To The End

I woke up the next morning alone in bed, I was disappointed and wishing Gerard was here with me right now. He probably had to do some stuff. I slowly swung my legs over the edge of the bed and made contact with the soft carpet. I stood up and stretched like I do every morning, cracking my back and my neck. I decided to make the bed, once I turn around I see a note on my pillow. I pick it up and smile.

“Baby, I went to go get us some food, I didn’t want to wake you because you looked so cute!!

XOXO ^_^ - Gee”

I laughed at the stupid little heart he put with me on top of it and he was trying to reach me. He was such a dork, but I loved him. Whoa! Did I say love him? No, I just met the damn guy or I just got with him. I shook my head to get rid of my thoughts and started making the bed. I was so damn into it that I didn’t even realize someone walked in. “stupid bed sheet,” I mumbled, fighting with the sheet. I finished my job and wiped my hands, proud of my work. I smiled and felt hands snake around my waist. I gasped and realized it was Gerard. He giggled at my reaction and I began to blush. “I missed you,” he whispered and kissed my temple.

I immediately smelled food, I felt my mouth water, I didn’t even know I was that hungry. “What you bring us Gee!” I ask excited. He laughed at my random hyper-ness and held up two bags. I smiled at him and he just couldn’t stop laughing. “What?” I ask him. “Your so darn cute!” he says attacking me onto the bed. I squealed and he started kissing my face all over. “Ew! Stop it! Me hungry!” I begged. That only made him laugh harder. “Give me kiss?” he asks. I just smile and pulled his face toward mine and kissed him sloppily. He started laughing and I smiled against his lips. “Now we eat?” I ask giving puppy dog face. “Oh alright! Because your being so cute right now,” he replies. I smile and he gets off of me. He holds up a bag with a giant red heart drawn on it. “Aw!” I protest and he starts blushing. “Thank you!” I squeal in excitement. I cant help it, it’s the cutest thing ever and the fact that he’s blushing. I run up to him and hug him really hard. He lets out a muffled sound, letting me know I’m squeezing him really hard. That was my goal.

I look up at his face and peck his cheek, “You know, your so cute when you blush,” I whisper to him while taking the bag and jumping on the bed. His face turned fire truck red. I laugh and pat the spot next to me for him to sit. He obeyed and sat down so close to me. I opened the bag and I gasped.

“OH GEE!!” I exclaim. He just looks down at his lap blushing so bad. “I love Skittles!” I yell again and yet again I hug him, squeezing him to death. “If I would’ve known you wake up hyper I would have surprised you with them later,” he says. I laugh and put my hand back in the bag again. I pull out a donut and an egg sandwich and a small orange juice box. I must look like a dork smiling so big, but Gerard was doing the same thing. We ate in a comfortable silence.

I felt an unsettling movement in my stomach. Gerard notices my face. “Frankie what’s wrong?” he asks concerned. I then let out the biggest burp you could ever imagine. I cover my mouth and blushed dangerously. He cracks a smile and starts busting up so bad. “It’s not funny!” I whine. “That was mother fucking epic!” he exclaims. I start laughing and he just pats my stomach. “Better?” I nod and he smiles at me shaking his head. I swear this man, this guy. Huh. This guy is amazing.

We finish our food after my burp incident. “So what are we doing Mr. Poison?” I ask him. He furrowed his eyebrows. “Well, Mr. Ghoul since you asked, your training today,” he smiles. I put on a pout face, he starts laughing. “Don’t worry, I won’t leave you alone , I’ll never let them hurt you, I promise,” he says coming towards me and pecks my nose. I cant help but smile. He always makes me feel better. Jerk. He then went back to the dresser and pulled out clothes for me and him. I wasn’t paying attention when I felt clothing hit my face. “Hey!” he laughs and tells me to put them on. “Those were when I was a little smaller, I’m sure they’ll fit you. And sorry about the holy jeans,” he says. “It’s okay, I always wear my pants like that,” I chuckle. I was about to go into the bathroom when I noticed Gerard staring at me weird. “You know, you can change in front of me, I’ll only stare at you,” he laughs. I roll my eyes and think why not? I felt a blush creep on my face. “Aw! I made my Frankie blush!” he coos. “Shut up!” I say growling and going into the bathroom. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry! Come back here!” he begs. He grabs me by my waist and I start laughing. “Change here,” he says and turns his back, picking out clothes for himself. I slowly slip off the pajamas until I was in my boxers. I felt so uncomfortable and then Gerard turns around and smirks at me. “Really?!” I say getting more nervous. He laughs and lets out a whistle. “God help me,” I mutter. “I have a sexy boyfriend!” he starts singing. I roll my eyes, but start to realize he has the most perfect voice like ever. “Gerard! Your voice is beautiful!” I compliment him. He looks at me with wide eyes and blushes. Ha! I got you!

