hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

***** Jades POV *****

3 days, 8 hours, 25 minutes, 37 seconds and counting. That's how long I have been locked up in this room for. He hasn't hurt me just left me in here. Feeding me tiny meals once a day. I already feel weaker and I don't know how much longer I will last. I know 3 days isn't long but if your are starving and have nothing to do it seems like 3 years. And I have had to spend this time in this room in darkness. And it feels like any thing could sneak up on me.

Darkness is death.
Death is darkness.

Do you feel it?
slowly crushing your soul.
slowly turning you insane.
slowly Ending your life.
slowly pulling you into the darkness.

Do you feel it?
Deaths just around the corner.
You know he's coming.
There's no use hiding.

He can smell your fear.
He knows your near.
He is just wait for the perfect time.
Perfect time to strike!

It was a poem I wrote when I was in my deep dark times. I had only just come out of them when I was trapped how ever long ago. Now I feel like I am going to fall back into it. This time no one to help me. This time I am all alone. What am I kidding I have always been alone. Lived alone and will die alone. It inevitable. It happens to us all. But No one will Remember your name. (A/N best song ever guys. By 'Onision' )

To soon for comfit I hear foot steps approach my door and come to a halt. He is here again.

I go back into my corner of darkness and hide. But why hide? he will just find me any way. but yet I stay in my corner, head held low. I hear the door open and I am ready for the worst.
"Hey LIAR!" he spoke his voice full of venom and hurt. I said nothing in return and just sat there. Some times silence is the best weapon. "Gonna be quite again are we?" I wanted to say something but I feared being hurt so stayed still. "I am getting tired of this silence. You never say anything and I'm sick of it." If you saw him you could tell he was p***ed. "I really don't want to do this but I think I have to or you wont make any noise and I hate silence" ... Wait what?! he was gonna hurt me because I didn't speak. S** SH** SHIIIITTT.

I tried to speak but found his hand over my mouth. "Its to late to speak now." I just let my body go limp. ready for whatever he wanted to throw at me. He tilted my head so I could see his face. I was scared because he wore yet another unreadable facial expression.

"Don't hide from me. No matter how hard you try I will always find you. Always" I was so scared that I tried to look back down but he held my face there staring into his. "Don't try to look away when I'm talking to you" I was scared but I had to do what he said. Then something I never expected happened. He kissed me. What?

Notes

Hey :P I decided to add that poem thingy because I have this little A6 note book and I have been writing heaps of poem thingies about death and cutting and fear and darkness and all that. I don't know why I just am. I felt like I hade to just add one in. so yeah :/
Magic out--