hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

*****Jades POV*****

I just layed there. what else could I do? I was frozen still. just think about it for a sec. your happily laying in a bed minding your own business when the man you hate and are horrified of comes walking through a door to where you are.

when I look at him close I see a hint of sadness in his eyes. what? he couldn't be sad could he? this is all a joke. he just wants to hurt me more.

I start backing up in my bed until I hit a wall and let out a small and quite scream. He just walks closer. I need to get away from here NOW. I crawl off the bed and scream out in pain as I feel all the needles in my arms move around.

I just lay there. screaming and crying in pain. He walks closer to me and I start to back up again. screaming out with every movement. what does he want? he is he here? hasn't he hurt me enough?!

I am cut out of thought when I hit another wall. walls really need to go fuck themselves. he walks closer and leans down nest to me. I look away not knowing what else to do. he lifts his hand to my face and forces me to look at him. he pulls me into a hug and starts crying into my shoulder. wait what?! why is he crying? he has no reason to cry!

"J-Jade I'm s-so sorry" what... WHAT?! SORRY?!
"Gerard I don't know what your sorry for but if its for hurting me. Go. To. Hell" those 3 last words coming out harsher then meant to but at least I have a reason to be mad.
we stayed on the floor for a good hour before Emily came in.

she looked heart broken as soon as she saw Gerard hugging me. she started to cry... OMG I'm the one that's making this happen. maybe just maybe. what if I left? like for good. no one would miss me.

my parents don't even notice I'm missing. it has been like over 3 months and I bet they gave up on me. I don't blame them. I'm a stupid, lonely, emo girl. every bully was right. I should have left ages ago.

"G-Gerard get off me" he just got off me and looked at me. I pointed towards Emily and he turned. he looked so surprised to see her here. he went up to her and hugged her. no one would care about me if I did leave. I just have to do it when no one is around.

Gerard and Emily left the room and I was left alone. ok so its decided. when I get out of this hospital, I am going to leave...... For Good.

Notes

Hey guys. I wasn't feeling so well so sorry for not posting yesterday :/ but he it is. the next ep. tell me if you like it if you hate it you know that type of stuff.

@The American Spirit I hope you get better soon and enjoy this update :)

and thanks to every one who have actually stayed with my story. thanks for all you support guys and girls.

and I will try to post at least once every one to two days :)

Magic out--