Pay the price

I woke up in an unfamiliar room. I tried to sit up but my head hurt way to much. I looked around and didn't recognize a single thing. Great did someone fucking kidnap me?

actually I don't really remember what happened after gerard left. Man I fucked up big time. I did drugs and tried to fuck my teacher when I wasn't even fun ghoul.

i groaned and rolled over onto my stomach not really giving a shit about my nose until I realized there was something on it. I sat up and pressed my hand to my nose. It had been wrapped up.

"what the?"

I heard a knock coming from somewhere infront me but I wasn't sure where. It was too dark to see anything so I'm guessing it's night.

"frank are you awake?"

"yea" I answered quietly.

A door opened and gerard walked in.

"God dammit the world must really hate me today." I sighed.

"Frank we need to talk...." He trailed off awkwardly.

"Yea like where the fuck am I and why."

"frank your at my apartment because I didn't want to tell mikey what happened between us and because when I took you to the hospital they couldn't find your insurance or information anywhere."

"you...you took me to a hospital?"

"well yeah but-

"why the fuck would you do that!" I yelled.

"Because you fucking overdosed on heroine! I wasn't going to let you die!" He yelled back.

I grumbled to myself and he just looked at me. He sat down on the bed next to me and reached across me to turn on the lamp beside it.

"Frank we really need to talk."

"We are." I replied rudely.

"No frank like really talk. I mean I have some questions and I don't want you to lie to me." He said honestly.

"what are you my therapist?"

"can you stop acting like a bratty punk for more than five fucking seconds!" He screamed scaring the shit out of me.

I nooded and he sighed.
"okay 1-why didn't the hospital have any record of you?
2-why did you fucking throw yourself at me earlier?
3-why and where did you get those drugs?
4-did you know the guy that raped you?"

i actually felt like I was going to cry. Gerard whether I wanted him to or not was the only person who actually cared enough to ask questions. Mikey would always drop subject whether I asked him to or not .

"before I answer did the hospital check me or anything?..."

"well yeah they took you in right away and ran some tests before they realized that they couldn't find any insurance or a file on you."

"did they give you any test results?" I asked worriedly.

"Yea...."

"what were they? Please tell me nothing personal came out." I asked on the verge of tears.

"Frank they just told me that you did overdose on heroine and that you had a minor concussion along with a broken nose....why is there something else your hiding?" He asked me skeptically.

"no." I answered quickly. I could tell Gerard knew something was up but he changed the subject and brought up his questions again.

"ok 1- I'm not sure maybe it got lost." I lied.
"2- I don't know I was drugged up.
3- not telling you and 4- not saying a thing about that subject. I told you to forget it."

"ok now how about you give me the real answers and not bullshit crap how's that sound?" He said getting mad.

"Those are my final answers you don't like 'em to bad."

"Why are you being so difficult!" He groaned

"why do you care?"

"because in all honesty it seems like no one else does. Is it such a bad thing that I'm worried about you?"

"Yea it is." I replied. "I don't need or want people prying into my life I already told you that before. It'd be so much easier if you just fucked off and left me alone like most people."

He rubbed his temples and looked at me.
"alright fine ill fuck off. But the doctors told me your not allowed to go to school or watch tv for a week because of your concussion and I'm not letting you go home so you can get drugged up again. You're staying here at my place and your not leaving. You can do whatever the fuck you want as long as you don't brake anything got it?"

"What makes you think I'm gonna stay?" I asked

"if you leave I will call the cops frank remember that. Or I'll tell people you touched me by force got it?" He said seriously.

i nodded and he smiled. "Good now get some sleep it's like 2 am."

He left the room and I just laid there thinking. How did my life get so fucked up and why is he even being this kind to me? it's not like I'm special.

Notes

I know there's probably errors but bare with me I've had a long day.
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