To The End

I walked to Poison and wrapped my arms around him this time. He leaned into me and smiled at me. I just can’t believe I’m with this guy, I mean like holy mother of Jesus’s balls! I can’t believe it, like it’s all a dream, none of this is real, I’m not really here. I quickly pinch myself, ouch! Yes, this is real, Poison gave me a weird look, I just shrugged , he chuckled at me for being weird, like if that’s anything new. I let go of him and started to walk around, just checking everything out. Weapons were everywhere, I mean everywhere, under mattresses, laying on tables, on the floor, hanging on the wall, in my pocket, and almost everywhere you can imagine. I was oohing and aahing over everything, how cool this place was decorated. Then a sudden thought reappeared in my head.

Don’t trust anyone in here, even though they may be nice, but don’t trust anybody.

I gulped and face palmed myself for completely forgetting about that. I almost told the girls my real name, but I didn’t luckily. Just as I was about to turn the corner, someone grabbed me by my arm and pulled me into a dark room. I gasped and its hand covered my mouth. “Shut up!” it whispers harshly at me.

I was about to fight them off when they turned on the light and I noticed it was Frenzy.

“Who the hell do you think you are?!” he hisses at me. I stare at him completely unknown to what the hell he was talking about. “What are you in God’s name talking about?” I ask him. He gives me a death glare and pushes me against the wall, I now realized it’s a supply closet. “You know exactly what I’m talking about,” he says to me. I’m still confused at what the fuck he’s talking about. “Dude are you on some shit, I seriously don’t know what your talking about!” I say feeling frustrated now. What is he talking about?

He chuckles out loud, “Oh!” he keeps laughing. This fuck is crazy.

“Poison’s got you wrapped around his finger, quit acting and tell me,” he frantically replies. He doesn’t have me around his finger. What the hell does he want me to say?

“I honestly don’t know what to tell you!” I reply angrily. His grip then got tighter on my shirt and I was starting to freak out with this guy. Poison was right, don’t trust anybody here.

“Dude if you don’t tell me now, I will seriously do something to you and it wont be pretty,” he threatens me. “Dude if you do something to me, I will scream,” I reply mocking his words. He became frustrated with me and slammed me into the wall. I groaned form the contact with the cement wall. Seriously, cement hurts. “God dammit! Tell me why are you here!” he yells a bit to loud, but he doesn’t seem to care. I just gave him a dirty look, “I don’t know, you tell me, or ask Poison,” I answer. He growled in frustration and slammed me against the wall even harder. I winced in pain and felt my back grow a little numb, with my shoulder blades hurting. Just then I hear footsteps outside the door and it opened revealing a bit too much light, making me and Frenzy squint.

“What in the actual fuck is going on in here?!” I see Poison looking at us. I sigh of relief and let Frenzy get in trouble, turns out I was wrong. Poison lunged at the both of us and grabbed Frenzy first.

“What the fuck do you think you were doing?” he growls at him, I watched the both of them, seeing Poison’s true fury for the first time. He’s not humorous anymore, he’s actually pretty fucking angry. This scared me. He pushed him against the wall now and started yelling vile and threatening things to him.

“I swear to god if you go near him, your arms and legs are mine,” he finalizes. Frenzy nodded furiously wanting to get away from Poison, to be honest, I would to, if you seen his temper right now.

He then let him go by throwing him to the ground and he scampered away like a puppy that’s scared. Poison then turned his attention towards me, still angry and giving me the death glare. I whimpered back against the wall, he never looked at me like that.

“You,” he points at me. “What do you think you were doing alone in here with him? I told you not to trust anybody,” he scolds me. I just stare at him in disbelief, “I was the one yanked in the closet and was about to get hurt and your getting mad at me!” I tell him, still in disbelief. He just looks at me and walks toward me. I pressed myself against the wall, “I don’t like it when your feisty and give attitude, it was just a question,” he says. I glared back at him, “You made me feel like it was my fault,” I reply. He then presses his body against mine and grabbed my waist ferociously. I throw a disgusted ’don’t touch me’ look and I see a smirk spread across his face. “Get off of me,” I say to him. He didn’t move or didn’t want to seem to let me go. “Poison seriously,” I say trying to pry him off of me, it only made him press harder. I winced in pain because of my bony self crushed against the wall. I’m not real meaty and built, like Poison, I still had a kid looking body, but grown enough to make him want me.

“Stop!” I yell at him this time. The smirk on his face grew wider, he was enjoying this. That asshole, I just don’t want to be crushed against the wall anymore, it hurts. “You know we’re in a closet,” he says stating the obvious. I roll my eyes, “Oh Jeez, I was wondering where we were,” I say sarcastically. He chuckles, “I change my mind, I like it when you have attitude,” he says. I furrow my eyebrows giving a puzzled look. He then reached his hands around under my thighs and picked me up and pressed me against the wall once again to help him hold me up. “Then again, I think its sexy,“ he whispers into my ear. Chills ran down my spine and my heartbeat was going like over 200 mph. Oh my god! Is he really turned on? I started panicking on the inside. NO! I don’t want this, resist resist resist Frankie! You must resist! Rise Rebel Resist!