I start laughing and slip on the jeans he gave me. I noticed they were tight, Gerard your so dead. “Gee, you’re an asshole,” I say to him. He turns around giving a shocked face. “Why my love?” he asks acting innocent. I pull on the hem of my pants and he starts smirking. “Sexy,” he winks at me. This guy will be the end of me. I then slip on the black shirt he gave me and pull on a red flannel and I pulled on some chucks. I stand there watching Gerard getting dressed. God he is so perfect! He slips on a pair of skin tight black jeans with a skin tight white v-neck adding the combat boots. Showing the outline of his muscles and perfectly shaped body. Compared to mine, I looked like shit. I was practically drooling over him and didn’t realize it until he turned around giving me a weird look. I snapped out of it and blushed. He laughs and comes toward me pecking my lips. “Let’s go Frankie,” he says grabbing my hand and dragging me to the door.

We start the journey down the long hall into the big room where I met everyone yesterday. Everyone was already up and talking and laughing with each other.

“SUP GUYS!” Death yells across the room. “SUP!” Poison hollers back. I just stayed quiet. We finally make it to their little group and I noticed they were all putting their weapons together. I felt stupid because I don’t know anything about this stuff. I then sat down on a chair and watched them talk to each other, not really caring what they had to say. I then spot Beats eyeing Poison. I became angered. Doesn’t she get it, he’s mine! I then looked at the three girls who were also eyeing him. Really! Come on!

I just turned away trying to ignore it. “Poison,” I hear Beats say, my mans name. “Would you please come out and help me inspect?” she asks, then giving me a dirty look. “Uh…sure, but I’m going to bring Ghoul with me because he needs to learn a few things,” I did a little happy dance on the inside and shot a smile at her. She glared at me and turned her ugly face away. I did an inner laugh. “Come on babe,” he says grabbing my hand and dragging me along with him. My heart started beating again, every time he touches me I get all nervous and queasy inside. Ugh. What this man does to me!

Beats lazily followed behind us. I know she’s trying to burn holes in the back of my head. “Fuck,” Poison mutters. I gave him a confused face. “Our masks,” he reminds me. “Shit yeah!” I say realizing how dumb we were for forgetting. We turn around and see Beats rolling her eyes, because she has to wait for us.

Poison pulled me all the way back to our room and went to his dresser to get them. He pulled out his yellow and blue mask and put it on. He then grabbed out another one and hid it behind his back. I furrowed my eyebrows and he smiles. “Close your eyes,” He tells me. So I do and felt him grab my hands and put something in them. “Open!” he says and I do. I squeal and see that he got me a new mask. “I love it!” I scream and jump on him kissing his face. He laughs and puts me down. “ I knew you liked that Frankenstein looking one, so I saw this and I was like oh Frankie! And so I bought it, freshly new and not used,” he says smiling. I smile and slip on the mask, feeling ridiculous once again. I don’t care though its awesome!

We then make our way back to the front door again, with linking hands. Beats seen us and turned her back. She should just stop, she’s never going to get him. She turned back around and motioned her finger at Frenzy to come. He obeyed and slipped on a blue mask. I kept staring at them wondering why we need him. I saw Poison glaring at him, he then let go of my hand and I was disappointed only to have his arm around my waist, pulling me close to him. I smiled on the inside, he’s only protecting me.

“Shall we?” Beats asks. We all nodded ands she opened the doors and we all walked out, the door shutting behind us. “So we’ll take left you take right,” Frenzy says to Poison and I. We both nod and went our separate ways. “What was that all about?” I ask him, he still had a death grip on my waist and to be honest it was hurting me. He looks at me and his face softens. “I just don’t feel comfortable with those two around you,” he says, lightening his grip on me finally.

