It's a not so secret, secret

Gerard's pov

i woke up to screaming and crashing sounds coming from the bathroom. I climbed out of bed realizing frank wasn't next to me.

"Frank?" I called out as I walked closer to the bathroom door.

He didn't answer so I pushed the door open and what I saw terrified me. Frank was in the corner of the bathroom crying. He had knees pressed to his chest, and he was pulling his hair as he shook from the sobs escaping his body.

The mirror was shattered and glass was all over the floor. Everything from the medicine cabinet and everything from all the drawers of the vanity were thrown all over the place and the shower curtain was ripped off the pol that should be holding it.

"Frank." I said very cautiously as I walked toward him making sure not to step on any glass.

He just shook his head no at me and started at the floor.
"frank what's wrong baby?"

"Check my fucking phone." He said trying not to cry, but he also sounded extremely angry.

I went back back into the bedroom and retrieved his phone, after searching for a while, from under bed where he must've thrown it.
I opened it and went into his messages.
What I saw made me drop the phone.

"That's it. That's fucking it! Were finding his house and bringing Nathan home!" I yelled.

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nathans pov

i woke up in billies bed all by myself. I couldn't remember coming up here last night, let alone anything else that happened last night either.

I was confused and when I went to look for billie I noticed my shirt was missing and the top button of my jeans was undone.

We didn't have sex last night, did we? If we had sex billie wouldn't have redressed me and he'd probably still be in bed with me cuddling, so why am I up here alone and half naked?

I walked downstairs and looked around but I couldn't find anyone. i didn't even find a note or anything saying where they went.

I checked the time on my phone and saw it was noon. I kind of wanted to walk up to the cvs and buy some food, and to kill time until billie got back.

I went back upstairs and put on a hoodie and some converse then left the house. As I was walking to cvs I saw something I wasn't expecting.

My dad was crying and gee was holding him. they were on the other side of the street and I was confused as to why'd they'd be over here until I saw the sign hanging behind them.

Missing person.
Any information call 412-555-5252
14 year old
goes by Nate or Nathan
about 5'8
we believe he's staying with someone by force.

I quickly ducked into an alley way so they couldn't see me. I couldn't believe they were looking for me. They lied to me.
I have a right to be mad at them but I'm not missing and I called them from a pay phone to tell them I was okay, yet I don't know if they got the message.

As I walked down the alley way I saw more of the flyers containing my face and information about me. I decided not to go to cvs incase someone does recognize me and instead walked back to the house making sure to be careful and dodge gee and dad as I walked.

When I got home billie was back and he didn't look happy. "What the fuck were you thinking Nathan?!"

"what?"I asked.

"you went out with all those fucking flyers of you hanging around?! What if people would recognize you? And then if they saw you were living with me i'd look like the bad guy! the sign fucking says they think you're staying with somebody by force! Are you stupid! It makes me look like a pedophile!"

"billie I'm sorry I was just going to cvs and I saw the signs and I came back I swear!" I told him.

"that's not the point Nathan!"

"I'm sorry! You weren't here and I was bored-"

"being bored could've gotten me placed in jail! I dont think you understand how bad this could've gotten!"

"I'm sorry." I said again this time with tears falling down my cheeks.

"Sorry doesn't cut it. I could be put in a jail and taken away from you just because you go outside. You can't leave the house anymore."

"What?!" I asked because he couldn't be serious.

"You heard me no more leaving the house. I'm not losing you and I'm not going to jail." he said rudely before going upstairs.

I'm not allowed outside anymore?

Notes

Nathan's screwed

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