It's a not so secret, secret

I've been inside billies house for over a week now, and I'm currently laying on his bed crying.
Billies only been home one day this week and that one day is one I wished would've never happened.

Billie came home and wanted to try something new in bed and I agreed thinking thinking he'd stay home longer with me but when he pulled out a blindfold I became scared.

"Billie what's with the blindfold?" I asked

"Nathan just put it on I promise you'll like it."

I stared at the blindfold and against my better judgement put it on.
all i could hear for a while was shuffling sounds and then I felt billie remove my clothes.

He kissed me all over and then began sucking me off.
I moaned and he pulled off.

"Ready?" He asked

"for what- FUCK!" I screamed.

I felt him push something into me and it wasn't pleasent. It wasn't even his dick. I wasn't sure what it was because of my temporary blindness but I knew whatever it was should not be inside me.

"B-billie what i-is that?" I asked

"shh. Just give it a minute." He said and then I felt him
move the thing into me more.


"ah! Fuck billie it hurts!" I whined. It felt like my ass was being torn in two.

He didn't say anything else, but I felt him place something on my penis.

It didn't hurt but it felt weird . It felt like there was a circle around my dick and balls and it felt cool like it was made of medal.

"Nathan have you had any seizures while I've been gone?"

"What?"

"just answer me." He said more seriously.

"N-no I haven't had any seizures why?"

He didn't answer and all I could hear was silence.
I heard a sound like a camera and started to freak out.

"Billie are you taking pictures of me?"

Again there was just silence.

"Billie answer m-OW! Fuck stop! Stop!" I yelled as I felt whatever was in me being pulled in and out.

"STOP!" I cried. I was in so much pain I began crying and I heard laughter. Billie was laughing at me.

"Billie please stop." I begged. He did respond this time just not verbally. He pulled whatever was in me out and I thought we were done.

But instead of being done I felt him push himself into me this time and I screamed. "Billie it hurts! It hurts!" I said

"shh you're doing great."

"billie I don't feel fucking great now stop!" I screamed. Then I felt a fist connect connect with my jaw.

"Shut up just let me finish." Billie said harshly.

"But it hurts so bad." I said wriggling around trying to move away but he just slapped me hard.

"Stop moving."

"Billie you're scaring me."

He didn't answer and began pushing in and out of me at a brutal pace. I screamed out at the top of my lungs and he covered my mouth with his hand.

By this time I was fully freaking out and all I could do was scream and try to move away. I bit his hand covering my mouth and felt a blow to my stomach causing me to curl up in pain.

"Fuck fuck fuck Frank so good." Billie said.

"f-frank?" I said even though my voice was muffled by his hand.

"Shit Nathan so good." He said but I could tell he made sure to say Nathan.

Why was he calling me frank? And why wasn't he stopping when I told him it hurt? Then it hit me. This is the billie dad warned me about.

i was still just laying on his bed crying when I decided to remove the blindfold.I wanted to scream when I saw all the blood.

There was a huge red spot on the sheets and from my thighs all the way down to the bottoms of my legs had blood trailing down them.

I sat up slowly still feeling a lot of pain and looked around. I couldn't find whatever he put in me and whatever was on my dick wasn't there now. I hadn't noticed that billie had even removed it in the first place.

I stood up off the bed and fell to the floor in pain. I heard foot steps coming up the stairs and billie walked into the room.

"Stay away from me." I said

"don't tell me you didn't like what we did." He said frowning. "I thought you'd enjoy it."

"Billie there's fucking blood everywhere and I know you saw me crying and definetley heard me screaming. Do you know how bad that hurt?! You even hit me you fucking jack ass." I yelled.

"Baby I'm sorry I didnt mean to hurt you." He said biting his lip. He actually looked sorry and he almost looked like he was going to cry.

"You fucking did hurt me and you said my dads name" I whispered. "Why the hell would even be thinking about him?"

"I didn't say your dads name what are you talking about?" He asked sounding sincerely confused.

"Yes you fucking did you liar!" I yelled.

"You know what Nathan I'm sorry we tried something new and you didn't like it okay but don't go making shit up. I'm going to get a shower and once you quit lying well talk and do something you wanna do." He said as he began to undress for the shower.

"You recorded it too! You recorded me in pain."

"Nathan quit fucking making shit up! I didn't mean to hurt you okay. I already feel like shit for hurting you in the first place. I feel horrible about it but don't add to my guilt by lying to me."

"IM NOT LYING!! I heard it! I heard the fucking camera!"

"Whatever I'm getting a shower." He said and walked into the bathroom.

I heard the water turn on and the door open then close for the shower. As I was sitting there I noticed that that the pants he took off had a rectangular shaped object still in the pocket.

His phone! Billie only had a cell phone, no house phones and I lost my cell somewhere in the house. I used all the strength in me to crawl over and grab the phone out of his pocket.

I quickly stood up and began to go down the stairs to the kitchen and then down into the basement. I quickly unlocked his phone and dialed my home number.

come on come on I thought I myself as it rung. I needed to be quick, if billie got out of the shower and found me calling my dads I'd be dead.

"hello?"

"Daddy!" I yelled into the phone crying feeling relieved yet still scared at hearing Gerard's voice.

"Nathan oh my god where the hell are you who's phone is this?!" He asked worriedly.

"Dad I'm with billie he tricked me!" I cried into the phone.

"Oh my god are you okay! Frank! Frank! Come here Nathan's on the phone!" I heard him yell into the background.

"Gee I'm scared."

"Nathan did he hurt- let me talk to him!" I heard dad say and then take the phone off of gee.

"Nathan oh my god is it you? I'm so sorry I didn't tell you the truth I promise ill-"

"Nathan? Where are you?" I heard billie call from upstairs. Shit he's done showering.

"H-he's coming. He's coming." I whispered into the phone as I cried.

"Nathan who-"

"billie, I'm so sorry he tricked me." I cried.

"Oh my god please tell me he didn't hurt you-"

"Nathan where the fucks my phone." I heard him call as he got closer.

I began sobbing and tried to find somewhere to hide where I could talk to my dads.

"Nathan where are you?" Dad asked urgently. "Tell us. it's me and gee that's it, you're on speaker but you can trust us okay? just tell us where you are?"

"I-I don't know the address." I sobbed "I'm at his house."

"Nathan where is his house? What's it near? Come on buddy think."

"It near the cvs!" I said remembering where I had seen them hanging my posters.

"What cvs buddy you've got to tell us." Gee said

"I- I don't know I saw you guys near it one day but billie wouldn't let me outside once he saw the posters all I know is-"

"Nathan!" Billie yelled as he was now standing on the other side of the basement
"who the fuck are you talking to!" He yelled running over towards me"

franks pov

I heard a yell in the background d asking Nathan who he was talking to.
"Nathan are you okay?" I asked urgently.

"Please don't hurt me! I didn't mean to!" I heard him yell.

"Nathan answer me!" I yelled into the phone.

"NO NO BILLIE STOP!" He screamed and I heard a thud. Shit he must've dropped he phone!

i could still hear his screams and it was terrifying
"BILLIE ST-STOP! IM SORRY! NO! NO PLEASE NO!" He yelled like he was being murdered, and that's what's scared me.
Billie was ruthless and I don't doubt he'd hurt Nathan enough to kill him but as Nathan was my kid it was scaring the living shit out of me.

"DAD HELP ME!" I heard him scream and I felt my heart shatter into pieces knowing I couldn't stop what was happening.

"DAD GEE PLEASE!" He screamed and then the line went dead.

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