The Personal Assistant - COMPLETED

I started to walk into her room knowing what I had to do, but hesitant to do so. I grabbed the knob and stopped, I thought about what I was about to do and after a minute of contemplating, I gathered up all my courage, and slowly turned the knob.

I stepped into the room and walked over right next too her bed, I knelt beside her, holding her hand in mine. She looked at me and weakly smiled, I opened my mouth to say something but I couldn't find words. I leaned over her and gently kissed her forehead.
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I heard the door starting to open, oh shit, please, please don't be Matt. To my avail Gerard came slowly walking into the room kneeling beside my bed, he grabbed my hand and I lightly smiled at him. He looked like he was going to say something but nothing came out, instead he leaned over and kissed my forehead.

The feel of his lips gave me goosebumps. I scooted over and patted the bed motioning him to come sit by me. He climbed up on the bed and we sat there a while in silence. "We can't see each other anymore" he said avoiding eye contact and staring down at his hands. How could he say that? I needed him more than ever now!

What about Bandit? Why couldn't I just tell him who it was, why did I have to be so stupid? Why couldn't everything just got back to normal? All of these thoughts and questions going through my head and all I could manage to spit out was "what? G-Gerard I don't understand!"

I half whispered half shouted at him, I could feel the tears in my eyes. He looked up at me with sad confused eyes.
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"Shy my marriage is falling apart all because of me and I can't let that happen! I can't do that to Bandit and Lindsey! When will you understand Shy, that I don't see you how you see yourself. I see a beautiful, amazing, and intelligent girl, that I feel that I can be my complete self around and tell anything to. I love you Shy!"

I could see the tears in her eyes as she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into her lips, we passionately kissed and our tongues swirled in each others mouths. What the hell was I doing?! I was supposed to walk out of this room and never look back, but instead I told her I loved her and how I felt.

I didn't stop kissing her though, I couldn't, even though my mind was screaming at me no, my heart was telling me don't stop. All of a sudden, I felt her jerk back and push me away. I followed her gaze to the doorway, there stood Lindsey. Her eyes were puffy from crying and she had a look of horror on her face.

"I knew it." She quietly whispered walking away.

"No, Lindsey, wait! I ran after her through the door and grabbed her hand, she turned around and slapped me hard across my face. She ran out the door before I could stop her. I fell to the cold hospital floor holding my face in my hands. No matter how much I loved Shy, I couldn't let Lindsey go.
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Gerard ran out the door after Lindsey. What did I just do? Tears started streaming out of my eyes. Gerard and Lindsey's marriage was ruined, and it was all my fault.

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