It's a not so secret, secret

Billies pov

i woke up to all the guys on the floor sleeping and Alex laying on the other couch, but one thing I don't see is Nathan.

I instantly get up and run through the house looking for him. if he got out while I was sleeping I'm fucked. He'll tell and I'll get locked up.

I cant get locked up. Not yet. I want to make his family pay first.

I guess I was being somewhat loud while I was looking for him but I could care less. I cant have fucking fourteen year old ruin me.

"dude what the fuck are you doing?" Alex asked me rubbing his eyes as he looked at me from across the kitchen

"Nathan's gone." I say trying to stay calm while internally I'm panicking.

"I know I took him home."

"You what!" I yelled running to him and pushing him up against the wall. "Are you fucking stupid!"

"No I'm not stupid let me go."

"You're in those pictures too Alex! If he tells his dads, iero and way will have me locked up instantly, and they'll throw you in with me!"

"calm down he's not going to rat." Alex said calmly.

"What makes you so sure of th-"

"I told some lies to him and he promised he wouldn't tell. Trust me billie were fine and you can get him back in a week or so." He says.

"How?" I ask.

"Dude hang around the school, make him jealous. You were his first and after what I told him I'm pretty sure he'll end up being forgiving, and too you don't have to rape him this time, just having the affair with him will tear his family up enough."

"what did you tell him?" I ask.

"I told him you only hurt him because you're bi-polar and that you being in love with him was just messing with your feelings and making you stressed. " Alex said
"I told him we were family and needed each other and that just because he didn't love you back doesn't mean he can lock you up for loving him."

"You clever bastard." I smirked.

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nathans pov

I knocked on the door lightly and heard a 'coming!' from inside. It sounded like gee.

My guess was right and gee opened the door. He instantly gasped and covered his mouth falling to his knees crying from seeing me.

"who's at the do-Nathan!" Dad yelled running down the stairs ten times faster and yanking me into his arms. I wince because most of my body is still sore and bruised and he notices.

"Here go in the living room we need to talk." He says shutting the door. I walk into the living room with both of my dads falling behind me.

I sit down and they sit down across from me on the other couch holding each other's hands.
"Nathan I'm so fucking sorry I never you told you about me being your-"

"don't." I say

"what?"

"Don't I don't care okay. I don't want to know what you are, what you did, anything. I just want to go up stairs get a shower and sleep." I say quietly.

I decided being honest would just be easier in the end so I didn't hold back with my thoughts.

"Nathan you were gone for almost two weeks! We need to talk!" Gee says

"no you want to talk. You don't need to."I say.

"Nathan what happened to you? I mean billie didn't...I heard you screaming on the phone and-"

"and nothing I'm fine." I said holding back my tears. I couldn't tell them what happened with billie because I promised Alex I wouldn't but I feel horrible hiding it.

"Nathan what did he do to you." Gerard asked suddenly sounding harsh.

"I said nothing okay?" I snapped but my voice cracked. "Just let me go take a shower." I said before running upstairs and locking the bathroom door behind me.

I quickly turned on the shower and jumped in. I knew dad and gee would be outside the door trying to hear me but I didn't care I just let go.

i let everything I had been holding in, out and collapsed to the shower floor a sobbing mess.

Notes

Most of you guessed not to trust Alex...you were right

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