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I am afraid to keep on living

Chapter 51

(Gerards's pov)

Frank went out of the kitchen. I prepared myself a coffee and stayed in the kitchen drinking it and thinking about what Frank have just told me. Is really Mikey dating a guy and I didn't know anything about it? Why would he keep it in secret? I'm his brother, I should know it.

I took a sip and stared at ceiling thinking about this. Suddenly Cassie's voice distracted me from my thoughts. When did she come in? "Hey, Gerard. What are you thinking?" She asked because she saw me looking to nowhere. "I'm thinking about what Frank have told me." I said. "What did he tell you?" She asked. "Frank told me that when he was with Esther, he saw Mikey kissing with another guy and that then Mikey and that guy smiled at each other." I explained to Cassie. "And... What's the problem with that?" She asked confused. "That I didn't know anything about it. I always thought that he was straight, I mean, there is nothing about my brother being gay, I'm saying that I'm his brother, why didn't he tell it to me?" I said. "I don't know..." Cassie said and sat next to me.

"But you know what is the strangest thing about all of this?" I asked to Cassie and she gave me a confused look. "What thing?" She asked. "That all of this years when I asked him about his crush, it was always a girl, was he lying to me?" I said. "I don't know, Gerard." Cassie said. "But you know what's even more strange?" I asked and she shook her head. "That he had a girlfriend last year. If he is gay and now he is dating a guy, why did he dated a girl? I'm confused." I said and took another sip of my coffee. "Well, instead of asking this questions to me, that you know I don't have an answer for them, you can wait until Mikey come back home and ask him about this." Cassie said.



"I'm back!" Mikey said as he came into the house. Cassie and I exchanged looks. I would also exchange a look with Frank, but he decided to take a nap, what a lazy man. "Mikey, come here." I said and he walked into the living room where Cassie and I were. "Yep?" Mikey asked and sat next to me. "Are you going to tell me with who have you been today?" I asked and he sighed. "Gerard, stop it, you don't need to know everything about my life, stop controlling me." He said. "But I'm your brother, I think I deserve to know that you are gay." I said. Mikey's eyes opened widely. "How do you know that?" Mikey asked confused. "Frank told me that he saw you with a guy before." I explained to him. "Yes, but when he saw me, he asked me who was he and I told him that the boy who was with me was my best friend." He said. "But Frank saw how you two kissed and then you stared at his eyes smiling." I said to him and he muttered "fuck..."

"But I want to know... If you are gay, why have you been lying to me all this years? When I asked you if you liked someone you always told me the name of a girl and you even date a girl last year, what were you thinking?" I asked. "I didn't lied." Mikey said. "Wait, what?" I asked confused. "I do liked those girls and I loved that girl I dated." Mikey said. "I'm really confused right now." I admitted. "When I met him, I only though about him like a friend but then he kissed me and it was perfect, I don't know how to explain it." He said.

"Oh, okay. And how what's your day with him then?" I asked. "Well, we came to his stepbrother's house because he wanted to visit him because he is sick, also I met his other stepbrother." Mikey said. "Oh, he has two stepbrothers?" I said. "Yes, his parent couldn't have children, so they are all adopted. Nathan, that is my boyfriend, was adopted from an orphanage, Ray that is the one who is sick, was rescued from the streets and finally Vic, who was abandoned by his parents in hospital." Mikey explained. "Why was Vic in hospital?" Cassie asked Mikey. "I think that Nathan told that he tried to kill himself, I think." Mikey said and I saw a tear rolling down Cassie's cheek. Then she stood up and went out of the living room. What happens to her?

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Comments

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

Omg my names Alice xxxxxxx

Mcr_is_life Mcr_is_life
2/17/14

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!