The Voice From The Ocean
Chapter 8: Heartless.
It was absolutely heartbreaking to watch this. My eyes flooded with tears. It was so painful hearing Lindsey having to tell her son that his father wasn't coming home.
I couldn't stop picturing him as Bandit.
The little boy whimpered and fell to the ground. Lindsey quickly got up and buried him into her arms , holding him tightly as she comforted him. " Its okay sweetie, Mommy's here and she's not going anywhere. I promise " Lindsey said in comforting tone. She continued to hold Indie before placing him on the faded plum sofa in the corner. She crouched down as she looked into his tear filled eyes " Indie I promise , one day , you'll see! I'll sell one of my paintings and we will go to the other side, over there in New York. We will get some ice cream, some pancakes and I will buy every single toy i can find " She assured him as she pointed to New York on the horizon.
"You can buy a child every single thing they want but It doesn't replace their father " I thought to myself. I could Lindsey was trying so hard and It made me feel so broken that I had let it all go so easily.
Indie's mood began to lighten up. Lindsey smiled and said " That's more like it! Don't let anything break you!"
Indie ran upstairs and Lindsey put her head in her hands and took a bottle of cheap vodka from the fridge and slammed it on the table while she muttered angrily
" I fucking hate you, you heartless prick"
"Oh Linds, my sweetheart " I sighed in disbelief.
I turned to the cloaked woman who still continued to look in Lindsey's direction. " How did her life become of this " I questioned sadly knowing that this was most likely all my doing.
" Things just didn't work out with MSI , since 2007 Lindsey has been using art for a living , sometimes a lot of people buy her work but most of the time she gets hardly any recognition at all.
She also had an abusive relationship with Indie's father , Jasper Sidney which provoked her to turn to alcohol. They met while on the projekt revolution tour when Jasper was playing alongside Lindsey in his own unknown band , The Numb.
Jasper was a recovered heroin addict , Lindsey adored him and trusted him.
They had a perfect relationship until Lindsey found out she was pregnant. She lost everything. Her band, her family and her love life but she gained something more important to her ,
motherhood.
Jasper didn't want to look after a child because he was already looking after his drug habit.
Although he was in and out of Indie's life.
Recently Lindsey caught him doing heroin again in Indie's bedroom just two months ago and told him to stay away from Indie because he is a risk to him if he is to continue to take heroin.
I've said enough for you right now Gerard. I think it is time we left." The cloaked woman hesitated after telling me the story.
" I.. I .. can't" I stammered , devastated by what I had heard.
With no hesitations she grabbed me by the hand and I met the notorious darkness another time.
I couldn't stop picturing him as Bandit.
The little boy whimpered and fell to the ground. Lindsey quickly got up and buried him into her arms , holding him tightly as she comforted him. " Its okay sweetie, Mommy's here and she's not going anywhere. I promise " Lindsey said in comforting tone. She continued to hold Indie before placing him on the faded plum sofa in the corner. She crouched down as she looked into his tear filled eyes " Indie I promise , one day , you'll see! I'll sell one of my paintings and we will go to the other side, over there in New York. We will get some ice cream, some pancakes and I will buy every single toy i can find " She assured him as she pointed to New York on the horizon.
"You can buy a child every single thing they want but It doesn't replace their father " I thought to myself. I could Lindsey was trying so hard and It made me feel so broken that I had let it all go so easily.
Indie's mood began to lighten up. Lindsey smiled and said " That's more like it! Don't let anything break you!"
Indie ran upstairs and Lindsey put her head in her hands and took a bottle of cheap vodka from the fridge and slammed it on the table while she muttered angrily
" I fucking hate you, you heartless prick"
"Oh Linds, my sweetheart " I sighed in disbelief.
I turned to the cloaked woman who still continued to look in Lindsey's direction. " How did her life become of this " I questioned sadly knowing that this was most likely all my doing.
" Things just didn't work out with MSI , since 2007 Lindsey has been using art for a living , sometimes a lot of people buy her work but most of the time she gets hardly any recognition at all.
She also had an abusive relationship with Indie's father , Jasper Sidney which provoked her to turn to alcohol. They met while on the projekt revolution tour when Jasper was playing alongside Lindsey in his own unknown band , The Numb.
Jasper was a recovered heroin addict , Lindsey adored him and trusted him.
They had a perfect relationship until Lindsey found out she was pregnant. She lost everything. Her band, her family and her love life but she gained something more important to her ,
motherhood.
Jasper didn't want to look after a child because he was already looking after his drug habit.
Although he was in and out of Indie's life.
Recently Lindsey caught him doing heroin again in Indie's bedroom just two months ago and told him to stay away from Indie because he is a risk to him if he is to continue to take heroin.
I've said enough for you right now Gerard. I think it is time we left." The cloaked woman hesitated after telling me the story.
" I.. I .. can't" I stammered , devastated by what I had heard.
With no hesitations she grabbed me by the hand and I met the notorious darkness another time.
this fic is fuckin with my mind
im goign to c r y
3/27/14