The Voice From The Ocean
Chapter: With or Without you
I was standing in the middle of the isolated beach I'd spent the majority of sunny childhood days.
I'd never seen it seem so dark , full of such mystery and so vague.
I started to walk towards the tide which was extremely far out at this time but I kept following Lindsey's voice. It was growing stronger by the second.
I was shivering cold , my clothes soaked from the downfall of rain , not that I cared much.
I just wanted to see Linds and our bright eyed , precious little girl again. I whimpered as i recalled memories. Tears glistened from my swollen cheeks as I thought about the time Bandit pranced around the house chasing a bird that had flown its way inside which me and Lindsey fought 2 hours to get outside or the time she buried popcorn and believed that a popcorn plant would grow. A weak smile approached my face.
As I thought about my family , it started to make me feel calm, assured but even more sad (bit like when you listen to The Smiths).
Not many people can say they've been 16 twice i believe , but if I knew then that I'd have my wife and daughter waiting for me in the future , I wouldn't have felt so shit and worthless.
That's when I remembered about how ended up here. I'd fell asleep on the beach.
"YES" I yelled in delight , still a little intoxicated.
I totally unaware of the fact I'd walked halfway through the water and the tide was closing in around me.
I'd never seen it seem so dark , full of such mystery and so vague.
I started to walk towards the tide which was extremely far out at this time but I kept following Lindsey's voice. It was growing stronger by the second.
I was shivering cold , my clothes soaked from the downfall of rain , not that I cared much.
I just wanted to see Linds and our bright eyed , precious little girl again. I whimpered as i recalled memories. Tears glistened from my swollen cheeks as I thought about the time Bandit pranced around the house chasing a bird that had flown its way inside which me and Lindsey fought 2 hours to get outside or the time she buried popcorn and believed that a popcorn plant would grow. A weak smile approached my face.
As I thought about my family , it started to make me feel calm, assured but even more sad (bit like when you listen to The Smiths).
Not many people can say they've been 16 twice i believe , but if I knew then that I'd have my wife and daughter waiting for me in the future , I wouldn't have felt so shit and worthless.
That's when I remembered about how ended up here. I'd fell asleep on the beach.
"YES" I yelled in delight , still a little intoxicated.
I totally unaware of the fact I'd walked halfway through the water and the tide was closing in around me.
Notes
Soundtrack for Chapter : Please , Please , Please let me get what I want - The Smithshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRYpd3_roHg
this fic is fuckin with my mind
im goign to c r y
3/27/14