I'm Okay Now

Everybody got up and started doing their own thing. That is, frank wondered straight over to me without hesitation. I could feel Gerard's eyes judging me at every second, but Mikey remained clueless, as usual.
"Hey" frank said with his voice as fluffy as a marshmallow "you're Alicia, right?"
"Yea." I replied as I carelessly shoved a chip in my mouth.
"I don't want to sound vain or anything, but the last time that a girl looked at me the way you did, got into my pants" a time of awkward silence passed by as I pretended that I didn't hear what he just said and he looked like he regretted it. "But that can't be because your little mikes girl!" Frank continued with a little more sarcasm than needed. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I did it out of jealousy" I took my eyes off the ground and moved them towed his until we were staring at each and talking with our eyes.
"Frank I don't even know what to think anymore" I told him in a whisper so no one els could hear us. I felt like a stupid teenage girl in the movies that hits on every guy without care. No matter how hard I thought This threw, what I was about to say would never come out right. "Listen. I love Mikey, and I know that, but our relationship seems to have become... dull. Like something's missing. And frank, as soon as I saw you today, I felt the thing for you that was missing between me and Mikey. I don't even know you yet it feels like we have met before. Tho I feel like I know you more than I will ever know Mikey." Every word hurt to say, i felt like a cold hearted bitch. I am one. I always wanted to be a good person, but now I feel like I am the worse person that has ever roamed this planet. Breaking a little boys heart for some guy I just met probably makes me qualify.
"I'm sorry" he said, finally taking his glance off me and putting it back on the ground.
"What for?"
"If you haven't met me than you would never have second guesses of Mikey"
"Lies!" I said in a heartbeat. It was too soon to say that but it was true, and I know about it for sure. "We where always missing that special thing that keeps a relationship going."
"We'll he seems pretty happy"
"That's because he's obsessed with the idea of love. I'm not saying he's desperate or anything, cuz he's really not. But I was his crush and I liked him. That's it. Sure it turned out to be sometime more, and yas I do love him, but we never found-"
"The special thing" frank cut in. "And so what, you feel that thing for me?"
"Frank, I shouldn't be telling you these kinda things."
"Oh come on! You can't stop now!"
"We'll what does it matter to you!"
"Because you're beautiful and you seem like a really nice girl."
"That's what you where saying to Kate earlier!"
"We'll that because... Because"
"You see! There is no difference between me and her."
"Yes there is. You have that spark"
"Excuse me!?" I said out of shock, which nearly caused me to spit out my tea.
"Yes Alicia. You keep talking about that missing spark when that's all that I am feeling for you."
"You barley know me!" What the only thing that I was able to say.
"Hey! Don't be a hypocrite" he joked. But he was right. I keep going after him for things that I feel.
"This isn't right."
"Trust me Alicia, I know."
"But frank I don't think you understand-"
"I love it when you say my name like that" he said, cutting me off with a smile on his face.
"Really!?" I complained.
"Yea it makes-"
"No I mean "really" As in you're making me vulnerable" he didn't reply with words, just a wink and it really pissed me off because he knows how to play with a girl. "Anyways like I was saying, frank" I sighed as I stressed his name
"I love Mikey but you have that spark that he doesn't have. Unlike some people, I care about him"
"It's funny how you're being a bitch to me and assuming my entire life yet you still like me." I rolled my eyes and took in a deep breath, bracing myself for what he's going to say next. "However I do care about Mikey. A lot. He's the baby in the band, he's everyone's baby brother. Okay if you feel like a bad person, let me sum up why I am a bigger ass than you. First!: I hit on Gerard's girlfriend, next!: I have a crush on Mikey's girl and last, I'm making her feel guilty for getting her to feel more for me, than mikes. I don't feel like an asshole, Alicia. I am one!"
"First of all, you did not lessen my affection for mikes. Wether I met you or not, we always had a dull relationship. So please.. Just don't take this out on yourself."
"You know what? This is stupid" he said in an angry tone while he slowly stood up.
"Agreed" I said as I mimicked his movements "this is probably just a passing thing for me. Let's just not make this awkward"
"Agreed. So I'll see you around sometime kid?" He said, trying to be casual as he threw me a wink.
"Good bye frank." I spoke rolling my eyes at his wink, trying to end our conversation. I waved him a goodbye and made my way passed everyone without being seen. Will I ever forget about him?

Notes

What up!?
i don't really have much to say. I is sorry if this chapter was confusing. Writing is not a natural talent to me.

Do you ship Mikey + Alicia, or frank + Alicia. let me know and you get to decide what happens next!