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Another Cog in the Murder Machine

Am I more than you bargained for yet

I sit in my room staring at items in my room until they fall. By now I've figured out I move things when I concentrate or I'm just really frustrated or something. Sometimes I'll just be so angry and only music helps.

Frank's still been hanging out with me. I actually kind of like it, him sitting with me and talking to me and stuff. Even when I don't talk to him he'll keep talking. He doesn't really know about the bullying, or cutting, he just seems like he'd care too much and I don't want him getting hurt or anything. Im pretty sure he knows about my eating disorder, though, and he forces me to eat at lunch. I still talk to him though, mostly about small things.

But today's Saturday so I get to hang out at home by myself. I have an older brother, but he's in the army so I don't get to see him. So I live with my dad who works a lot and my mom, well, I don't have a mom anymore. She died when I was little and that's all I know.

But today my goal is to start getting a grip on my newfound 'power'. Frank got really scared that one time he fell backwards, but he must have shook it off because he was fine the next day. I've set up some things I want to practice on so hopefully it goes well.

*Timelapse 'cause I'm lazy*

I think that went sorta well. I mean now I know how to make things fall, but that's pretty much all I can do I guess. I'm getting pretty bored so why not go to the music store?
It's only a ten minute walk so decide to go and clear my head on the way, you know, kind of relax. When I arrive I look at the CDs until I see a familar face. I look over and see Frank walking over.

"Hey," I say when he reaches me.

"Hey, what are you doing here?"

"Um, obviously not looking at CDs," I say sarcastically, laughing a little inside when he blushes a little bit.

"Oh, yeah," he laughs.

"Um, I should get going before it gets dark," I say pointing towards the door.

"Oh I'll drive you "

"Uh, no it's okay Frank, it only takes like ten minutes," I argue.

"But it's cold, and getting dark," he has a point...

"Fine," I shrug and we walk out to his car.

While in the car I decide it is better than walking home alone in the cold.
We arrive at my house and just sit in the car for a while. I notice him looking at me and looking away a lot, and my first impulse is to lean over and kiss him. But of course being the awkward potato I am, I can't get the courage to actually do it. A few more minutes of silence roll by.

"Um, well I guess I'll see you later, Frank," I say getting out.

"Bye," he says quietly and waves.

Notes

Next chapter will be Frank's POV, just a heads up. Also sorry it's short and stuff but I have ideas for future chapters that ok kinda excited for.

Comments

Ooooo ;)

Ooooo ;)

@One-Uncommon-Killjoy
You can do whatever you want with the story, I don't really care.

Mikeysknees Mikeysknees
6/12/14

@Mikeysknees

kk

@One-Uncommon-Killjoy
Got it

Mikeysknees Mikeysknees
6/11/14