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I am afraid to keep on living

Chapter 14

(Cassie's pov)

“Oh, no. I will sleep there. I don’t want to bother you making you sleep on the sofa.” “You don’t bother me, Cassie.” I smiled and said “okay”. Why is he so cute? Please Cassie stop it! Why the fuck are you thinking your art teacher is cute?! It’s your fucking teacher! Do I really like my teacher? He took the blankets and started to walk towards the door. “Gerard.” I called him. He turned back to me. Copying his song I told him: “So long and goodnight.” And I kissed him on the cheek. It was only a kiss on the cheek to thank him for letting me stay there, it was something normal, right? But I think he didn’t see it that way, he almost ran out of the room.

Fuck! I ruined it all! Now he will think I’m in love with him… I’m so fucking stupid! I ran to pick my bag. I searched for my razor and when I find it I looked at it for a couple of seconds. Should I really do this? Gerard would get mad at me if he founds out that I cut again. I shouldn’t do this. I put back the razor inside the bag and laid in the bed. Why did Gerard went out of the room that fast? What did he thought? Does he hate me now? Between that thoughts, at some point, I felt asleep.





“CASSIE! WAKE UP!” Someone yelled scaring me and waking me up. I looked around in shock to see Mikey laughing. “Mikey!” He laughed a little more and then stopped. “Sorry, I didn’t want to scare you, just to wake you up. We need to go to school.” Mikey said. “Fuck! I didn’t do the homework! I totally forgot!” Mikey laughed… again. “Don’t worry. Just say to the teachers that you were sick yesterday afternoon and you couldn’t do the homework.” “That’s a great idea! Thanks Mikey! Now get out of here, I need to dress up.” Mikey went out of the room and closed the door behind him.

I dressed in black jeans and in a Bring me the Horizon shirt. I went outside the room and met Mikey who was drinking coffee. “Do you want some?” I nodded. He gave me a cup of coffee and sat next to him. “Where’s Gerard?” I asked Mikey. “He have already left to school.” We finished our coffee and started our way to school. First we had maths. I told the teacher the excuse Mikey told me before and she believed it.

Later we had art class. Gerard acted like I wasn’t staying at his house, like he doesn’t know anything about what happened this last days and I’m thankful for that. I don’t want my classmates to know that. “Cassie, have you done the homework of the last two days?” Gerard asked me. “No, I was sick.” I almost laugh saying that because he knows I have so much time to do them but he couldn’t deny what I was saying, I really wanted to laugh, but I controlled myself.

At lunch time I sat with Jazmin and Ruby Lee. “Hey, how are you? Jazmin told me that you went yesterday to her house saying you have been sick.” Ruby asked me. “I’m alright now.” I answered. “Glad to hear that!” Ruby said. “By the way… you told the teachers you didn’t do the homework because you were sick. But when you came to my house you were fine.” Jazmin said with a suspicious look. “Yeah… keep the secret.” I said and we all laughed.

When school was over Mikey came to where I was and we both walked to his house. When we came in, Gerard was already there. “Hey guys… Cassie, are you still sick? Can you do the homework now?” Said Gerard in a teasing tone. “I don’t know… I think I have a headache.” I said and laughed. “What are you going to do today?” Mikey asked me. “Well, I was thinking to go to Alice’s house to see if Kindle knows anything about Dean.” “And when you come back here, you are going to do your homework.” Gerard said. “Is that an order?” “Yep. It’s your obligation to do your homework.” I sighed and went to Gerard’s room to leave my bag.

Notes

I was going to make Cassie dress in my favourite band shirt but I realized that My Chemical Romance is my favourite band so I chose the first band that sounded in my phone. Does anyone here like Bring me the Horizon too?

Comments

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

Omg my names Alice xxxxxxx

Mcr_is_life Mcr_is_life
2/17/14

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!