“Thanks Gee,” I whisper, he smiles and rubs my sore spot. “Sorry,” he apologizes, I look up at him. “For what?” I ask. “For gripping on you too hard,” he says. I smile and wrap my arms around his torso. “Its okay, I cant pretend I didn’t like it,” I say giggling. He laughs to and continues rubbing the same spot. “So what do we do with these inspections?” I say using air quotations. “Well, basically scout the whole building and kill anybody we see who tries to break in, for about an hour.” Fun. “Oh,” is all I say. He then notices my uneasiness about the whole situation. “Frankiestein are you okay?” he asks me. I nod my head, but he didn’t seem convinced. So we continued standing guard for about an hour, until it was time to go in. “Come on babe,” Poison says grabbing my hand. I notice someone behind some of the dumpsters. “Wait,” I say to him. He looks at me and furrows his eyebrows, I make my way to where I seen the head at. I walk fast then slow down once I came near it. This is what I feels like to be a killjoy I guess. It keeps you anticipated and thrilled.

I made my way, hearing my own breathing and stopped right in front of the dumpster. I slid my hand on my ray gun and placed my index finger on the trigger. I then kicked the dumpster and held my gun out at it or him. “Don’t don’t don’t hurt me! Please!” he begged. Poison ran to me to see what I was trying to catch. He gasped and furrowed his eyebrows at the man. “Who are you?” he asks lifting his own ray gun at him. The man whimpered and curled himself up even more. He was frightened. I eased my gun down and told Poison to do the same. “We’re scaring him,” I say. He looked at me and was uncertain if he should trust him. He eventually held it down, but kept it in is hands just in case. “Answer me scumbag,” he hisses at him. Oh no, he’s Party Poison again, the mean, sadistic Party Poison. I backed away from him a little bit, afraid he’ll go off. “My name….my name is…is George,” he says. “George?” Poison asks lifting his eyebrow. “Your killjoy name dimwit,” he insults. He’s pissing me off with the way he’s treating this poor man. Then again, I forgot, don’t trust anybody.

“I…I don’t have one,” he answers. “What the hell do you mean you don’t have one!” Poison yells. “Then how the hell did you get in here?” he asks, looking frustrated. Just then I see Beats and Frenzy rounding the corner to where we were. They held their guns up at him. Jesus Christ your scaring him!

“Who is this?” Frenzy asks Poison. “He says his name is George,” he answers. “George? Your killjoy name?” he asks another. “He don’t got one,” Poison answers again. “How the fuck does he not have one?” he asks just as confused. Poison shrugged his shoulders and stared intently at him.

The man kept staring at me though, he wouldn’t stop. “Um…sir…George where did you come from?” I ask him nicely. He looked comfortable with me, “I came from that ghetto town across the desert,” he answers. Oh, so where we came from. “How did you get here?” I ask him another one. Poison, Beats and Frenzy were looking at me crazy, like why are you being nice?

“Car,” he answers. I nod and look at the three of them who were looking at me in awe. I blushed and luckily they couldn’t see it. The man kept looking at me though, I guess Poison noticed and he became angry. “Quit eyeing him,” he demands. The man looked down at his lap. “stop,” I hiss at Poison. “What? I don’t like the way he’s looking at you,” he whispers back. “Stop acting overprotective, its annoying me, just calm your tits man, he’s scared as it is,” I explain. He nods and squeezes my shoulder in apology.

I just watched them ask simple questions to him and he answered. At least he was cooperating. After a few minutes of silence, he finally spoke out of turn. “Frank,” he says. I turned my head instantly. My eyes were wide and I felt my breath get hitched in my throat. He knows my name, he knows my god damn name. Poison was eyeing him in shock. “What…how…what the fuck?” I stammer. The man starts smirking at me. I see Poison getting pissed and he raised his gun at him. “How the fuck do you know his name?” he growls walking towards him. The other two were standing there staring at me in shock.

“I said how the fuck do you know his name!” Poison yells at him. “His father,” he answers, still smirking at me. My father? My father is at home or my stepfather is at home. Wait, what? This doesn’t make sense?

Poison’s face turned to anger and he gripped on his shirt so tight, I swear he could rip it off with one tug. The man starts laughing. “He’s coming for you Frank, he knows you’re here, watch your back and your little boyfriend to,” he says while laughing. I felt my stomach drop and I became sick. I felt my face turn pale. Poison started beating him. All of a sudden Beats grabs and pulls me to the other side of the building. She kept dragging me, I was frozen and emotionless at the moment, completely vulnerable.

