Pay the price

May 13th 2014
Time of birth Nathan Tyler Iero: 7:21 pm
time of death Lisa lee Iero: 8:57 pm.

those times just kept repeating over and over in my head my brothers birth and my mothers death.

i was extremely hurt and mad when my mom admitted to the doctors that she'd done heroine and said she'd taken some pulls of mine she'd found in the bathroom. I mean how couldn't I be mad she literally took her own life and any chance of her sons having a normal one.

"Mom what pills?" I asked hoping the weren't anything strong.
"Lora something....I don't know all I know is that they were yours." She said looking up at me.

Gerard was standing next to me giving me a weird look like, what pills? I ignored it trying to think of a name with Lora in it......
"mom it wasn't lorazepam was it?"

She nodded. "Yea that's what it was."
Her doctor quickly figured out that the heroine combined with my anxiety meds was what caused her body to go into shock then labor.

"Were going to have to preform an immediate c-section for the baby's health well have to ask you to leave while we get her to the O.R." the doctor said then kicked us out.

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"Frank?" gerard asked looking at me. "You okay?"

"How am I supposed to take care of a baby Gerard?!" I asked hysterically

"frank I'm sure everything will work out you just have to give it time." He said calmly while I was anything but calm.

"gerard I'm in charge of this kids life now!" I cried

"frank it'll be o-"

" no just save the bullshit. I don't want to hear the everything's gonna be okay line. We both know the truth that nothing is fucking okay! why are you even here still anyway?" I asked rudely with adrenaline still pumping through my body furiously

"I'm here to help you and give support." He said

"ya support, ha go tell that to your hookers to." I snapped.

"Frank what do I have to do to make it up to you I said I was sorry!" he complained.

"Ya well y'know what I'm sorry my moms a druggie but just because I'm sorry doesn't mean she's coming back! She's dead it doesn't matter how sorry you are were dead just like her." I spat then stomped off down the hallway.

Notes

Short chapter but I'm extremely tired and needed this chapter to happen so I could make my ending work out

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