To The End

I ended up staying at the house that night, just cleaning and setting up the baby's room. Almost every hour gerard called me but I only answered a few times. I want really in the mood to talk to him. At about noon the next day I answered another call from him.

"Hello?" I answered not really in te mood to talk to him.

"Hey babe, so Lucas just got released, since you have the car can you come and get us?" He asked full of excitement.

"Sure." I said in a board tone and went to put the baby seat in the car.

".... Is everything okay?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said in the same tone.

"Alex, please tell me what's wrong, ever since you left you've only been giving me one word answers, in kinda worried. What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"If you say so...... " I don't think he bought it, "see you soon, love you."

"Bye." Then I hung up.

I knew I was probably being childish with the way I was acting but I didnt care. If u could have, I would have taken my time getting the seat in the car and driving down to the hospital, but that wouldn't be fair on Mikey or Lucas. As I pulled up into the front, Gerard was pushing Mikey on a wheelchair out of the hospital door and Mikey had little Lucas in his arms. All of them were smiling at me as I opened the door for them, I gave them all a weak smile back and climbed in the passengers seat.

Gerard got in the front and Mikey was in the back with his eyes glued to Lucas. Once in Gerard leaned over to kiss me but I turned away so he kissed my cheek. He still kissed me but gave me a questioning look, I responded by pushing myself as close to the door as I could and looked out the window. Soon we started driving and pulled into our house, Gerard helped Mikey take the baby seat out and brought him into his new nursery, while I went into my bedroom and laid down on my bed and started messing around with my phone.

Not long later a gerard came in and laid next to me, I ignored him and went back to doing things on my phone. He rested his head on his pillow and just started at me, the longer he did it the harder it got to ignor him. I moved my phone to look at him for a second and he was looking back at me, I shook my head and went back to my phone. I would have stayed on my phone but Getard grabbed it and threw on the night stand next to him.

"Gerard!" I yelled at him and he gave me an innocent look.

i rolled my eyes and started to move to get my phone, but when I got close to Gerard he grabbed me and flipped me over and crawled on me so he was straddling me, be leaned down and rested his forehead agaisnt mine so I was forced to look into his eyes.

"Pleade tell me what's wrong?" He begged.

"You slept with Frank." I stated.

He closed his eyes and sighed then rolled off of me.

"Who told you?" he asked.

"Frank did." I said then turne on my side so I wasn't facing him.

"Alex, you know I slept with other people before. What's different now." He asked.

"The fact that he is my friend and I don't have many of them."

"It was before we all met you," he said and turned me so I was facing him, "Please don't be mad."

"I wouldnt have been if you would have told me."

"your right, I'm sorry." He said then leaned into kiss me and I let him. "Forgive me?" He asked.

i responded with pulling him into another kiss and pulled me on top of me, I started to try and remove his shirt but I was struggling.

"I'll take that as a yes." He smirked at me and toon his shirt off.

Notes

Hey guys, I'm sorry my updates aren't coming as often as I would like them to, I've been busy and I start school in 2 days :(

Till next we meet my killjoys