Pay the price

About halfway through decorating the nursery my mom started feeling dizzy and went to lie down leaving me and Gerard who had been silent the whole time.

"All right cut the bullshit what's wrong?" I said looking him in the eye.

He tried go avoid my gaze so I cupped his face and made him look at me. "Gerard talk to me." I said calmly

"I thought we were done." He said trying to look away at the floor.

That kind of hit me. "why did-do you want to be done?" I asked confused.

"no I want to be together frank I love you but I thought we were done"he said again with more emphasis still awkwardly glancing around at anything besides me .

i stared at him not understanding what he was getting at. He sighed and wiped his eyes which had begun to water.
"Frank I- I'd gone out to a few clubs and."

He shook his head then went and sat down in the rocking chair in the corner of the room. He hunched over and began sobbing. "Fuck frank I-I picked up some hookers." He whispered.

"You fucking what?!" I almost screamed. "After all you saw that job put me through! What the fuck Gerard!" I yelled as loud as I could while still not waking my mom.

"Frankie I swear they were just one night stands nothing more-"

"I don't fucking care what they were! You fucked kids for money!" I spat at him

"They weren't kids-"

"gerard I know for a fact almost 100% of the people who are hookers are under 20 and you're what 24-25? That's a kid. they're younger than you." I exclaimed

He sighed. "Fuck frank I'm 26 and, just fuck....ok well I know you're mad about the hooker part but I honestly didn't think we were together or else I wouldn't have cheated on you. I'd never ever cheat." He tried to argue.

"But you did-"

"but I didn't know!" He cried looking up at me.

I couldn't handle all the new information. I felt cheated on and betrayed that out of all his options he went to hookers. He could've fucked any normal human being in the world but he chose to wreck some poor kids life even more. Either way he cheated but with a hooker of all people.

I walked out of the nursery room to cry but only made it halfway down the hall before I heard my mom screaming. "Frankie call 911!" She yelled. "I think I'm in labor!"

What? she couldn't be she's only at seven months. That could cause all sorts of health issues. "Fuck fuck fuck gerard call 911!" I yelled.

Gerard came running down the hall to see me trying to calm my screaming mother and he looked confused. He then realized what was happening but I guess he wanted an official answer.
"What's-"

"call fucking 911 now!" I screamed cutting him off and he ran to the phone without question.

"ambulances are on their way they'll be here soon but they said to stay on the line incase we need anything."

I nodded and answered questions the lady asked me through the phone. All were basic questions I could answer until about the tenth one.

"Do you know of any reasons that could've caused her to go into labor early?" She asked calmly

"no." I answered

"no sicknesses no allergic reactions anything?"

"No." I said again rubbing my moms stomach as she kept crying and screaming.

"No drug usage?" She asked.

i was about to respond no when I noticed my mom had stopped screaming and was looking at me guiltily while sniffling. I looked at her for a few seconds before my stomach dropped
Fuck.

Notes

Ohhhhhh shitttttt

%%%%%comment rate subscribe%%%%%

xoxox
mcrlove