“Um…Poison not here, not now, just please,” I say kindly. I seen his face fall, aw poor guy, he wanted me, but I really didn’t want him, that bad anyways. I wasn’t really in the mood. “why not?” he asks giving me his innocent face. God! Why must he be so cute and sexy!? “Because its not the time,” I answer. He starts pouting and trying to get me happy by grinding into me. “Poison please no!” I whine. He then sighs and puts me down. I jump in joy on the inside. I know I’m a little bitch right now, but seriously I only got with the guy and he’s already trying to get in my pants. Bull fucking shit. I’m not that easy, I like playing hardball.

“I’m sorry,” he says to me. My eyes grew wide, he’s apologizing to me when I’m the one complaining. “No, its my fault, you only wanted to feel pleasured, but honestly I’m not in the mood and it’s not the time,” I respond. He shakes his head no, “No its my fault, I was the one trying to get in you,” he says. “Its both of our faults,” I finalize. He smiles and pecks my nose and I giggle, “God, why must you be cute?” he announces and I giggle more. “You have a little girl giggle, its so cute,” he says making me blush fire truck red. We both walk out of the closet with cheesy grins on our faces, ain’t I one lucky man.

We walk back to the other killjoys, this time I’m avoiding everybody. Not to be mean to the girls either, but I’ll be cautious of them. They all seen our grins and started laughing at us.

“Someone got laid,” Death says out loud. Poison and I laughed at how dirty their minds are. Its okay, we can pretend we fucked each other.

“Maybe, maybe not,” I respond. They all gushed and started teasing us, except Beats and Frenzy.

The sky turned darker by the hour and we were all enjoying each others company, talking, laughing, teasing, and just being stupid. “Alright! I’m off to bed,” Poison says standing up and stretching from sitting down to long. “We have a long day ahead of us and I’m not going to wake up without enough sleep,” he adds. We all laugh at him and he pouts, to be honest, it was cute. “I guess we should all hit the hay,” Death suggests. We all agree, but I just sat there still watching everyone get up and go to their comfy beds for warmth and rest. “Frankie stein you coming?” Poison asks me, furrowing his perfect eyebrows. I look at him and smile weakly. He seen my weird emotions and sat down next to me. “What’s wrong?” he asks while rubbing my back. I just look down and shook my head, “Nothing,” I reply.

“Ghoul, I know its not nothing, you’re always so cheery, tell me what’s up,” he implies. I felt tears forming through my eyes. Oh god Frank don’t cry please don’t cry!

“Frank?” he whispers. I look at him and felt a hot tear come out of the corner of my eye. He furrowed his eyebrows again giving me his confused face. He then pulled me into his arms and started rubbing my back and cuddling me. I cried into his chest quietly and held on to him. After a while my sudden crying session ended. I pulled away from him and he looked at me with concerned eyes. “You want to tell me now?” he asks. “Can we go to bed first?” I ask him. He nods and helped me stand up. We walked to our room that was placed in the back of the building at the end of the hall. Creepy right? Its so dark also.

We made it to the end and Poison opened the door for me to enter and so I did, looking for a light switch, I eventually found it and flicked it on. Me and Poison squinted from the bright light and squinted at each other for a while. “Those damn fluorescent lights,” Poison mumbles. I just smile and watched him go to a dresser and pull out clothes, I think that are his. He looks at me and throws a pair of plaid pajama pants and a Misfits tee. I smiled, “Where’s the bathroom?” I ask. He points to the door hiding in the corner. He chuckles at my blush of embarrassment. I walk in and turn on that light. Its so fucking bright! I look around and see a bathtub at the end and a little sink next to it and I’m guessing a door that leads to the toilet in a separate little room. I shrug and peel off my clothes that I have worn for a while, finally putting on something clean. I felt the nice fabric against my skin. I forgot how it felt to wear pajamas, they are always so comfortable and soft. I pick up my clothes and walk back outside stopping in my tracks.

I see Poison half naked standing there checking his gun and his utilities. He looked up and seen me staring at him. He smiles and I felt my cheeks flush once again. “Problem?” he asks smirking at me. I just smile and shake my head before throwing my clothes on the floor. I make my way to the bed, pulling up the covers and sliding under them. I turn my body to check Gerard out. Yes Gerard now, we are alone together for now.

I take everything in about his beautiful features once again, but this time he’s shirtless. I see the perfect curve that descends from his shoulders to his waist, the pearly white skin, yet somehow tanned. The perfect arms that you just wish you had draped around you. Well, I do get those arms draped around me, I’m lucky. I chuckle to myself and continue watching him. He finishes what he was doing and starts walking toward the bed, he then stood there smiling down at me as I returned the favor. He then started to unbutton his pants, I started panicking. What is he doing?

He slid them down just to be in his boxers. “It gets hot in here,” he explains. Right….

I just smile at him as he crawls in bed with me. “Fuck,” he says. I give him a weird look, “I forgot the light,” then I realized the stupid light. “I got it,” I say jumping out the bed and turned off the light. It then got pitch black in here, I couldn’t see anything. I pulled my hands out and started walking and trying to figure out where the bed was. Once I bumped into it, I crawled back into the bed and snuggled with Gerard. He wrapped his arms around me and pecked my lips. I smiled and cuddled against him.

“Tell me now,” he says quietly. I sighed, “ I want to go home, I feel like this isn’t real, I don’t know, I just… just felt so overwhelmed for some reason,” I explain to him. I felt him rub my back and pecked my cheek. “Its okay, we all get like that,” he replies. I just smile and bury my face in the crook of his neck.

What a wonderful man.

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