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I am afraid to keep on living

Chapter 50

(Frank's pov)

“Frank… I’m sorry, but I think I should go back home, I promised myself to finish painting the living room.” Esther said. “Do you want me to help you?” I asked her. “No, I don't want more cocks drawn on my wall.” She said and I laughed. “I won’t do it again, trust me.” I said. “You won’t draw that again, but I’m sure you would draw another weird thing that comes to your mind, I know you.” She said and I laughed, because it was true. “Bye.” She said. I kissed her. “Bye, princess.” She flushed. Then she turned away and started walking towards her house.

Then I saw Mikey and the boy who was with him walking. I decided to go there and ask who that guy was. I walked towards them and Mikey’s eyes opened widely when he saw me. “Hey, Mikey... Who are you?” I asked to the boy who was with him. “I’m his b-” “Best friend.” Mikey interrupted him, I guess he was going to say he was his boyfriend. Mikey can’t lie to me, I always guess when he is lying.

Mikey started to walk away and the boy followed him. He didn’t even tell me the name of his boyfriend or how he calls him, his “friend”. Maybe I should go to Gerard’s house and ask him why I didn’t know he was gay. Also, why did he lie to me?



I arrived at Gerard’s house and when I looked for my keys, they weren’t in my pocket. I forgot them, good job, Frank. I knocked at the door. “OPEN THE DOOR! IT’S ME, FRANK! I FORGOT THE KEYS!” I yelled in case they didn’t want to open.

A couple of minutes later Gerard opened the door. He was just dressed in a Sleeping With Sirens shirt and his underwear. “I think you forgot to put on your trousers.” I said laughing and he sighed. “What are you doing like th-” I began saying but I stopped realizing why was he like that. “You just fucked Cassie!” I said and he opened widely his eyes, not sure if it was with anger or shyness. “Frank! Shut the fuck up!” He yelled angrily and I laughed.

“What are you doing here? I thought you were with Esther.” Gerard said. “I was with Esther but she wanted to paint the walls of her living room, so she went back home earlier.” I explained. “So you are a shitty boyfriend and don’t help her to paint.” He said. “I wanted to help her, but she said she didn’t want more cocks drawn on her wall.” I said. “Wait, what?” He asked confused. “Forget that… It’s a long story.” I said and laughed. “Okay… Anyway, I think I don’t want to know it…” He said.

“By the way, I want to ask you something.” I said to Gerard. “What is it?” He asked. “Why didn’t I know that Mikey was gay? I am his friend, I think I deserve to knew it.” I said to Gerard and he looked confused. “That’s maybe because he is not gay…” He said. What? Even his own brother doesn’t know Mikey is gay. I’m pretty sure that the boy who was with Mikey, was Mikey’s boyfriend.

“Yes, he is. I saw him before at the park. He has a boyfriend and I saw how they kissed.” I said. “Frank, if you want to do better jokes, make them credible.” He said. “But it’s true.” I replied. “Frank, dude, Mikey had a girlfriend last year.” Gerard said and walked to the kitchen, I followed him.

“Gerard, tell me, why would I want to joke about your brother’s sexuallity?” I asked him. “I don’t know…” He muttered. “That’s not a good topic to make a joke. I swear I saw a boy kissing Mikey and then they stared to each other’s eyes smiling.” I explained Gerard. “Well… he didn’t want to tell me where he was going before.” Gerard said. “That’s because he is with his boyfriend.” I said and he walked towards the fridge and I looked at his legs. Why did I look at that horrible legs? “Gerard, I would love to keep talking to you, but looking at your legs makes me uncomfortable, put some trousers on, please.” I said. “Nope.” He said and laughed.

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Comments

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

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Mcr_is_life Mcr_is_life
2/17/14

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!