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Fifty Shades of Way

A Heap of Regret

***Ivy's POV***

His tongue swirled in my mouth, causing me to let out a quiet moan. The taste of coffee on his tongue made me want more. I gripped his hair, and pulled him closer to me. The kiss grew deeper, and deeper, until he suddenly pulled away, with a look on his face that I can't describe.

"I-I-I'm so sorry. Oh my god." he whispered. I just stared at him, not knowing what to do. "I-I think it's best if, uh, just leave.." he mumbled. It was as if my feet were glue to the floor, and I couldn't move. I just stared. "Ivy? A-Are you okay?" he took a step towards me. All I could manage to do was nod. I bit my lip, and forced my legs to run out o the classroom. I ran as fast as I could down the hall, and out the door. I was shocked when I saw it was already dark outside.

I was still too shaken up to go home, so I decided to head to the local diner. Maybe coffee will help me settle down. I sat at the booth with one thought in my head. I just made out with my chemistry teacher. He'll probably never want to see me again after that. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm transferred out of his class by tomorrow. The worst part about the kiss is, I was enjoying it. It shocked me, that I thought that way. Not once have I ever pictured myself making out with a teacher, let alone enjoying it. I sighed and put my head in my hands. I was disgusted with myself. I finished up my coffee, and headed back home. I just need a hot shower, and sleep. And that's exactly what I did.

***Gerard's POV***

Once she was out of my classroom, I sat at my desk, and cried. That's something I haven't done in a long time. The poor girl probably thinks I'm a complete creep. She probably called the cops on me, and reported me for being a pedophile. I can't say I blame her though. I just couldn't control myself any longer. The way she looked, the way she sang, the way she danced around the classroom, all just made me desire her even more. It was as if I physically could not control myself. I needed her. I still need her. I mentally smacked myself for telling her to leave. Not only does she now think I'm a pedophile, she also thinks I'm an utter dick.

I heard my phone buzz on the far end of the room. I stood up, and dragged my feet to answer it. It was my brother, Mikey.

"Hello?" my voice was raspy from crying. I tried my best to cover up.

"Hey, Gee. I was just wondering if you wanna come out to dinner with me and Alicia. I know you haven't been out in a while, bro. I think you should go somewhere besides school and home."

I sighed, and leaned my head on the edge of the desk. I didn't feel like arguing with him, so I agreed "Yeah, sure. I just, uh, have to uh, finished grading papers.." I lied. I just need time to get my shit together.

"Okay, take your time. Just come home whenever, and we'll go from there." I agreed, and hung up. I ran to the faculty bathroom, and fixed myself up. My hair was still tangled from when she gripped it. I shook that though out of my head, and rinsed my pale face with water. I walked back into the classroom, packed up my papers, and walked to my car. To my surprise, it was already dark out. I shrugged it off, and drove home. Hopefully being with my brother and Alicia will help me take my mind off things.

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Comments

I NEED ANOTHER CHAPTER MAN!!! Love this bloody story

Lucalily Lucalily
1/5/17

Update!!! <3
I love this story so much
Got to know it from an article of must-read fanfics in fuse's website
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Maila Yasmin Maila Yasmin
11/18/16

This story was featured on fuse's must read fanfic page!!!! You need to update now!

HarlowKittie HarlowKittie
10/24/16

This seriously needs an update now!!!!!!

Lizzie way Lizzie way
7/9/16

Please dont tell me this is the end!!!!!!! It's 2am i have been reading this all night!! Please update