“Get over here you twit!” she yells at me once she realizes I’m just completely shut down at the moment. “Get off of me!” I hear yelling behind me. I turn around and notice Frenzy was on top of Poison, trying to keep him down. “Stop it! Give him back to me!” Poison pleads. I never seen him so weak and useless in my entire time of knowing him. I manage to stop and Beats tripped, bringing me down with her. “Fuck! You stupid short shit!” she yells at me. I just kept my eye on Poison as he fights off the bigger Frenzy. He manages to shoot him one at the jaw and that sent Frenzy going back. Poison took advantage and stood up coming after Beats and I. “Fuck!” she yells again, she manages to pick me up, you see I’m not that big of a guy.

She’s too late, Poison already caught up to us and he pried her fingers off of me and he picked me up. She punched him in the stomach and he cried out in pain. I lost it, she hurt my Poison, my man! I snapped out of my haze and she lunged for me. I shot my arm out and connected my fist to her face. She shrieked and held onto her face. Clutching the spot where I hit her. Poison got up and spit on her, stepping on her chest. She screamed out again. “Baby, we got to go!” Poison tells me and I nod grabbing his hand. He pulled me away from the warehouse building and duck into another set of alleys again, like we did yesterday.

We stopped after like ten minutes to catch our breaths. “Oh Frankie I’m so sorry,” Poison says and hugging me really tight. “I promised you that I wouldn’t let them hurt you and I broke it,” he says and started crying. I never seen him break down and I was shocked. “Gee?” I say and he kept crying. “Gee? Look at me please,” I say soothingly and he did. “Your not Superman okay, you did all you could and you won, you see, I’m still here, you still have me,” I try to comfort him. He nods and sits down against the wall. I go and sit down next to him. I motioned him to sit on my lap and he obeyed. He rested his head against my chest and I twirled my fingers in his hair. I smiled knowing he was calmer now. “Gee?” I say breaking the silence. “Hm?” he responds. “Everything’s going to be okay right? Just think happy thoughts,” I say to him. He nods and chuckles. “Yeah Frankiestein, happy thoughts,” and he stood up. I was disappointed because I was comfortable with him in my lap.

Just then we seen minions surround us. What the hell? “Shit!” Poison yells and he holds out his hand for me to grab and I take it. “You are under arrest!” we hear them shout. He dragged me along with him down the other side of the alley. As soon as we got out they were surrounding there to. Poison was looking everywhere to escape. My poor Gerard, he was frantically trying to save me. I just gave in, we’re not going to get away this time. We seen a flock of minions come at us. Poison started fighting back and I managed to grab a hold of him. “Baby! Baby! Its okay its okay!” he was so pissed. He calmed down as soon as I grabbed him. I was pleading him to stop and he did. He fell to his knees feeling defeated. I wanted to kiss him so bad, to make him feel better, but we couldn’t. Three minions came at him and handcuffed him. I started yelling for them to let him go and they started cuffing me. He was crying, I started crying. Everything happened so fast. We didn’t even get to say goodbye after they shoved us in separate cars.

I was sitting in the back of the car looking out the window. I felt so alone, empty, and lost. Gerard was taken from me. We finally made it to where they were taking me. I got out of the car and realized we were in front of the building I first seen sitting on the rooftop with Gerard. BL/ind, I felt like gagging. Why am I here? I looked around frantically looking for the car they put Gerard in. No where in sight. I was completely alone. They started shoving me to go inside and so I did. They pushed me and started hitting me. I deserved it, I deserve it all.

They shoved me into an elevator and they pushed the very top floor. I stood there completely in my own world. The doors finally open and I walked out in to a bright white room. Everything was glass and I became frightened. I’m not scared of heights but fuck this shit was high!

They shoved me into a circle of light and they left me, to stand there alone. Just then blue lights came on around me and I notice three office chairs turned their back at me. Then they all turned around, reminding me of a movie. I gulped and started trembling. Then a tall man stood up and a woman and then lastly the man in the middle slowly stood. He was taller than the others. All I could see was there silhouettes.

“Hello there Frank,” the man in the middle spoke.

“I finally have you,” with that he chuckles.

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