Pay the price

Despite all the aching in my body I walked as fast as I could to my house. I was able to make it without causing myself too much pain but stairs on my front porch were killer to get up.

i walked in and the house was a mess but my mom wasn't home. There were needles, lighters , pills and some stuff on the table that looked like cocaine.

I looked around and sighed at first but then an idea popped into my head. I quickly walked over to the front door and locked it. I then walked around and shit all the curtains and made sure there wasn't a door or window left unlocked.

I was ashamed about what I was about to do but I didn't need gerard to see me do it since he'll probably try to come and take me back to his place anyway.

Once i I was sure everything was locked and that you couldn't see into the living room I sat down in front of the table where my mom had left everything.

i grabbed a band and tied it around my arm then picked up a needle that still had some of what looked like heroine in it. I placed it to the inside of my arm then injected it into my blood stream.

At at first I wasn't sure why people say it makes you feel amazing but a few seconds later I felt amazing like I was flying.

I looked around for more needles and found a few with stuff still in them. I injected all of them into myself too and god did I feel amazing. I didn't feel like a slutty prostiute I felt like I was on top of the world.

I looked around and noticed there was a fair amount of what i thought was cocaine laying in the table. I ran upstairs not being able to feel the pain anymore and grabbed my school I'd and a dollar bill.

I came back down stairs and began working the drug into lines. Then I grabbed the dollar bill and rolled it up. I lent down over the lines and stuck one end of the dollar up my nose.

I took oil a huge breath and sucked one of the lines up in my first hit. I screamed and clutched my nose from the burning sensation but then cried out again as I felt the pain from it being hit. I'm guessing it's probably broken.

After the the burning went away I started to feel twitchy. Then I began craving another line. I sucked it up and was almost scared to death when I heard someone yelling at me and banging on the door.

I turned around a realized I had forgotten about the window on the front door. Gerard was standing there looking horrified and begging me to stop saying I was ruining my life. If only he knew.

I turned around a sucked up the last of the third line and was about to start the forth and final when someone picked me up and dragged me away.

Gerard threw me on the couch and climbed on top of me. He began yelling and screaming in my face about how I just threw my life away.

I didn't listen to him and just stared at his face. When we fucked that one night I remember he was a really good kisser. With the drugs in me and all the worries and concerns pushed to the side I grabbed his face and kissed him.

he tried to push me off him but I wouldn't let go. I shoved my tongue into his mouth and just continued kissing him.

I moved off his mouth and moved down to his neck just below his jawline where I remembered he liked it from that night.

"FRANK WHAT DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING STOP!" He yelled trying to shove me off. I placed my legs around his waist and pushed him so he was lying down and I was on top straddling him and in control.

Even though I was much smaller I had muscle and was used to dealing with guys in bed an knew how to make them stay and do what I wanted.

When he was busy yelling at me I shoved my hand down his pants and grabbed his dick. His yelling instantly stopped and was replaced with a nervous whisper.

"F-frank what're you d-doing??"

I smirked and then kissed his lips. "does it feel good?"

"frank stop this isn't right it's the drugs in you. Stop before you do something you regret please." He begged.

I removed my hand and his face showed a sign of relief but then I began bucking and grinding my hips as hard as I could down into his.

he bit his lip and I felt him growing harder under me.
"Frank stop!" He begged

"geee I can feel you like it your already hard."

"Franks stop!" He yelled again. "Stop please I'm begging you!"

"but don't you like it? You obviously think it feels good."

"no I don't now stop!"

"but Gerard I know you like it I can literally feel your dick pressing into me and it's hard."

"FRANK STOP IT FOR FUCKS SAKE!" He screamed and then somehow managed to push me off him.

he stood up and ran out the door.

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