into my ear.
"Your about to cum aren't you? About to just let go in your pants? Do it. Cum for me Nathan."

And I did.

"BILLIE FUCK! Fuck billie fuck fuck fuck!!" I screamed. I had never orgasmed before but it was amazing. I was breathless and blissed out.

"Fuck Nathan that was so hot." He said giving me one final kiss before climbing off me and pulling me to sit in his lap with his arms around me.

I heard a little electronic noise and looked up. Shit. I had totally forgot bob was recording that. "Dude pease don't-"

"don't worry but I'll send it to you if you want." He said.

"Dude send it to me that was hot." Billie said kissing my cheek.

"I'll send it to you and then you can send it to him kay?" Bob asked and billie nodded.

My heart was still pounding in my chest like crazy and my pants were becoming very uncomfortable and sticky.

"Uhm billie?"

"Ya babe?"

"Do you have uhm some clothes I could change into? These ones are kind of....uhm messy." I asked quietly.

He laughed but nodded and pulled me to my feet. "here I have some in my room."

"Can I film this?" Bob asked jokingly and billie flipped him off.

"We'll be back down in five minutes he's just changing." Billie said and then we went up the stairs and into his room.

It was all black but it was one of those chalkboard walls. There were pictures and names everywhere. As I was looking I felt his hands wrap around my waist making me jump.

"You scared me." I joked

"sorry but do you just need pants or boxers too?" He asked walking over to a chest of drawers.

i looked down at my crotch and then back at him. "Uhm boxers if you have any..."

"Hey Nathan don't worry it's cool, here." He said throwing some sweats and a plaid pair of boxers at me.
"you can just change in here."
I nodded but didn't begin to change because he was still just sitting there.

"What I can make you cum but I can't see you change?" He asked raising an eyebrow. "what are you like embarrassed that your like small or something, because you definitely didn't feel small against me."

I blushed and looked down. "no it's just no ones ever...."

"do you want me to look away?" He asked giving me a questioning look, but the way he asked he was sincere and I knew he'd look away if I said to.

"uh no it's fine you can...uh you can look." I mumbled and began to remove my belt and jeans.

i pulled them off and then tried to quickly remove my boxers and change but they were really sticky.

As i pulled on the new pair billie spoke up.
"You really shouldn't be embarrassed you're not even close to small."

i blushed and then quickly pulled the sweatpants up.
"are you going to just crash here? Or like do you have school tomorrow. "

"I'm suspended but my dads will be worried if I'm not there in the morning." I answered

"what time do you normally wake up?" He asked.

"Like noon but they get up at nine every morning."

"Okay so we'll get up at seven and I'll walk you home so you can get back inside before they wake up, here ill set an alarm." He said and then made one on his phone.

"Okay then yea I guess I'm crashing here." I smiled at him.

"Well considering everyone else is buzzed and probably now passed out downstairs wanna just sleep up here with me?" He asked gesturing to his bed.

I just nodded like I've been doing all night and he smiled as I climbed under the covers with him. He wrapped his arms around me and we laid with my back pressed against his chest.

"night Nathan see you in the morning" he whispered kissing my head.

"Night billie see ya in the morning" I said and then fell asleep in his arms.

Notes

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