The End is Easier

"A journal?"
He nodded his head up and down.
"Yes Frank, a journal."
He handed me an ugly brown notebook.
I looked at it.
In the top left corner of the front cover was my name written in pen.
"One passage every day."
I flipped threw the book, All the pages were blank.
"Why a diary?"
I looked up at the older man. I saw small creases in the corners of his mouth, that came with age.
He wasn't much older than myself. Maybe about six years.
His hazel eyes seemed to smile at me as he looked over my face.
A few strands of his dark hair fell down along the side of his cheeks.
I resisted the urge to tuck them back behind his ear.
I noticed his broad cheek bones, and his small pointed, fairy like, nose.
For the past several weeks I've been seeing Mr. Way I hadn't even noticed the details of his face. Just now in this moment was I seeing his thickish brown eyebrows and soft thin lips.
"Frank?"
He broke me from my heated train of thought.
"What?"
I stared at him.
"A, as you like to call it, 'diary' because I think writing down your different thoughts and feelings and opinions, might release some stress."
I simply nodded my head and sat up to leave. "Don't forget Frank, everyday."

~Time Lapse~

Dear,
Journal thingy.
I don't see the point in writing down my 'thoughts and feelings.'
What am I a ten year old girl?
I'm a boring person so don't expect anything good or juicy to happen. I probably won't even get into the habit of writing in you every day.
You'll be forgotten somewhere along the wreckage of my life.
Its nothing personal, I tend to do that with
Everyone that comes along. I wouldn't really take it to heart if I were you.
I'm trying to find some kind of feeling I should write in here but honestly I don't really feel anything at all.
Should I also write down my thoughts?
Who the hell knows.
Man, you should really come with a manual.
That would help me a lot.
Should I explain my day? How things are going? Blah blah blah.
This is boring. I hope Mr.Way doesn't read you.
Good night journal.
Xo Frank.

Notes

so sorry for not updating in awhile. and that this chapter is really short. anywhale merry belated x