An Urgent Need for Ruin (Full-length Novel Version)

Yes, lack of eye candy! This Ray Toro clone is like totally gay so like im kind of stuck with hoping a frank or gerard spawn comes to my school. It's kinda ironic how I don't know one kid named frank but, I know like 4 people named frankie. Yes, that is their name..not a nickname.
but, Toro taxes?? Wtf what town is this in?! Who even..I'm dead. Oh well, their is a 'Mikey and shays' restaurant in our town...and my dads name is Michael and my sisters is shaylah...
oh, and hell yes! Every time I hear a freaking piano note I am instantly waiting for black parade to play. It's such a miracle it came on the radio last night though cause all that channel I have to listen to plays is pop-shit.

@tatethecake
Lack of eye candy? You have a Ray-freakin'-Toro clone. Lucky. The closest we have to Ray over here is a place called Toro Taxes. My lil bro constantly makes jokes about an accountant fro.
My head shoots up every time I hear a single piano note. They have us conditioned.

I'm listening to the radio and the black parade is on...
am I allowed to cry? This is a miracle.

Ha! Gee-across-the-street! I wanna know what who this 'creep' is. Oh! There is this kid Wyatt in my drama class who looks exactly like Ray Toro and I call him my ray-of-sunshine. The thing is he knows exactly who I am comparing him to and he just laughs every Time. Why can't there be any frank and Gerard spawns at my school? *cries from lack of eyecandy*

@tatethecake
PFFFT! I know, right?
Their interactions are partially based off everything that's happened between me and "Gee-across-the-street," who is gorgeous but creepy.