The End is Easier

I didn't know what to say.
I sat there stupefied.
"Oh... sorry?"
I stuttered out an apology.
Mr.Way didn't respond.
I couldn't believe it.
I just stared up at him. He had such I beautiful jawline. All of his facial features were breathe taking.
I traced his face with my eyes.
I reached his hair and saw that it was sticking up a bit. A clump of hair had fallen into his eyes.
Out of force of habit, I reached my hand up and tucked the hair behind his left ear.
And traced my finger down his jaw.
I realized what I was doing and quickly jerked my hand away.
I jumped off the couch and grabbed my bag.
"I should go..."
I began to walk towards the door when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I turned around.
Mr.Way was face to face with me.
We were so close that I could feel his breathe on my lips.
He didn't say anything.
We just stood there for what seemed like ages.
Just looking one another over.
Before I knew what was happening, I leaned in to kiss him.
Our lips connected sending a shiver down my spine.
I stepped forward close to him, closing any gab between us.
I pressed hard against his lips, and felt him press back.
I nervously licked at his bottom lip, asking for entrance.
He parted his lips letting my tongue slip into his mouth.
I ran my tongue over his own, making him shudder.
The kiss was slow and faultless.
I ran my hands threw his perfect hair and he held tight to my hips.
I felt him hesitate and pull away.
He let go of me and stared at me like a dear caught in headlights.
I didn't know what to do.
I backed away.
"I'm s-sorry."
Ran out the door and down the hallway as fast as possible.

~Time Lapse~
I got home and ran to my room.
I slammed my door and began to pace the floor.
What the hell just happened?
Did I really must kiss Mr.Way? My therapist?
And did he really kiss me back?
This is just... just! Fucked up!
I got my phone out of my pocket and texted ray asking him to come over NOW.
I sat on my bed and tried to rap my head around what just happened, while I waited for Ray to text me back.
I got a reply shortly afterwards.
He said he'd be by in five minutes.
I put my phone on my dresser and laid down.
I covered my eyes with my hands.
This was so confusing.
Why did he even let me kiss him?
He probably felt sorry for me. Is it that obvious that I like him? Did he just pity me because I'm so fucked up?
He did say he was gay. But I'm seventeen!
He's like twenty three.
My thinking was stopped when someone knocked on my door.
I jumped up and quickly walked to the door and opened it.
It was Ray.
I grabbed his arm and pulled him inside.
"Whoa Iero, what's up?"
I hopped back onto my bed and Ray sat on the floor next to me.
"I have something to tell you."
"Then tell me dude."
I hesitated a bit, not knowing how to tell him that I fucking kissed my therapist.
"IkissedMr.Way!"
Ray knew I was gay. I came out last year and he totally understood, he's a pretty rad guy.
He didn't say anything at first, he just kinda looked at me with one eyebrow cocked.
"So..."
I rolled my eyes.
"Ray, I don't know what to do!"
I was almost in screaming.
"First, calm down. There's no need to scream. I'll help you.
Second take a deep breath,
And third, do you have any ice cream?"
I nodded my head.
He got up and walked towards the door.
I followed close behind.
We went to the kitchen.
Ray raided my freezer trying to find some ice cream.
"You don't have chocolate?"
I shook my head.
"Well vanilla it is."
He took out the tub of ice cream and got a spoon.
He leaned against the counter.
"What happened."
He ate a spoonful.
I told him everything that happened leading up to the kiss.
After I was done Ray had finished half of the tub of ice cream.
"If your done eating all of my goddamn
Ice cream, will you say something!"
"I'm a growing boy Frankie, I need my vitamins."
I rolled my eyes for the billionth time.
"So then what happened with the kiss?"
He pushed the ice cream to the side and gave me his full attention.
"Well, I got up to leave and he stopped me."
I paused.
"Go on..."
"Our faces were all close and stuff, so I leaned in a kissed him."
"Did he kiss you back?"
"Yes."
He hummed I bit.
"If he kissed you back, what's the problem?"
"He didn't say anything afterwards. So I just apologized and left."
He didn't say anything for a minute.
"Frank, I'm not really good with these things. But my advice would be to be careful and"
He was cut off by his phone vibrating.
He pulled his phone out of his pocket.
"Shit its Christa. I have to go man. We'll talk latter. Okay?"
I just waved him off and he left.
Great now I have to figure this out myself.
Yay.

Notes

Ohh dat boy on boy action do. I'm not very good at writing kissing scenes, so have mercy. I really tried! I hope you guys like this chapter! It took awhile to write so.. yay! P.S.(its kinda scary to see how a man turns into a women) Q~Q P.P.S(if you can't tell I really like The Killers.)