hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

***** Jades POV *****

He just left the room and left me in a confused state. Why would he kiss me? He was keeping me locked in a room and he kisses me? I swear I will never understand him. He is like a book that never opens. What if he had messed up parents which drove him to be messed up? He would never tell me. It was nice back when I wasn't locked up in a stupid room with barley to no food. I swear if I were to try I could see my ribs. Will I ever get a proper meal? will my life every fix its self? These memories those... They will stay with me till the ends of time. There like a scar that never heals.

***** Gerards POV *****

Why did I do that? Why The F**k did I kiss her? one minute I was staring at her the next I find my lips on hers. Her perfect lips... NO GERARD! your stupid feelings caused Emily to go and kill her self. Your stupid feelings made you look weak when you cried for your sister. Your stupid feelings are getting in the way of every thing. Why am I growing weaker? Why am I growing foolish. Why?!

I am in my room, on the floor, on my knees, hands pulling on my black locks. I have been here for at least 10 minutes. I swear I am slowly going insane. Slowly losing my touch.

***** Jades POV *****

What does he want from me? Why must he make me so confused? Why must he hurt me then act like nothing happened? Why does he play with my head? No one can fix my life now but I know I can clear up a few things if I knew the answers. Sadly I don't not. Was he always this way? Was he always a killer at heart? Is his heart as black as the darkness that consumes us all? Or is there light in his dark heart? If only I knew.

***** Gerards POV *****

I can see it in her eyes when I left. She was so confused. Well so am I. she never knew my life story. She never knew about the man my father was. She never knew any thing. She doesn't know how many years I had to deal staying in my room while I heard Kaitlyns screams. I couldn't do any thing. I felt so weak. So useless. So powerless. Until the day I ended it. And that's when our new life started.

It was a nice day. Sun rising over the hills causing an orangy pinkish colour to ripple through the beautiful skys. I was only 15 while Kaitlyn was 11. We where playing in the house when my father called my sister. actually sounding like he cared for her. I knew it was a trap but my sister was all ready gone by the time I turned around. I wait in my room until I heard her screams. I was sick of hearing her scream because of that man. So I walked into the kitchen making sure to not make a sound and grabbed the biggest sharpest knife I could find. I tip toed into my fathers room and saw something I wish wasn't true. But I knew deep down I knew it was happening. He hadn't noticed me yet so I snuck up behind him and push the knife slowly into his back hearing his screams of pain. my sister got away and I started twisting the knife. He tried. Oh how he tried to get free. I was enjoying this moment. Seeing him pay for all the pain he caused my sister. Oh how fun it was. But that's when I heard sirens. And I knew we had to go. So I cut a clear slit across his throat and ran out of the room, grabbing my sisters hand and running away. away from the house. away from it all. We ran and ran and ran. until we stoped at a clearing of trees. We built a tree house and every thing was going fine. We grew up and I got a job. Life was happy.

***** Jades POV *****

What goes through his head? What does he think he is doing when he dose this. Why dose he do it? If only I knew of his life before. If only...

Notes

Hey peoples :P What did you think of his story? was It good? was it bad? and hope you enjoy. Please comment and tell me if I should end this story soon or not. I am leaving the fate of this story in your hands.
Magic out--