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Fifty Shades of Way

Mixed Feelings

****1 week later****

***Ivy's POV***

Mr. Way, or 'Gerard', as he likes to be called, has made me come to extra help every morning for the past week. Although, we barley even touch upon chemistry. Ever since he saw my old burn scars, he's been keeping me after class, finding me after school, or during lunch, and asking me things like how my day went, if I made any new friends, or if anyone's been bothering me. I can't say that I mind all the attention he's giving me, but I can't say I love it either. I find it a bit weird that he dedicates so much time to me. I get that he's a teacher, and helping kids around the school is his job, but with me, he takes it to another level. He doesn't really treat me like a student. He treats me more like a friend. As for Jackie. We don't really talk too much, but she talks to me whenever she sees me in the hall. I don't know if I'd consider her a "friend", but as of right now, she's the only person in this school besides Gerard, that's acknowledged my existence.

The bell rang, signaling the end of the day. I grabbed my bags, and headed to the chemistry lab. Gerard told me earlier at extra help he wanted me to stop by after school. I walked slowly, not knowing whether or not I wanted to meet up with him. I wasn't sure what he was going to say, and I don't think I really want to find out. I stopped by the girls bathroom to clear my thoughts. I stared at myself in the mirror. I decided to just go, and get this over with. I took slow steps, trying to waste a bit of time. Before I knew it, I found myself right outside his classroom. Well, here goes nothing.

***Gerard's POV***

I paced around my classroom, waiting for Ivy to arrive. I checked the clock about every five minutes. Nothing. I paced some more before I started getting worried. She never forgets to meet me. I checked my watch one last time before seeing her beautiful face in the doorway. I mentally face palmed. Did I really think that way about one of my students? She quietly opened the door, and entered the classroom. I stared at her flawless body,and face, and the answer was clear. Yes. Ivy was beautiful.

"Uhm, hi, Gerard. You wanted to see me?" she spoke, breaking me from my trance.

"Yeah, just have a seat anywhere you like." I smiled at her. She took a seat in the middle of the classroom.

"I wanted to talk to you about how things are going. I never see you in the cafeteria during lunch. Why is that?" I leaned on my desk. She just shrugged. "Are you having trouble making friends? Are people bullying you?" She shrugged once again. I sighed.

"I-I don't exactly have any f-friends, so I eat in the bathroom..." she avoided eye contact. I bit my lip, and thought for a moment

"Would you like to eat lunch with me in the faculty office?" I mentally smacked myself. I probably just sounded like a fucking pedophile. Nice going, Gerard. To my surprise, she nodded. My face automatically lit up.

"Alright, great!" I beamed. "So change of topics, what kind of music do you listen to?" I walked over to the desk next to her's and sat down.

Her face lit up. "Mostly Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, Misfits. The list goes on." she smiled.

"You know, I have a couple of their CD's in my closet if you wanna listen to anything." I suggested. She paused for a moment, before nodding. I got up, went to my closet, and searched for the CD's.

***Ivy's POV***

When Gerard mentioned music, my face lit up. Music has been my only friend for years, and I was thrilled when I heard he had their CD's. Maybe Gerard isn't so bad after all. He came back with about 7 CD's in his hands. My eyes widened. He laughed at my excitement, and put on the first CD. "Nevermind", by Nirvana. I quietly sang along to the lyrics of "Smells Like Teen Spirit", and Gerard joined me. His voice was actually really good.We both lost ourselves in the music, and before we knew it, the CD was done.

"Smashing Pumpkins?" he suggested. I smiled and nodded as he popped in "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness". We continued singing along so all the songs. He and I both knew all the lyrics to every song. I stopped singing for a little but, so I could hear Gerard's voice. I was mesmerized.

"Have you ever thought of singing in a band or something? You're amazing!" I complemented

"I've thought about it, but never actually came around to it." he shrugged.

Once again, we finished the CD, and Gerard proceeded with the next. "Static Age" by the Misfits. We danced around the classroom, laughing at each other. I felt so comfortable around him, I even forgot he was my teacher. That is, until he did the unexpected. He ran his hand through my hair, and pinned me to the wall. Next thing I knew, his lips were crashing on mine. Gerard and I were making out, and I wasn't doing anything to stop it.

Notes

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Comments

I NEED ANOTHER CHAPTER MAN!!! Love this bloody story

Lucalily Lucalily
1/5/17

Update!!! <3
I love this story so much
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Cheers from Brazil

Maila Yasmin Maila Yasmin
11/18/16

This story was featured on fuse's must read fanfic page!!!! You need to update now!

HarlowKittie HarlowKittie
10/24/16

This seriously needs an update now!!!!!!

Lizzie way Lizzie way
7/9/16

Please dont tell me this is the end!!!!!!! It's 2am i have been reading this all night!! Please update