Our Lady Of Sorrows

It's been a week since Gerard and I had that talk, and in that week I made sure to ignore all of his calls and text messages. Really the only people I would talk to is Frank and my mom. Frank came over to my house a lot because he knew I didn't like to be a public pregnant teenager.

"So any baby names?" Frank asked as he rubbed my belly.

"Frank." I whined, he knew i didn't like talking about the baby.

"Sorry, sorry, sorry." He said then laughed. "So, should I even ask if your hungry?"

"I always am." I laughed and so did he, he got up and started talking on the phone. " I ordered take-out, I'm gonna go pick it up, I'll be back in like 20 minutes, okay?"

"Get me egg rolls!" I shouted as he left.

When he left I got bored really quickly. I started to talk to the baby like I have been doing for a while, I think I read somewhere that if you talk to the baby while there young, it helps them later in life. I guess that still should apply when there still in the womb. For the past couple of hours the baby hasn't been kicking me much lately, I would feel something weird in my stomach but nothing to serious so I just ignored it.

Later, when I got up to get a drink, I felt a wet sensation in between my legs. First I thought I peed myself, well because it wouldn't be the first time that I has done that while being pregnant. But then I remembered it didn't have to pee. Instantly I thought I had gone into labor. I took off the pants I was wearing and inspected them. Fuck. My water had just broke. I ran, or waddled, to my phone and called Frank.

"Yes I remembered your egg rolls, I'm heading back now."

"My water broke."

"What!? That's not possible, your barely 8 months along,"

"Tell that to the baby, I need you to take me to the hospital." I said as I started to move upstairs.

"Do you have a plan? Or an overnight bag?" He asked.

"My plan is to push, I'm getting my bag now. Please hurry, I'm scared." I felt tears start to form in my eyes.

"I'm still over 10 minutes away," I let out a cry, "I'll be there as soon as I can." He told me then hung up.

I wiped away my tears and started to get the things I would need into a bag when I heard the front door open and someone run up the stairs, I thought it was Frank back already.

"Frank told me that your water broke!" Gerard said from my doorway.

"It did."

"Oh my god, this is happening." He said to himself.

"It shouldn't be, I'm too early."

"It's fine, I was born a bit early and I turned out okay. Let's finish getting your things together." He said and helped me pack.

As we approached the front door to my house, I felt a terrible pain come from between my legs that made my entire abdominal hurt. I gasped as I clutched my stomach and lunched over.

"It's ok." Gerard said as he rubbed my back and helped me get into the car.

As we drive he let me hold his hand and squeeze everything I felt a contraction. They happened a lot, his hand was purple by the time we got to the hospital. We were immediately given a room, only two people at a time were allowed to be in the room with me. The doctor didn't like how early the baby was coming but because my water had already broken, there was no way if stopping it from coming now. My contractions were about 10 minutes apart and Gerard was walking around the room in his phone, I think he was talking to Mikey.

"Yeah, the top left one, it's in the right side and it's in top of all the other clothes.... Yes that one, then also grab one of the bennies... No you choice, I don't care.... I'm not sure, just grab a couple just in case.... Okay, thanks see you soon... Love you to Mikes." He said then smiled as he hung up.

"What was that about?"

"Baby clothes from when I take it home." He said.

"Ok, uh can you talk to the doctor for me, tell her I don't wanna see the baby when it's born, I just wanna want them to take it away."

"Are you sure?" He asked, he sounded kinda heart broken.

"It will make everything harder than it needs to be."

"I know you don't want it but you should at least-" I cut him off by crying out in pain, I was having another contraction.

He instantly shut up and came over to me and held my hand. He let me squeeze it until the contraction passed.

"Is Frank here?" I asked.

"I think so, why?" He asked.

"I want my egg rolls."

Notes

I was really craving egg rolls as I wrote this... So I might make her labor a couple of chapter, I haven't decided yet.

Till next we meet my killjoys