hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

*****Jades POV*****

FINALLY. after a week I am free from this stupid white building. its so white and boring there. at least now I can finish my plan.

I think I might right some letters before I die. just to let people know how I feel so I don't have to tell them face to face. know what I mean?

I walked out of the hospital with my little belongings, beings, Phone and my ear phones. what? I told you it was little.

I walked straight out the doors and felt a cool winter breeze that made me shiver. I clutched my jumper closer to myself and started walking. SHIT. I cant go home. I cant even remember where my home is. all I remember is where shit faces house is. (A/N you know who I mean :P )

So I just walked. not sure where I was going until I ended up in front of my old school. the sign had fallen to the ground so it was pretty obvious that the school was run down.

I just kept walking and walking and walking. I stopped at a park to take a breather. I sat down at a bench and just hugged myself trying to get warm until I saw some one. they looked really familiar. NO. its him. The shit face. and he was looking at me.

I did what I knew best. I ran. I ran as fast as my legs would take me. never once turning to look back. I could hear footsteps behind me so I knew he was following me.

that's when the area looked so familiar. This is where.... This is where he took me. where he took me away to his torcher room.

I stopped moving while deep in thought. I felt a hand grip my own and turn me around. No. please NO. God if you do exist please just send a lightning bold and hit my in the head.

"Jade...." NO, NO, NO!
"WTF DO YOU WANT WITH ME LET ME GO!" he placed a hand over my mouth and I started to try to wiggle and squirm out of his grip but it wasn't working.

I started to cry at every thing he has ever done to me. I couldn't stop crying. I cried like there was tomorrow letting endless tears fall down my cheeks.

"Jade...." he said again.
"Jade I'm so sorry. I don't know why but it feels weird when I hurt you. like I wanted to be your friend. I couldn't shake the feeling and when you fainted that day I was so worried you had died"
"YOUR THE ONE WHO NEVER GAVE ME FOOD. YOUR THE ONE WHO LEFT ME TO ROT. YOU REALLY THINK ILL BE YOUR FRIEND? AFTER ALL YOUVE DONE?!"
I could see sadness in his eyes as he let go of my hand and just stared.

I started running all over again but I couldn't hear any other footsteps. perfect he's not following me. he and no one can stop me from for felling my plan now. I am going to end it all. no one will miss me. who could ever miss me? I'm a worthless idiot piece of shit.

I ran to my home to my home cause it was my only option. no one was home so I used the spare key and locked the door behind me.

I reached my bedroom, locked the door and started writing my letters. It's all gonna end now. all my pain and suffering. and no one will miss me........ who would?....

It's to end it all. And leave once and for all.

Notes

hey guys and girls. I know this chapter sucks but I didn't know what else to do :P

if you peeps want me to write more tell me and I will. but if you don't want more I will write one final chapter and end it. if you want more there will be more chapters and Jade may or may not die. but I will wait to hear what you peoples think.

ok cya peeps and until next time. Magic out--